blake uptin

The County and Government are holding me prisoner. I got them higher education drugs as quickly as possible and was immediately abandoned. I was promised sex but to this day haven't gotten anything. My career is ruined. I was going to seriously do these things. They are getting rewarded for corruption. I wasn't allowed to not comply and now their sex trafficking is worse. I am already drugged up. I am innocent. I have this documented on video. The rules get changed and I always get the worst service. It's already gone. The social workers got to party their whole life. I have to pay these people to go use sex workers then on top of that I don't get any. America doesn't like military.

 At least I am not dead. 'It could always be worse'- me. There's people struggling. To think of the 'mil lifers'. I have to do the right thing. Furthermore I have seen people made examples of. I can not compute cheating the system and at every step have been doing what I was supposed to. This just in: there's people suffering and how can we help? The appointed system is blatantly corrupt and out of control. No one can stop it. It's too late and they'll just do that forever. America is sex addict males seeking white women. There's wars going on. There's people in the military helping our country. There's bad things out there and bad people and we all have to do our part [sic] but no one does. I am happy I have a place to live and am retired and in a peaceful longterm future with my family.

 Doctors do nothing. Doctors are big aholes. The nurse does more than the Doctor. All I do is get drugged up isolated stigmatized and more negativity my time wasted and my self esteem demolished. After like at least four doctors over the course of the past decades it isn't a trend. Doctors are bad people. All they care about is themselves and getting their orgasms. The Doctor doesn't help. Why not just use a drug dealer? Then it's back to people trying to steal clients. Many frivolous lawsuits and terrorist threats. You get nothing and get everything taken away for doing what you are supposed to. I am being made the example of. I have done everything with integrity and don't get any help from anyone in this entire world. My doctors ignore me and break my spirit. That's the Generals military pill box.

 It's baremlich. That's amish for terrible but sort of at the same time perfect. So the sex addiction issue. Is it wiser to still consider the sex workers? You're paying someone else to go to the strip club with your money while you get nothing out of it see the cocaine trade. My career is ruined and my time is wasted forever. But my parents are married and I can see my future still. The Priests teachers police Generals Drs all do this so why can't we? I get treated like dog shit for doing what I am supposed to. But there's no other really choice back to the neighbor and Scrooge again. Am I instead back to being like Bill Wyman again but I can't get a guitar or his record? As far as the minorities looking ugly and offensive what if the Rolling Stones depicted them like when they did the black people? What are your choices really? You'll just get drugged up isolated and stigmatized literally forever ask the kids about the neighborhood veterans. Our community ...

 And so the prophecy goes I must marry an Indian woman. I didn't have a problem with that. It seemed that I was being used for my military benefits. It was not possible for me to stay single because of others made examples of like Entourage the show. My whole life I was told basically my only option was to be like the neighbor. I literally have no other option than voting Republican for the rest of my life. I didn't have a problem with the Indian people or foods and culture. I guess this is from the Muslim war. My life is ruined because I did what I was supposed to. And the other side is just as worse. Neither one is possible. And if you get married the school peers will brutally explain to you she will cheat on you the entire time. I have to get picked on by foreigners for the rest of my life. Others who did what was selfish and hedonistic get it better. By doing the right thing I was punished. I am now being shown the Muslims won the war.

 I am here to say this: pornography is a waste of money and doesn't work. Also I concluded it was mostly problematic ultimately. I was a loyal practicing sex addict with no results for years. I had my career destroyed by the VA and now think of a man with cars that don't work and the neighbors gossiping about him. I went here and tried having conversations with people. Across the board all my different hobbies were the same. People told me it was unhelpful Jews and other stuff Gays plotting my immediate demises. I studied the dvds I had a webcam I spoke to Doctors. No one gives a damn about me. I tried talking to women in public. I found that I don't want tattoos or to be arrested. I don't know why this didn't work. I was gullible and unvalued. I lived right next to here and no one would participate. I was forced to not do my other hobbies anymore seriously. I find sex work to be unfruitful and furthermore think of Rivers Cuomo or others why get married?

 I am living proof that sex work doesn't work. You could've masturbated instead. You're not going to get anything even if you go and they're Muslim run. I paid lots of cash for a little while and nothing came out of it.  The sex work story works for evil leaders who figured out how to get away with it like the Catholic priests (Jews too) or appointed military leaders. I was dead serious about doing this and came here but again not one bit of progress. Conversely hearing of vices at one point I could get you drugs in less than an hour but no one could get me laid in decades. Waste of time energy and money. Why go back? The people I know who do that are married doing adultery. There was a strip club regular guy who married strippers and got divorced. No one could talk with me or collab. That's the entertainment industry. Why couldn't I help with documenting it? Make pornography. Here's one Trump's sex work story that was her job I don't get it.

 You have to. But you're not allowed to. And the entire time people are ruining your experience. Welcome to America. Incoherency. Enemies. Conspirators. The mentally ill. The government VA and military. The people in power using you. I have to come up with new hobby formatted losing releases. But I can't pursue it because everyone who does that loses. And you get to know everything about me and my life no privacy what so ever. I am a giant loser who you make fun of permanently. I do not get to live in the home I bought. I paid off my loan and that is the end. Someone is planning on how to ruin my life again.

 Romney lost. The gigantic party in the US is over I heard. We didn't get any but we are home owners. You can be someones best customer and be treated the worst. See the complaints and police called on me. The sex workers & pornography don't work. All this stuff is going away. There's nothing really we can do about it within the constraints. Wait another several decades and miss it again. The picture is that of elementary school unfairness. Mil affiliates and police get preferential treatment. We don't get anything and have to curtesy to them permanently. All the white women are gone. The cheap thrills of the bands are ending and their lives are running out. It wasn't going to be worth it. See problems like deadly diseases homelessness divorce and police brutality.

 I was I believe setting course for being promiscious. There could be other factors like [sic] Noble Wall am I supposed to marry an indian woman? Other stuff too being a practicing Catholic. I wanted to get my parents permission and approval and inclusion. I would be fine doing this around them and wanted to document it too on video. The term I heard for this was sex addiction. I thought if that was like being an alcoholic it could be fun. Easy as music nightlife beers. I wanted to get y'all included too. What am I supposed to prep for? I thought this was another [sic] Scrooge phase. Paintings miniatures college beer weed army Germany Georgia. Things like that. I have seen Christmas Carol maybe at least 4 times in a row recently and the same things kept happening in the story. And that appears to be my lesson. I didn't want to be like the example [sic] Eric or others like amputees. I thought people from the County promised me things like this from doing what I was supposed to w...

 Another draft of the manuscript I have in progress. The suite spot being not neccessarily rip offs whose the inventor anyway? Life in Luray & Alexandria. Family and the tripod for homemade projects. Really stressing this one: no problems. Safety first people and lawful now it seems. So ideas like RPG game hallucinations or LSD mania. And being helpful where this is a useful communal resource. Current movies on the way: product endorsements (Great Value cheese puffs) skateboarding like Rodney Mullen private holiday family movies like Thanksgiving and Christmas home life hobbies and lounging HMGS vacations So homemade uploads and progress and inclusion for our country. This the grand parents era and help. Me being a professor teaching growing up wild and free. Ways of doing this without issues see complaints and police or see social workers and psychiatrists. The templates and the avenues of distributing content and involvement. Computers and hubzones. The party that never stops...

 Everyone is now mentally ill. Someone is literally planning on ruining your life. Warnings are being issued. The examples are being shown EG see the homeless and amputees etc. Someone has already stolen everything from you. You have many enemies. Your enemies are studying you and finding your weakness to exploit. You must be spirit broken and nobly waste your time for civilization. There are mentally ill people watching you. They are preparing to injure you. They want to ruin your life. They already have ruined your life. Someones life mission is to destroy you forever. It is not humanly possible to pay attention to everyone. Always another question to be answered. You lose everytime.

 What's the right amount of censorship? Living like we're cartoons. So xvideos pornography skipping and hurried jacking off. No hurtful scenes. But don't we all like to be envied and appreciated? Why can't sex be not hurtful? How are you supposed to have sex with the same person for the rest of your life if your teacher won't let you graduate unless he gets to have sex with someone? What about when things are really realistic and graphic?  How can we censor life in such a way that we get what we want? Then it's back to the interracial sex videos where we don't get any. I want to be a kid forever. And get laid without problems. What porn is available for us? What sex works in USA? What's a good way of keeping the peace for all the humans? Why can they but we can't?

 Why do I always have to feel guilty about someone out there? The indian boy wants a white woman. But then I always don't get anything. The muslim boy like the indian boy wants a white woman. Now no one will talk to me because of the food chain. My name is put down the toilet along with my entire life. Someone has already taken all their time to give me another wild goose chase in addition to figuring out how to rob me. I get nothing and whomever needs to take advantage of me for the rest of my life. To this day I have to remember I was incarcerated and there are people in the US Navy now. Everyone gets everything and I have to serve them forever. The County will otherwise continue to give me the ultimatums like reenlistment homelessness and suicide. Why is everyone conspiring to guilt trip me permanently? What was the point of going to VCU? What was the point of paying my bills? What was the point of joining the Army? Why it seems the only answer is the VA Caregiver program where ...

 I was told it probably wouldn't work. But why not? Then why support the leaders who appear to blatantly do what they say is not possible the entire time? The sex work clubs are blatantly right next to these people. Yet we can not do that. Doesn't that seem unfair? So then all my time wasted trying to improve our world. If it's not possible then why is it around and why do they do that? The whole life is shown to be a disabled veteran hermit. How come he is a political prisoner for his entire life? Wasn't he doing what he was supposed to the entire time? But to appreciate and savor the little victories guaranteed home ownership. I think Americans should be able to have good sex. Why do things get turned into prostitution and hurtful adultery stories? It should be like a good memory we get to keep forever. These people seem incapacitated and permanently in power and ultimately it's unfair.

 I wanted to stay single. I wanted to keep my collections. I didn't want the bad stuff that seems to happen to every celeb story out there. I want to be a home owner. With promiscuity I thought if everyone gets included it's not hurtful. I thought I was EG overseas where I missed that at. Deustchland is not USA. I didn't get married and didn't want to. I wasn't trying to go cheat with women nor was I conspiring. I heard of the vice choices: games substances and sex. I deduced if it'd work sex could be fun. I liked getting drunk but don't anymore. I tried to think of ways of making this work for our community like Romantics Anonymous. I've been prepping and doing what I was supposed to. I liked being alone. I want to get with lots of different women.

 Brace yourself for impact. I heard we're going back to [sic] 1999 Alexandria. Remember police football and your bankrupt spankbank? But for the owners we've seen it all we wanted to settle down. Everything is going away. No more good quality or dignity. Instead remote desolation. We are traveling back to a forgotten third world uncolonized land. So what can you do? Worry not Professor Aubrey is here. The next 4yr president will be installed soon and that will take control of the next trends even with hippie voting secret moves. The campus madness I have tried to extract for y'all and spread through to our community. That's that America blows and the Rolling Stones own. Your moms are going to start looking hotter. Everyday this goes on is a day to be thankful for in a Waiting for Godot play scene. The party has stopped and again we only got what we needed but isn't that the best part American toilet food and hygiene? 

 I wanted to be a single home owner sex addict with married VA caregiver parents. I was confused by the story of lifelong guitar or EG trans parents. More of that was heroic saintly martyrdom and progress and hearing opportunities. I tried to stay accountable and do what I was supposed to.  So what if sex was as easy as beer? You hear of the case workers using the civilizations jargon terms. So to be able to go get laid with white women whenever. To be able to make this a accessible concept for those interested to not get disqualified or dejected. Good sex for America. My focus on it being like getting drunk. The stimulation of orgasms and the entertainment of the storylines. If adultery is rampant then shouldn't we all get included and agreeable diplomatic humane conditions. So to accentuate the tannins I liked most the white women and butts (even more hair styles palor beauty attractiveness personality) even doggy style. Then to think of my parents and the country. So with a...

 My mom is extremely helpful. She has been like Sgt Wilson's mom. She always knows what I want and don't want. She has always been there for me. My mom cares about me. My mom sticks by my dad's side. We like to go to Fort Belvoir sometimes and go to places like the Class 6 PX and Commissary. I put priority number one to my parents. I am happy with where we are going. I am glad my parents are married. I like praying the rosary with my mom. We got to Catholic mass weekly at Father Perez's service at Our Lady of the Valley on Sundays. My mom has been with us through many times we've weathered and kept going. My mom and dad work together with their business. My mom helps me figure things out. She has me where I still get to be her little boy.

 You can have anything you want if you do as I ask. Hypnotized yet? So here's the other side. You hear of sex addiction but does it work or not? Think about your burial memorial. More of that your lineage and legacy see champion blood poodle with a tea cup rumor. Ok so how does it work the hotel and sex work communities are right next to the white house, right? But what about when it loses the thrill see orgasms like nicotine. You want the respect in the community right? Your professors will pull strings and manipulate the masonics of organized society. So here's where I was: imagine all the barriers to sex. Garnishments divorce suicide disease unemployment. What if you get lumped with the disliked the untrustworthy the selfish? Then the biology loop of that and curses and rewards. To think of the professors seal of approval or the gross special treatment and neighborhood disapproval. Should  you be saintly or devilish?

You yes you reading this. You are my dad. You always were. See what I mean?  Look it's cool we're Catholic. We do not need to go to a realistic Xbox hell in 5 seconds. 5 4 3 2 1. See what I mean dad? Everyone is my dad. And I can teach you how to possess people so it works. Everyone now is my son because of PKD the Transmigration of Timothy Archer. Because you don't really have any other option other than believing in the Catholic faith. Now you get it. Need a rosary? So once and for all: in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit.

Here are some life stories I have had that I still think of to this day: Don't act. You can try but trust me pay a professional. So I could have morphed into Johnny Depp starting in a cancerous fashion with Cry Baby by John Waters. Then I'd never get to get laid again in my entire life but I'd be very cool. And drunk too. Then it was this don't steal a loaf of a bread. This was taken from Les Miserables by Victor Hugo who did the Hunchback of Notre Dame on Disney. So I will never miss a payment again in my entire life. I could have gotten barred for life. To be a prisoner for the rest of my entire life. And all I had to do was go see this play and that wouldn't happen. So when it came on I did see it. And I was in the front row. I was very poor. I was very happy. I was manic. People said I was starting to go crazy. So I got taken to Walmart in Richmond. Don't know if it was Henrico where my friend grew weed when it was still illegal. So in hindsight the price of...

 Every tic I have could maybe be a baby. To think of one specific thing I did and loved. Then later on the reveal I had been a businessman. Previously so much of tips and feedback. The list of kids I thought could've happened in my sleep.  British Richmond  13th floor Georgia  AIT Ft Gordon USMC DINFOS Britney Spears back from Army VCU dorms different category aunts underage Germans France gas station British Spain DC VA social workers Catholics professors family Sheriff trailer parks mysterious trespassers at night Pennsylvania Amish public school system black women and half black women orphans Additionally I thought because I am doing  what I am supposed to as best as I can because I don't have any other option they are all taken care of. This is where as soon as I think of a relationship some reminder gets to me to think of a sleeping ejaculation. This was why I played guitar. Something I enjoyed got to me by sort of being raped when I went to sleep. Some of ...

 Here's a sitcom draft. Some of the current dynamics going on. The US Navy terms like a white woman's butt cussing and not going to jail (even Ocean paranormal). So the Caregiver program when I am alone this new storyline. What am I supposed to do? Lifelong guitar versus not being martyred. Accountability and having never started a family. The story of Ebenezer or immediately my life is ruined. Shots without my parents not violating that privacy. So landing in Alexandria. The nights in Luray. Endorsement homemade commercials. Some of the real thesis of it like 'do the right thing'. So back to other formats youtube comments letters to send paintings miniatures weightlifting guitar skateboarding music reading studying. Writing and producing. Business. Time management. Locations like Carollin Park the Potomac River. So a picture of me about to cross into 36 years old. The getting a good time for us with the VA concept. The cosy picture of where I am with my dad's clien...