If it's a tic for me it might mean somewhere someone out there has a connection to me from my sperm when I was asleep and previous played masturbated as a Guitar player. I tried to help you and stay secret.

 Every tic I have could maybe be a baby. To think of one specific thing I did and loved. Then later on the reveal I had been a businessman. Previously so much of tips and feedback.

The list of kids I thought could've happened in my sleep. 

  • British Richmond 
  • 13th floor Georgia 
  • AIT Ft Gordon
  • USMC DINFOS
  • Britney Spears back from Army
  • VCU dorms
  • different category aunts
  • underage Germans
  • France gas station
  • British Spain
  • DC VA
  • social workers
  • Catholics
  • professors family
  • Sheriff
  • trailer parks
  • mysterious trespassers at night
  • Pennsylvania Amish
  • public school system
  • black women and half black women
  • orphans
Additionally I thought because I am doing  what I am supposed to as best as I can because I don't have any other option they are all taken care of. This is where as soon as I think of a relationship some reminder gets to me to think of a sleeping ejaculation. This was why I played guitar. Something I enjoyed got to me by sort of being raped when I went to sleep.

Some of this could have been from my dad's side family name. It was literally guaranteed to give the official production. I didn't really have any other choice. Because if I tried something else people were guaranteeing they'd kill my family.



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