blake uptin

 so some of this would be the fun of partying in a different city at a university and the common area with others being a couch for example in a living room be a townie and love it with optional stuff skateboard cable television water pipes coffee tables road bike so the concentrated area with lots of opportunities many people to meet and get to know so the juvenile and immaturity but too the fun of it relaxing with your buds maybe this being a 'bros' pad or that frat boy mindset to down some beers to watch music videos to use torrents to tune in to tv appointments the comedy central politics the daily show for others out there the joys of cannabis or tobacco the smokers and even those into the harder drugs the heroine or the lsd to enhance your day and enjoy your work that provides for your inventory lodging the day to day getting by stuff having guests over socializing what to do caffeine booze the substance abuse the stoners um letting someone crash there and their help and ...

 ok so you took the workers route to provide for yourself and you're doing ok decent car place to live and what food is in your budget so let's upgrade this with high class choices made accessible so there's the art school look things like music (a guitar player a garage band a drummer a singer) art (to paint a poster to fill a sketchbook with doodles) plus other hobbies to dream up and maybe even to leave your footprint behind so using the garage is it healthy fun and safe to do substance abuse there set up some couches plug up a video game console um choices like a stoner venture or even a psychedelic 'trip' or completely separate knocking back some alcohol with friends even childhood friends save money on the bar but it's risky don't get alcohol poisoning there's some sports related stuff to do watch the game on television feel the excitement of the stadium on live tv from the comfort of your living room at home or have a barbeque outing people can ch...

 so the big one on this being all the 'boosters' to do little joyful releases from stuff so there's pickles at the office there's popsicles at the suite there's the dog on the commute there's youtube in the basement there's eating out at lunch and dinner so the exhaustion the bed head the appointment to think of rockstars endless names mario c so other stuff thinking of ronnie wood of the rolling stones him doing tours and his earlier work him being a back up guitarist his showmanship his style his shoes and when i saw him live at fed ex field when the pandemic had started but the show got rescheduled and still came through that awesome time the full time and the painter too playing with keith and mick and rip charlie w um the fun of being on the go having stuff to keep with me my pocket sketchbook daler rowney brand um cough drops my nesbitt realty thread logic messenger bag um so having the car with my on trips or when i use my parents vehicle having fun s...

 ok so the joys of a television appointment the live tv (others that are cool but don't line up for me late night with the disabled crowd when hbo had entourage) and the stadium that's there the crowd so come the end of summer thinking of preseason and that haul through to the superbowl in february the pleasure in keeping up with the games and the washington commanders the excitement of participating with that but then too maybe the downside to it not knowing what's going on or the dangers of the temptation to gamble with that so heating up foods from the store going to get frozen stuff that i can use the air fryer on and make something for myself saving money that way there's (frozen stuff) wings bagel dogs jalapeno poppers taquitos other stuff nachos with jalapenos a vegetable tray with ranch dip the pizza specials advertised on the radio or on facebook papa johns then there's if i went somewhere to get dominos the menu there pizza to get the appetizers the pasta ...

 so here's a different answer that i found cool my start with film was from a what i was aware of a skateboarding 'militia' so anyways what i was getting at was there was a neighbor who i found cool who seemed to do some of his hobbies (but maybe i fault finded it too) another was he reminded me of the tarantino once upon a time in hollywood character so there's that there's someone who appeared to continue some of his hobbies and do ok he has his longterm housing and i was aware of the sons projects and ergo the skate videos the other side there's another neighbor i saw who i made guesses about basically he'd been there for a while and i assumed he was a disabled veteran um thought he had cable and didn't do much and followed all the rules another last one was the people i'd see at the gaming conventions they seemed inspirational and vibrant despite what ever excuse or issue could be out there um i don't know if they did their hobbies full time ...

 today i got out of bed soon i'll be on the road couple more days ahead and home again tea and caffeine the joys of groceries still around mom and dad the parents pool with mountain horizons the golf course neighborhood the airport the walmart the backroads fresh air no more substance abuse last night i showered before bed watched some youtube in bed i have socks on my feet i have dreams in my heart now i am medicated right now is already gone the future will be here soon enough where will i be come tomorrow my grand delusions  all alone plus the dog a good friend my poodle fears and worries and goals and reassurances empty plans live shows memories of those u2 at the basketball stadium the metro there washington dc memories  the videos and the city on the internet figured out these surroundings shopping center potomac river the basement long walks to nowhere air conditioning the television concept and what else a boost to improve the day a wealthier prosperous region fas...

 so the easier smarter route and some of the daydream with that to go see a play and afterwards enjoy life with that stuff in mind or like when i was going to music night clubs and returning to alexandria suburbs and the cleaner would clean my hot property and it would look like the different hot spots i knew richmond deustchland dc being big ones when the streets feel like a stage or the neighborhood feels like being on the set of a movie when there's memories of different artists presentation whether that's seu jorge a french man who was in a wes anderson movie life aquatic and liked david bowie or others roky erickson of the 13th floor elevators and his mental illness all those names of people i saw phil collins the former drummer turned lead singer his story with his divorce or what about joel osteen or guns and roses both of those at the capital one arena a lesson being to show up and pay the professionals instead of skipping out or trying to do it yourself so some of that...

 so i was hungry very hungry i had to use the bathroom and in hindsight maybe my housing was somewhat temporary yet thrilling (right in the vcu campus with a fire escape) and i was developing alcoholism so i had friends who somewhat believed in me (lots of connections who'd respond sometimes) when i had my manic dreams of becoming successful there was the richmond moments (my army field jacket my levi's girl pants my borrowed marine band hoehner harmonica um my laptop and the couch) um not having all the equipment (or time) not making it in different hobby industries um a artschool drop out previously unpaid loan but i was a business major and things seemed to always miraculously land on their feet like a nimble pet cat with keen instincts before getting heavier better doses of keith richards the rolling stones stuff the precursor to overseas europe um genius ideas i shared some derived from my dad's projects early social media concepts shared (before there was yelp or goog...

 so face it the only thing to really do is use the computer for most of the day (the other choices there's cable tv the dog and hobbies and your next meal) so with that what happened to the golden eras of social media when there'd be participation and things happening all the time new people to meet what to share so making uploads that are stylish and understandable maybe references to pop culture music albums so making your profile enticing and charming pictures that summarize what all there is to do like there's meals the dog park the house um hobbies too and maybe not so much anymore but there were times when events were fun so to think of how much fun could be had if we were all online and ready to communicate with each other there's leaving comments or having a chat log or adding friends or even further steps like meeting other hobbyists being a guest with a painter and seeing their works and documenting it to upload online making a movie of someones habitat and sh...

 so what about a look like a 70s recording studio session (the friends personalities) so some of that the lounge the sunshine (even the beach or pool) but instead too timeless equipment stuff that doesn't go bad (guitars toys posters) so there's the look of the boardwalk or distant drug laden suburbs near a grocery store then some style like t bone burnette so some good clothes leather button downs denim footwear and routines in and out of the property instead no cigs but there's couches and guests and an entourage so the nostalgia the memory looking back on a time that already was documented or entertaining the past so there's the movie stuff the trailer like guest room or the available snacks the food table then there's the material and compositions that like pet sounds blonde on blonde abbey road are you experienced too maybe different gimmicks from yesteryear the novelty the obnoxious the throwback vintage look so the ageplay getting along with old heads the sen...

 you can have me over as a guest we can chat (earlier on in the day i may need to pee a few times due to having caffeine to keep me up) we can each get our own things whether that's a meal or caffeine we can go do an errand we can go to the park and hang out there if it's not too hot we can later on hang out in my parents basement where there's a bed and youtube we can go somewhere for entertainment if there is an event booked and we get seats together we can wait till i'm back in luray and schedule that where we can idle there we can go to my parents pool we can hangout at my house we can go for a hike or somewhere to shop i can play guitar i can take photos and make videos we could do a podcast i can play piano i can blog the activities we did so thinking of the day ahead of us some of that depending on your work schedule that assumption that you have to work to provide for yourself so having me over as a guest where are some good common grounds the dog park a coffee ...

so first get the money to buy the patches get the strong dosage (maybe go one above what's the suggested to make sure you don't relapse) and use them then supplement any additional cravings with the lozenges so that should handle the cravings then be careful about falling asleep with the patch on i have done that i had weird dreams but nothing too bad i think the box suggests against that so stick to it after a while you'll be able to lower the dosage and still not need the tobacco so another would be don't hang out around smokers anymore or other scenarios where you're prone to start up again like a smoky bar adjust your behaviors to stay clean finally you've kicked the habit so now you'll see in your bank account a lot more money that you didn't waste getting nicotine buzzes so with that you can load up on fast food maybe another would be at walmart considering the toys collecting those and look at the numbers you're still doing ok so maybe that...

 the blues the best parts the most expensive portion the specific thing to focus in on whether that's limited edition fast food (see the taco bell volcano menu or kfc georgia gold eg) attractive white women or even guitar as an instrument (even alternate tunings) the mentality to center upon the good things sources of happiness the ghetto side too so the funny stuff the silly the humorous a good joke and getting along with your friends there's a reenactment or there's a rendition so having a good time being outside playing with other people having things to do the city life the country life the neighborhood the connections so the urban and rural and the common grounds the hangouts too getting to the bottom of what is the best thing about something the personality the appearance the feeling so enjoying a popsicle in the summer getting the cheap kind and having more of them for less money that joy that sugar rush the excitement of using computers as a teenager so another fact...

 basically thinking yes i do enjoy my hobbies but then the other side hearing of foolishness and heeding warnings (see hearing of others pseudo injuries incurred along that course) so some of that would be seeing the people who do some of those full time and maybe passing judgement or seeing problems with that um so here's some of it ok i don't skateboard or longboard anymore though some of my hobbies i still find time occasionally and really do love and enjoy them but then here's another one it'd be my old neighborhood i lived at (actually twice grew up there too) some of that being seeing what i think were 'veteran home owners' and making observations about that like they look lawful complacent and other things they don't necessarily skateboard or longboard or do other hobbies no painting no photography so based on that thinking of myself as i settle down and get older but then the other side seeing some who do look charming and fruitful with that lifestyl...

 swirling into todays fantasy so me and the dog (and my parents) in cartoon world a dream (at the suite) of a decadent time (see the 90s and the 2000s) the adventure from where i am at today so like gta5 the phone with my missions (or at univ with friends scattered around the city ready for me to drop in) or my involvement with the different communities (the gamer conventions the substance abuse users the americans) laziness (ready to lay down and call it a day eventually) abound the dialogue the gameplay the sucking in and getting caught in the action the immersive map so there's being in virginia and getting used to the trips to both sides both regions each place and little boosters a desert but being miserly though so staying busy and not being home with ample time those full time people and their projects directors painters musicians producers writers my blog the usual joy sources the next meal the menu the appetizers that boost and digesting it down each scrumptious bite so ol...

 in reality most people are aholes the world can be pretty screwed up additionally there's nothing that can be done about it get by ok for now it could be worse it could always be worse another day what to do the same routines again and again staying hopeful despite earth the days of computers on the internet letters sent but no replies the wait for the future to get here lost ambition spirit broken mentality disability pay and retirement the corrupt leadership with abusive power criminal police and a unjust society the answer was scrooge what to look forward to hunger and cheap meals from groceries sleep in sometimes a thankful veteran no one cares about me i am alone and have a place to live 'then don't talk to me' getting old and not keeping it real nod my head go to appointments watch the neighborhood get paranoid seems like people change when they get old no more skateboarding or other vibrant stuff avoiding trouble and listening to most warnings what to do with th...

 get a sketchbook and use it with any of these hobbies make sure you do not waste your money try make an effort and start if you need help there can be books you can order or find somewhere else so draw your life learn the blues the most expensive parts the highlight so come up with the blueprint for a painting think of cartoons or other references you know and can find available painting canvases so take your sketches and turn them into paintings think of it being like a poster it's ok to be childish or even immature and funny and ghetto have a good time and learn from your mistakes try to do everything perfect and have zero mistakes concentrate and know what you'll do before you start stay within your budget be smart painting miniatures so get involved with a place where you can select minis to buy and paint and later display think of things you are into fantasy minis role playing games minis so get the equipment then prime them with spray primer next paint them and decide ho...

so what to do get a couple friends together and split a pizza and some appetizers the wings with blue cheese the fried pickles with ranch so together you can chat and have entertainment going on a football game going on from the television in the background that source of fulfillment the glory of pizza and buds so the fun of dungeons and dragons having a nice meal and warming up start talking about stuff entertaining interests do you like marvel comics famous military veterans some bands video games well bring that up before the game starts grooving get some soda too a cold cola to crack open the spiral to fall into of the game visualize hallucinate picture it see the landscape and the tale you are embarking on the different characters and individuality the experience points the leveling up the tuning your character and progressing along decisions to make the quests the choice for being cheap frozen pizza at home pick it out from the store and see what they have leave it in the freezer...