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 Virginia is England. Go to Marshalls for the latest discounted fashions. The Am Vets are like the Chelsea Pensioners. Rolling Stone Magazine is Playboy from Hugh Hefner the Veteran. Look at the big cities like VA Beach a refuge for military. See all the people who want to be connected to Fort Belvoir. See the use of tobacco and marijuana. The British influence from computers to the empire. Enjoy the Colonial history. Channel yourself under the sexualities from interracial masturbation to government sex addiction to homemade pornography. See George Washington or the Queen of England or Mick Jagger and Ronnie Wood or even the inventor of penicillin.  All the historic homeowners estates. The disabled veterans and famous people like Duke Cadogan or the inventor of Winnie the Pooh or Oscar Wilde or others Michael Caine Charles Dickens the Buzzcocks or Middlemarch. The great William Shakespear.

 Be like me. Use moderation. Look at the countless people made examples of. Someday maybe give it all away. Pay the receptionist. How many children are exposed to drugs? You did this to yourself. If you don't understand then try using your mind. Wouldn't it be nicer to take it easy? Do you want to do the hard work? Well you should, go for it. Become the master of your heroic intelligence. You intelligent Nesbitt. You're not a loser. You're a winner. Think this one through.

 You're not domesticated. You're annoying. You're not saying anything. Then don't talk to me. I don't want you in my house. I don't want you to drive my car. Please do not bother me. What do we accomplish? But is there nothing you can do to stop that? Someone will figure it out. Anything can be taken down. But again always the consequences. Why can't you learn? If you don't do your homework then you won't educate yourself. Are you instead seeing the inequities and unkept promises and finding a solution yourself?

 Here's my homemade grading rubric: Was this worth it? Plead your case. Why are you making complaints? What have you earned? What is your purpose? Next, what category is this? Have you been to jail for what? What if you lose in court? Explain your message. How will you get paid? Finally, what facts can you prove? What is your reputation? Why are you unemployable? Where will you live? And how will you get paid?

 The benefits of premature ejaculation. So anyone hear about the new Stones stuff? Hackney Diamonds came out a little while ago. Also there was Bill's new book and his new album on the way. Pay your bills. Stay out of the red. Be a rockstar. Be a medicated American veteran. Look at the magazines for tips and tricks. Use grand parents professors and senators to symbiotically keep deals and be happy. Did you like the price of the toy section at walmart? Look at the faces people make. Look at the Miami lifestyle. Enjoy respect and admiration. Find ways of exercising yourself and stimulating yourself.

 Welcome to economics and politics. So, if the white women are gamed? Different intros and distractions. Lifelong addictions. One thing leads to another. Comics and resellers. The cream in the black coffee. Tea instead. The Republican party. So, if Kamala wins there's our healthcare. And is that a good point of reference on fairness for the public. Also it means more of a wait until the Red returns. So the trends and answers. The Simpsons episode where different things counter something. The customer loyalty being someone who is a pedophile audiophile bibliophile pervert womanizer innocent. The point of the Clintons and the two party system.

 Here's what it is: the version. BTW Chuck Berry went to beauty school and was a womens barber. All the different universes and generics. But don't you trust Rodney Mullen whose parents are married? So it seems the entertainment guy was TMZ. Well, get uniform with the rules on that then. If you don't like this, what about if it was soundchecked first. Try it, you'll like it. Let's be adulterers too. See all the mercenaries and dealers. But I like to be loyal. Try different formatting and try others perspectives. You don't like gay people? What about if you were drunk and you listened to Liberace in the background? You don't like black people? Well do you like historical blues guitarists who were known for loving white women?

See the deal breaker? See why you're not good enough? See the inane martyrdom? See the other guy? Try the educated or governed and censored way. Charity is not showmanship. It seems many of these heroes are vandalized in addition to forced and canceled. Will the insurance work? Who was right? Look at Heath Ledgers 27s club death or Brian Jones. But then look at Manuel Ferrara is he stigmatized for the rumor his dad died. I thought you could use them even more; isn't that Jesus? So you can easily get sucked into all the trivia of heroes. I know lots of famous men who did what they wanted. Remember me studying music? But what about converse orders, you must but you can't however if you do...

 I thought my Grandma obeyed the policies. I thought not only was she not dead but also that she may have been at the golf course. I thought someone may have called this for a hoax. For example for years I thought stuff like people being in my house. I don't think they got divorced. I think they went even harder. This was the crux of the center of the truthful story. I thought she had enemies but we had to meet or objectives. I would gladly let her have my spot. All I wanted was promiscuity longterm housing freedom not starvation. When I was in public school there were things I was doing from my whole trajectory that I thought would give my dad's parents guarantees and what they wanted a long happy married life. In hindsight I didn't realize how stupid I was with her integrity. I really didn't want to get chaffed. Things going missing people irritating me worries stresses dues bills worries warnings vandalism terrorism. I thought some people for their excuses were tryin...

 Where are you Grand Dad? I thought you might've faked your death & I didn't want to blow your cover. But maybe I was wrong. Literally some wormhole.  You got me to where I am today. Your spirit is in my cold heart. Your time set me up for the hedonism I am addicted to. I thought I believed in the unexplained. As a boy in rooms and classrooms I saw how I could help. I don't think my grand parents got divorced. He told me they didn't. I thought this could be more Tolkien business. There's so much I didn't know and still don't. I don't want to know. I seriously thought I saw him it may have been some British puzzle. I don't think I was being tricked or flattered having heard William Shatner go through these unsolveable stories.

 Are you a real person or a legend? Professor Stratton reminds me of Harry Potter. I was taught to think barbaric. I wrote VCU letters in my blog. I knelt. I deflected. I accepted defeat at times in their glory and higher power. It was worth it, concrete proof. Knowing the juveniles. Being able to live solo. A gorgeous lifelong production. Impossible to track yet godly dietic Catholic spells. The big brain. Battle of the sexes can be won on either side. 2000 Diva Christmas Carol with Vanessa Williams as Ebenezer. Top tier school and lifelong insured quality control from a maybe VFW vet me with paranormal like the eternal Wraith and 100 year old Birchmere concert. I would be happy to be a sex addict home owner and die younger with HIV. I would gladly give what is hers as a trade instead of being a hermit who I don't know all the story too and am aware of the artificial intelligence hacking and british superstitions rewrites and editions. My non negotiable is my parents married and o...

Professor Sharp reminded me of the LOTR movie. Isn't Obamacare on the way? I was taught southern charm. University is helpful with grandparents. Being able to create a way for the future. On campus is a fun neighborhood. Exposure to specific improvements. Roughing it and going toward joy. Doing it the right way. Hearing of known obstacles. Opening the doors to opportunities. An adventure that doesn't stop. Times of peace. Times of war. Guarantees and compromises or the other guy knock off and ethereal wisdom. A dream come true and paranormal wraiths.

 Make it easier. I told my brother about how accessible RHCP are. A lot of musicians have tattoos but not all. Many are ignorant to body art. When things are free or cash. Having your story and conversation make sense. Everything being sold out immediately. Not getting punched in the nose. Knowing when to quit. Listening to others. Things being right there. Just one phone call away. Being able to use something over and over again. No drama or problems what so ever. Them being a poster child for vices the substance abuse the sex addiction. Everyone knows who they are.

 Why can't we accept our differences? Make all of us charming. Maximize our differences. Search and destroy the disqualifications. You're not too fat. I can be desperate. I do have love in my heart. But I put my money first and VA. I thought sex could be as easy as a Pabst Blue Ribbon. Just like a gram of weed. Have the encounter and part ways. No girlfriend or spouse. Let's include our parents. Let's make Romantics Anonymous possible. Let's make our retirements and country like a vacation or other great fond memories. They're not keeping their deals.

 I believe our country is maintained by of our government. I've seen the videos of sex addicts on youtube. Old people chubbier ones and no problems no Weinstein instead Harvey Levin. Let's make this possible. Don't be intimidated. Listen to the county. Hear the bargains and deals. When I was a boy my friends told me things and now look at where me my parents and my brother are. Is the alternative better, the French revolution with Les Miserables. The rules don't apply to them. You get used and farmed out as bait and don't get anything. You get put with the other examples. The whole time you're forced to do things that don't do anything for anything but them. The General in a castle. The man in the Brig. Your whole life essentially wasted as a betta.

 They didn't keep their deals. Remember when VA affiliated kids and families said what I'd get for joining the military? How many hypocritical stories like Germany? Convinced not to marry. So being promised consequences. No sign of John Redcorn and then struggling with Carmen Filpi. I thought I could be a sex addict home owner with mil benefits. Always Scrooge. Seeing the divorced parents and childrens points about not getting married. Not having any hard feelings or problems with anyone. Being ok with reality. Trying to improve our lives. Then the example shown all the time. The amputees or those incarcerated. What was all this for? It seems unfair.

 My plea for sex addiction or virginity or sampling. Weren't schizophrenia and HIV good? A Christmas Carol phase of this & like cigarettes you can do that forever with good product or not. Like Romantics Anonymous that's free on youtube but without problems. The playboy way, intellectual. Other adult subscriptions like old school Hustler from wheelchair bound Larry Flynt. So moderation to stop from irreversible non agreed upon consequences. Sex as a profession. Isn't it easier than other jobs? But seeing and respecting others passions and even family traditions like the guitar masters. Being able to do what you love for life. The thrill of the endorphins in the brain. The balance of that and regular life. Staying intelligent and knowing what you're willing to do. The life of addicts, regular moderated participation, holy grails, and progress.

 What are you trying to say? How can you reach your goals? I am a huge proponent of using for example cultures like women blacks and gays. I saw what I wanted and didn't wanted. On the second floor of the secret society in RVA women are not allowed. But something always gets out. Also there's the fun of tag like that in the dorms. Run away don't die, pay the receptionist. Why can't people let you into the realms of deep addiction. See letting everyone get a stab at their dream and their accountability for their results. Was Johnny Sins or other male porn stars I saw military, I don't know and does it matter? So I thought maybe the government should regulate sex. You hear of the porn and censorship and fads. That's how sold out this stuff gets. How can this be moderated to avoid incapacitation and not have the bad happen ever and being able to keep going see your terms.

 I always am listening for a good bit of wisdom. What my USMC DINFOS instructor told me was if life was like a sack race married parents are a huge advantage. So, however, I think things can be agreed and there can be reasons like closeted LGBTQ offspring. How to keep the peace? Well, for those publicly troubled? Try this one, this was the best I could do. In regards to your partner; the other day I said 'not everyone can be Michael Phelps'. So focusing on something. Hearing the responses. Curving to feedback. Being Catholic and forgiving trespasses. But who are famous married couples? So there's the somewhat militant answer I've seen before. The ultra single like a professor. Your whole life as business. No goofs and knowing your stuff and being irreplaceable.

Being uneducated can leave that deficiency overcompensated with mastery. I knew how bachelors could have the philosophy opened on a topic. However someone elses experience and wisdom could top that. Collabing between different parties can be rewarding. To think of music theory or art history or even collecting critiques. Use your mind on church practices. Become a subject matter expert. What is your lifes work? See reinforcements and addictions. Keep coming back to the things you love and if you don't then use a bookie to adjust. And always think of the money and future. Enjoy life and be happy. Earn your lifestyle. Whose smarter and whose more helpful or is it a community of us working on objectives? Study your interests and progress towards a better tomorrow.

 I thought a sex phase may start. It would be available for the public. Some of this was from the American gov and offers. Being fair I imagine it would instantly be like a market craze. Remember when I drank alcohol? Remember when I learned guitar? Remember when I didn't game? Or get married, yet. So making it regulated inclusive & accessible & tasteful. Thinking of the contracts variables non negotiables and end games. Respecting others lifes works as well. Why can't sex be as easy as a substance abuse, a vice? A good reference point on this could be for example Gary Gygax who was an insurance salesman. Sex is healthy and feels good and natural. Let's have fun. But what about logistics and frenzies and fairness and agreements? I'd be pretty happy with being a sex addict, but where I calculated was I'd let it go like I've let other things go as according to the Christmas Carol phases. No more alcohol for now. No more college. No more basketball.  

 I have no problems with LGBTQ. I can get along just fine with LGBTQ. Additionally, I thought that could be good business too. You know me, I love my American life. For example the lesbians, if they don't want to have sex with me, doesn't bother me. To be understanding, anyone could make something shown to be upsetting to me. From LGBTQ I learned about Jean Valjean or Bob Dylan or Ian Mckellen. I can respect others free will and choices. I also thought of the Holocaust with those scenarios. There's so many people who have their fraternal clubs. The scifi PKD survivors completing objectives. What could you really do? For years I saw the pride flags at illustrious members DC bars. I saw U2 show their point with their big lives at Capital One Arena in Washington DC. Was this out of your control? I can believe that this was your only choice.

 My explanation to those with ailments is that someone wanted revenge. The paralyzed the retarded the blind the minorities the mentally ill debtors women & lgbtq or basically my friends on ssdi. I however forgave all and never had any problems with them or anyone else. I like these people and can see charm to their strength in weaknesses. I always see ways they can keep going. I like movie versions I have seen, even if I didn't see the entire thing. I like their way of life and insight. I have been to groups for this and met many of these special people in real life. Even that Catholics teach it, 'forgive us our trespasses'. I see how bluesy and great they can be. Long lives with a condition on them. Was it a curse placed on me too? We all dealt with it and what could we do? I am said to be crazy. I listened a lot and still do. I like learning and everyone can have something to show me. There's away out from anywhere and a method of having everything the best way po...

 I am being made the example of for my entire life. I can't do anything. All I get is my VA appointments. But it could be worse. No friends. No sex. No socializing. No progress. What did I do? Why can't I be a home owner who enjoys his retirement? The entire time it is institutionalized. Why are the county and government so intent on ruining my life? Was it because I was aware of smoking, well it's still around and legalized. I thought our lives should be fun and joyous instead of what is being taught of Scrooge and miserliness. But I must stay in reality, see more examples made of by civilization.

 Why does American sex have to be so problematic? Why can't we all get laid? The sex industry makes it inaccessible. The disqualifiers and reasons not to. But others get to look at the politicians the professors the priests the judicial system. There's the strip clubs that don't seem to work, the prices aren't good. Why can't it be open? See all the failed attempts like the 1970s summer of love. The issues with marriage what about sex addiction as easy as other vices like gambling or substance abuse. Then the making it not offensive or the lost causes. Is it wrong to be sexually active? I listened and heard both sides like being free from sexuality or being open to sexuality. Why can't I be a forever single and a casanova? I have a house a car and I keep my parents as number one. It doesn't seem fair that I can't do any of that, yet others get to do that and enforce rules they don't follow like complaints. Why can't I be like John Redcorn a home ...

 The VA survivors straight up suck. They only care about themselves. They like to be aholes. They party without me and use me. They just try to game me. Then they try to hurt me. Also try to pick on me. I didn't deserve their genuine unkindness.  They're just looking out for themselves. They just want to have fun without me. I am stranded for obeying my foolish orders. None of them are there for me what so ever. I selflessly did %100 for my country. They just looked for their own world and the best parts to take off what I earned. Now they aren't around anymore. Unreciprical users.

 Unless you plan from childhood, marriage isn't feasible. No money. Adulterous people with power over you. Logistics failures. Every educated male on earth is having sex with your spouse, except you. Especially the evil priests and officers. See what the county teaches with Dickens. You can't support it. This goes against all odds. The psychiatrists will seduce her and torment and extort you. From childhood the government will break your spirit. Same with your boss. Look at everyone you know, basically they're all divorced. There's too many dynamics going on to stay afloat. Listen to the warnings and don't even try. I am better off under a pen name and ssdi.

 The healthcare promised is obviously terrible. Deadly drugs and inhumane side effects, from incoherent sex obsessed officials. No end to their corruption and abuse of position. Furthermore the educated are essentially pornstars.  Being behaviorally modified. Rampant unfairness. Stories that don't make any sense. Forced silence. The examples made. The status quo perpetuated. Vice ridden defunct minds of our healthcare providers. No reasonable alternatives.  They already conspired that far. You can't stop them. If you tried it would just be a waste if time energy and life. We are all strangled by our own tax paid government and that's life.

 What does John Mccain teach us? He was a prisoner of war. He lost the election. He went to Vietnam. Was all of this essentially pointless? Why not be a hedonist instead? Was it all in vain? It seems he got treated poorly permanently for doing the right thing. The veterans get treated poorly, ironically for helping our country. VA affiliates can be aholes. Are you better off just siphoning like the civilians? Why even show up? Being a POW seems extremely traumatic in addition to not being honored. Look at how many people do whatever they want and get away with it. If he is a joke, I don't get it.

 My tic of spending money, was in preparation and before something bad happens. Thought it was being lawful to go shopping every so often. Like a subscription with some stuff like hair cuts & toys. Even paying the poorbox weekly. I like being creative with purchases and conventional. The Walmart near me is fun. Some of my rational comes from when I was a smoker. Thinking of cigarette 20 packs and weed. I like the show Hoarders. I enjoy having showmanship and frills. My dog (a poodle) getting groomed monthly is nice. I like saving money, but can be cautious about that too. So always thinking of the future. What to get ready for like my parents and my retirement going the best way possible. The fun of getting a copy but that countered the reality of it potentially going to a donation some day, or not. Investments and collectibles doing that instead of substance abuse.

In between conventions, let's prep. I paint my miniatures year round. My dad hosts his weekly Wednesday game nights. So, the gamer lifestyle? Pizza delivered. Art School neighborhoods; the bicyclists and longboarders delivering drugs. Different gambling providers like the console or online. The reality of affording your interests. The fun of tabletop gaming and socializing with others in the party. Dungeons and Dragons 5E campaigns. Going to Hobby Lobby and continuing with different projects. Coaches and mentors and the hallucination dynamics. Players welcome. Loading up with connections and products and lesson at the convention. Coming home and continuing on with that, after the regular vacation. Different tasks like releasing content, publishing, studying, participating, and having hang out spots.

 Here's to the easy way with my parents. I have my VA benefits. Our future seems guaranteed. It seems like our lives are as assured as possible. If something bad happens, it could be worse. We have our freedom, our housing, back up plans and insurance just to begin that. Obeying the rules of the USA seems reasonable and doable. It seems like we know it'll all work out for us. I am very happy spending my days with my parents. We fired up the pool heater early in the season and got in before summer. Our convention trips are awesome. We have lots of good routines, every meal together or Sunday mass. I don't miss any of my appointments. I am compliant with my medication, and get injections to guarantee that. It was an honor to enlist in the military like my parents. It seems like it's easy money for doing the right thing.

 My mentality was  based on what people have sworn to me. EG, care given home owner Catholic Veterans with benefits are not sex addicts. Furthermore, I remember in Germany concluding that being on SSDI was the answer. I chose to be safe and conservative.  I'd have too many non negotiables, like my parents. I can play music, but many times I heard of better ways. I thought it would be better to be good and moral. Odds are you'll lose. Isn't it better to be healthy? But then again there's the ironic hypocrisies. To be unoffensive or helpfully improved. What's possible can be countered with is it worth it. So a lot of this was based off the 'we already tried that'. See all the military affiliates who live outside the gates of Fort Belvoir. Sex is for pregnancy. Isn't it better to masturbate and get it all that way, like Bill Wyman.

 So going into training full time. Still doing things my way. Productivity. Studying and releasing new material. Not having to go too hard though. Being able to stop. Life with my parents as a hobbyist. Being able to be lazy and not have to go all the way. Enjoying my retirement. Focusing on business. Practicing my interests regularly. Honing my skills. When is the end? I keep going further. With my terms, things don't seem to ever stop. Maybe there's another answer out there then what I've seen and been told.

 Again and again I am stumped by this: passion and priorities. So, I think of shorthand answers like Scrooge (a guaranteed long life business man) as opposed to Trevor Strnad of the Black Dahlia Murder (a vibrant memorialized celeb). Some of it is I enjoy my hobbies but wouldn't want to get put in a bad place over them (jail no sodomy I guess). Many times I listened to warnings. I like my parents married. I have endless heroes like Laird Hamilton or Rodney Mullen or Josh Klinghoffer. I have lots of non negotiables like not wanting to go to jail or back into the military again. I enjoy what I do so much. I like a lot like skateboarding, writing, guitar, piano, video, painting, miniatures, weight lifting, walking, collecting, reading, singing, or even fashion. I want to keep going but don't want bad things to happen. I think many people like my releases I share freely, I get views and have subscribers. It is maddening for me to do them. What are my choices? I have seen so many fa...

The joy of the restaurant all the things going on. A charming host, a intelligent wait staff, and browsing the menu. This experience being up there with a car dealership or lot. Being hosted and references to other places like Chicago. All your worries just seem to disappear. Many moves and secrets my dad and mom know that I don't. Try going to Winchester. Or stay put. The working world and the things they do for us. The insight from people making it, their housing, the transit and their romance. Be intrigued with a trip out in public. Walking to my brothers house. Going to places like El Paso, National Harbor, Mike's, or even Popeye's. Updates on what's going on like politics or new media new video games. This being different then that fast food.

You'll never find my kids. So, what happened was for years all I did was go to sleep and I later had the suspicion women had my kids. These kids have special abilities and things I do help them. It was that easy.  Meeting a British girl in Spain. Legends like Dickens or Wyman or Lennon or H Miller (many). Being certain these kids had a good future. This being my best choice.  Having offspring like dogs. Different characteristics and guarantees. How did I do it? Just business as always. Going to the house in Germany. Being a wanker for years. Always respecting my elders. Supporting my family as they greatly helped me.

 Young people what are you going to do with the rest of your life? How will you get paid? Well, when I was your age there was hard rock. Have fun listening. Go to the punk show. Try underage drinking. Watch teenage movies. Live wild fast and free. From your parents house, what next? Where's the house parties? Looking for a bonfire? What you do now will get you to where you want to be in the future. Select your outfit, your fashion. Keep in touch with friends and connects. Smoke a blunt. Join the Us Army or military.

 So, a lesson in sodomy? How will you get paid? Does someone have power over you? Is sodomy basically completely unavoidable? What about people in the US Navy? What about doing what you want to for you entire whole life? Furthermore, is sex not able to be open and accessible. Instead it is forbidden hidden and taboo, kept secret. I have seen the examples made of people, many times. I have also seen the people who got what they wanted, many times too. I paid and went to lots of events. Should we just prep and deal with it? It is what it is. Even the president did that. That is earth. That is reality. Face it, and basically it could be worse.

 How much does something cost? I now suspect some of these prices have some meanings to them. Different things to associate them with. However, is it all cash? Yes or no? And, conversely will a lot probably end up being lost someday maybe? Having had it for a long time until the apocalypse. What do the numbers tell us? Twenty used to be the starting point for a gram of good weed. About three dollars could get you a forty of malt liquor. Fast food would be about fifteen dollars for a meal then it'd break and there'd be change. But does hard cash solve everything? Is it a anniversary reference? A nod to a famous athlete? Other trivia. And all that after the taxes and fees are applied.

I had an awesome time with Burd. I maintain our friendship, in a alternative fashion. We both riffed off each other. He reminded me of Billy Corgan or Jerry Hsu. His mom's house always was a cool hang out spot. Ironically, I may have been offended by him with women or publishing. Together we got to great things like: Fugazi, weed, the mall. He taught me a lot, I always like to learn. It was fun our times together. Now being lawful, I haven't had the same circles anymore. I don't have a problem with the substance abuse users. The past was crazy some of the things we did. Being boys was fun. Using AOL and walking to his house in the summer was always a good time. I liked that his family knew Fort Belvoir. These days I like Thai Restaurants with my parents. His pets were fun and cool, I liked seeing his hermit crabs and all his interior decorating.

There is a German influence on the Amish. Their homemade grocers are unique. Their lives are wholesome despite the realities of civilization. I like the use of scooters and the desolation. The farmers animals are nice. The Pennsylvania community is hardworking and charming. I like Amish business practices like their craftsmanship. I respect their closed society. Our tourism on our vacation to Lancaster is pleasant. I like the cooking like pretzels or breakfast sandwiches. I believe being professional pays off. Some companys that are good are Zook's, Miller's, Yoder's, the Host, and Diener's. The PA Dutch plantations are far away. I have heard some of the Amish slang and again am reminded of Deutschland. I am reminded of Korean and Jewish businesses too. Also, I like the policies I heard of for their family companies.

 The Street Sharks are back. I thought this toy would %100 let you grow up to do things your way. The commercials I still can see. I deduced these weren't for me. I wanted to be a home owner, and now am. I saw Ghost vinyl sell out numerous times. These were cool but also unknowing to me, hilarious. Collecting is nostalgiac. I think these were released in the 90s. I imagine the transference of this can collect interest and pay off in dividends. For example, I saw on the PX site the Spiderman toy was selling retail for $500. I thought doing this could make my money make more money. There were advertisements and marketing I have seen work. I predict the Street Sharks will sell out again. The fun of youth and the brainwashing of children made this product unforgettable and others saw it on color cable television.

 This movie reminded me of where I was in Augusta Georgia with Echo 551st. So, I immediately got very sucked into this. You hear of kids liking movies? I like paranormal too. So Kevin Costner totally delivered on this. I remember my dad showing me Water World and the Postman with my family. I was blown away by how much those did. Now I thought, pay this guy and it's easy street all the way. So some of what I thought this one was, was pure VA kool aid. Another was it was going to make my movie making go further and be so easy. I like the fact that Kevin Costner has been successful like Field of Dreams or hearing he was playing guitar shows. Also, I thought this story gave me some insurance. I like when I watched old Westerns like Roy Rogers, John Wayne, Gabbie Hayes, those being some big ones. I really enjoy my hobbies and my friends from GA, they really stepped up to the play for me.

 My brother always delivers. How many times has he put up with me and my crazy stories? We're family and he's very useful. I never have to put on a performance for him and can be lazy and real. Like RHCP he is so available and affordable. He's helped show me the way ever since we were kids. I see him as the Cratchit family now. My brother knows how to do the NFL thing in life. He stepped up to the plate big time getting his Broker's license. For so many years he has been a foundation for helping my parents. My brother is tough and strong and always has my back. I see he can be like Jay Adams, or Anthony Kiedis (many musicians have tattoos btw) or others like Wolverine. My brother helps me with his visits and his help. I would rather not be in bad scenarios and am glad my parents and family have done what they did. I see him going off into the future being successful.

 Korean businesses are quite stimulating and satisfying. See the internet cafe with a extensive menu of made to order food. Think of the relief of a long lasting Hyundai. Believe me about Korean barbeque. The Samsung smartphone is right there in your hands with plenty of internet. Good times with cartoons like Adventure Time. To think of unending reliability, so dependable.  See how much fun the Third World is. Imagine getting stationed overseas. Think of entertainment like comics or merch. Be happy with the thrill of liquor stores in Maryland. No problems. Give Fred Armisen a try with his breakout with Portlandia. Hard cash and perfect service, zero errors and top quality finales. The Korean mafia with different industries, gambling networks, drug distribution, graffiti, and muscle and protection too.

 Join the US Army. Decide Active Duty or National Guard. Be warned, you'll have to pass your PT test. Here's some pointers to make it a breeze. Early on go to the recruiter and discuss your contract. Know who you'll stay in touch with like your mom and dad and brother. Many people get in and get out. Some come back. Think of your lifes work and what your intent is. For example, get help with deciding your MOS. See how far you'll go. Know that in order to keep your job, you have to be able to pass your physical training test. Understand the lifestyle of military personnel. The intensity of Active Duty and the comforts of National Guard. There are benefits to both sides like the barracks (and chow hall) or for example having a car and living off post. Once you're in, you'll have to either start a new life or make the military the center of your entire universe, everything revolves around that.

 Let me dumb it down for you. You can be junior enlisted or be like a non commissioned officer, both uneducated. So use 'McDonald's Smarts' and find a solution. See cheaper knock off heart warming attainable sources of joy. Look at the toys at Walmart. Instead of getting yourself into a bad situation, be disciplined from the get go. Train yourself and know your stuff. Welcome to education. Go for a walk or a longboard ride or a bicycle mission with a messenger bag. Get exercise. Practice your profession and skill, like Tom Brady says "do your job". Go out and live. Drive somewhere for a meal. Sell things in person or online. Obsess about how to make your days the best they possibly can be. 

Trying to go to VCU? When I dropped out, in that window I taught myself. And I brought all that back home. I slept with countless women, did record breaking amounts of permanent steroid drugs, and now our family lives how we want to. Take the cultural edge and get exposed to refinement from the art school. The factors are unmatched. Full capacity freshman dorms on the walkable historic campus. Ivy league professors who know their salt in life lessons. I was around people from all over, like Virginia  Beach locals or other states and countries, Muslims. Seeing VA Beach, seeing NY or having a Indian roommate that was eye opening. If you don't do it, then it will never be possible. It's now or never. It is the opportunity of a lifetime. My parents and I now have our pool and our porch or even my dad's Tesla. Because of paying off the tax on my student loan, I know have enormous advantages in life. VCU was a million dollar winning lottery ticket high that never ended.

 Whose Bob Dylan? Well he sang everyone's songs as a folk singer, thus he is everyone. He is seen as a Jesus Christ person for his trials and tribulations, like being and advocate for anti racial protests. He's like the Rolling Stones, but all alone. So many people took his work and got rich from it like the Animals with House of the Rising Sun. I am like Bob Dylan, but others too, like the Veteran, Bill Wyman. I have used a stage name or pen name. The legend of his reputation is huge.  I know lots of his songs with it going up to around the same age I am now. He is someone whose embellished and larger than life. I don't know anyone who knows him, yet everyone is obsessed with him. I heard music combats dementia and for years everyone said he was the best. Bob Dylan is extremely accessible. He's like the Rolling Stones because he is white and a common knowledge global name everyone accepts like it's the law. Bob Dylan has so many songs unlike the one hit wonders, li...

 Collab with me or leave me alone. I have to keep training. I prep for my VA appointments. I am focused on full time hobbies. I'd have nothing to show for it otherwise. Time is of the essence. I prepped on my half and did my part. I am a writer, director, actor, skateboarder, painter, hobbyist, collector, professor, guitarist, entrepreneur, etc. There's projects I am ready for like a podcast or tv episodes. I can readily record audio in different formats, like cassette tapes or mp3. Let me take pictures and post these publicly on my internet sites. I am a amateur and a pro and serious and qualified with a long history of experience and results. I want to produce and don't want to be irritated. That's my terms that I believe are logical and fair. Why not join me in documenting these once in a lifetime experiences? It's not worth it to be exhausted and disrespected in addition to uncompensated in away form what so ever.

Do it the right way and print your own merch and publish. Use online accounts or the MUD (multi user dungeon). Be an internet celebrity. Interact with the community freely. Use a tripod and get pictures of yourself to share. Record audio tracks too. Buy a camcorder and use that with a desktop computer to produce. There's so much you can document. Make tangible copies immediately. Be narcissistic and spread your campaign. Get gigs and book your calendar and as a guest hawk your gear to clients. Live like a movie and be a rockstar. All custom and all your way and all at prices that are tempting. Shop around and see what's out there. Build your image online and extract that into reality with merch. Be your own hero today. clothes https://www.vistaprint.com/ vinyl https://mfg.smartpunk.com/ books https://www.isbn-us.com/publisherservices/book-printing/ posters https://www.cvs.com/photo/photo-landing

 Here's two reasons that make the HMGS conventions totally worth it: Wally's Basement and the Dealer Hall. What you can find is quite astounding. I get things that remind me of my family. I also like the unknown pure black market ice that's like the random orb in Mario Kart, fantasy references. I still remember seeing my friend with a World of Warcraft addiction, and heroine too. Just being around him he radiated hedonism and bohemia and libertine freedom. Going out into the realms of fantasy... The food, the retail, and the Amish all make the trip there an absolute dream. Get into a tabeletop game at the tables. See how far out that is and how much is going on all over the place. It's sold out and then when another slot opened, that was sold out too. Being a tourist and having a awesome hotel stay. Picking up special souvinirs that will escalate in value and it'll all work out. Big name brands and boutiquers and rarities and extremely collectible stuff all availabl...

 With life on the road there can be all types of treats and rewards. Fashions and foods and sights to see. I like sticking with my family and seeing the world. Good shoes and the back seat for a ride. Being a spokesman for fun. Satanic rock and roll and being the poster child for being mollycoddled. Stops at my house and trips elsewhere. Travel footage shared online on my accounts. Seeing more of the country side. Daydreaming about Westerns. Old movies in my mind. Getting back home again and having things to study at night. Days of errands and things to do like the Farmers Market in Harrisonburg. Last night Uno's for a Chicago style pizza and some chicken parmesan. Being the center of attention. Having my parts ready and being able to deliver every time.

 Please do not chaff me. So living as a Veteran with help from the VA. Seeing my hero from my last neighborhood. To think of the habitat. Like a hermit cage enjoying my environment. To think of VA nurses, my parents, and even of Miami Florida. To be moderated and lawful. Our futures easy and guaranteed. Little details, enjoying groceries, or tea old memories savored. To get medical help. The days passing by peaceful and easy. My parents married and me happy and confident with my prolific portfolio. Being a homeowner and my hobbies. All the time with my parents and our family. Not getting offended or other hurtful emotions elicited from others. Good food and happy lives.

 Let me stimulate your mind. Using the RPG logic, figure out some references to study. Living life you can enroll in a affordable storyline. Progress and build your autobiography. Think of what your passion is. Balance that with how you'll be able to budget your circumstances. Become aware of and ready for oncoming barriers. Get copies of media that can unfold answers in your mind. Find fulfilling options. If the game is not for you, think of being a NPC (non playable character like a banker). Join others and use teamwork. Hear others points and keep your non negotiables. Have your day go from start to finish with a purpose. Be a cult follower. Get lost in the grind. Pay your bills, be religious, choose your alignment and covenants and politics and other organizations.

 What do I listen to? Everyone wants to know. Then on top of that they want to put their spin on it. Well, I have a Amazon Music subscription on my smartphone. So, I've said how I really liked cutting on the Stones with my dad. There could be reasons like they do the karaoke of everything or being infatuated with Keith and what he represents. But then there's more, what source do I go to for my music. I used to go to the nightclubs regularly and other venues for live music. So, it would always to be thinking of the future. To be hypnotized by it or to be healthy and stimulate my mind. Whose gonna be in town in the future? So, I can love to learn and like new things. I like hearing of people whose royalties are going to expire. I like making my own music. I have favorite albums and lots of singles I enjoyed. Youtube is great.

 Here's a wildcard introduction, drug dealing. Counter that with obsoletion. So the rush and excitement the markets going wild. Investing in toys. How will you ever get your money out? But everything always works out and nothing can be stolen. Just having had it for that long did wonders. See the niches for what you're interested in. Spiderman the journalist the hero the veterans who produced that. Take pictures and enjoy the city. Think of getting a start with the military. Internet click bait, are you interested now? Relive your childhood. Never grow up and never have to face scary impossible scenarios. Instead be forever young.

We are basically dealing with this: questing and adventuring and not being invaded or catapulted to the next destination. We have to conquer the modes of having the VA and affiliates help us. We must be like the hermit crab or other pets who are pampered. It is no ones fault that people may want what we all have. That is reality and the best thing I can do is ready for the morrow. Investing and discipline towards new projects. To go out into the world and come back stronger or better. As a home owner, I have things I maintain. Meanwhile I am accountable with my income. Don't be annoying. All these dynamics going on and paying attention to the important things.  In the game I remember Conan could build his residence and then protect it from incoming enemies attacking, so using that analogy in the real world. I have to stop things from becoming worse. My parents and I go forth into life with our skills and resources to stay afloat. The VA is a huge help with having guarantees and eas...

 As a back up plan, fake your death. I had a odd paranormal experience where I thought my Grandparents were alive again. So, think of our lives not being deteriorated or depressing. Instead think of not being chaffed and being comfortable happy and stimulated. How easy would this be? Do we all end up at the old folks home? So, either avoid it as long as possible or even plot an escape. Just move to another city with all your assets. So the retirement plan for us. Good food, good hobbies, good non stressful scenarios and peaceful life. Think of easy days like at the beach or think of Veteran communities like outside Fort Belvoir or the Washington DC VA. Be the owners. Have your spaces and be accountable. See a lifelong marriage. If I have to say goodbye so my parents can disappear and keep being married, well, goodbye.

 Be like your parents. To explain the education lie, you're sucking dicks to fit in with a group that will never accept you. Or you can see your parents genius and their life's works. See the McDonald's Smarts, trashy answers. I focus on business and prep for my survival. I am a Veteran from Front Royal just like my dad. Like my mom I like to be reliable and not have problems. To be objective. I accept that I don't need to be hypnotized by corrupt leaders to do their campaigns, instead I stick together with my family. I have been exposed to negativity before and afterwards I learned how to avoid it or not let it phase me. I see how there's other eras of stuff that I respected admired and was joyous about. To be mad about Bill Gates or The Eagles or the 1970s Vietnam the Summer of Love. The vices and business see the drug dealers or the pornography or the gaming underground communities. I strengthen and reinforce good behaviors like having all my meals with my parent...