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What do I have to do to get memorialized? Would VCU treat me like Mark Twain since I dropped out or paid off my loan? Doesn't my reputation and image deserve to last and continue? I think I should be memorialized when I die with even merch or things named after me.

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 They should name some stuff after me when I die. What about a school or a street or a park? But then again the negativity never was my merch formally made see the corrupt gay jewish entertainment industry. Don't I deserve at least that much for my effort? Remember the Nesbitt show? When I had the videos on youtube and facebook of my family gatherings. Or when I made my album I wrote. Aren't I a bit of a local legend? There were the places I got to see. Georgia Germany DINFOS Front Royal Alexandria Luray etc. Didn't I have a positive impact on those places? Why aren't I getting remembered for what I did? Or is it back to Scrooge with just the future coming true? A dead body in a cemetery. What about all the writings I did like surveys or blogs? Also does my great grand dad's legacy count for anything did some o that carry over to me?
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I am forced to support racial profiling. I am blocked and not allowed to 1 get married or start a family or 2 have promiscious sex with white women. The American citizens have reminded me of my whole life of my Uncle who was barred because he got a life sentence. They tried doing that to me too with my two court pleas. Everyone conspires against me.

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 Looking for the truth about white women? Well I'll explain. From the Sheriff and Polices power and race baiting to the Generals overseas prostitution racial profiling. That's unstoppable. So I got taught white women. Then they get gamed and are at risk for deadly diseases. So apparently Germany is the land of the white women but through out life I don't get any while the military officers are on prostitution sex vacations for life to this day. It's not fair but they just told me I was crazy and keep tabs on me. I tried getting married. Racist white men don't let me have a chance with white women. Then I am forced to coincide that white women are the best lest I face things like deportation or further isolation. The military are not heroes they are sex worker users. Someones always there to ruin it for you. The Lieutenant treating me like a prisoner of war my whole life. Then the TRADOC not getting any priviledges while people are cornered into sex with the captain....
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They got away with it for their entire life. I got punished the entire time for doing what I was supposed to. Mccain was a POW and POTUS candidate loser. These people coerce us and figure out what they can never get caught for. We get nothing. The education system has no morals what so ever.

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 You are abusing your position. You took advantage of all of us. You are not helping us. The only person you care about is yourself. They just use us as the bait for them to get laid. They premeditate and know what they can get away with. They manipulate us. They didn't deserve their educations. Evil people. Unethical and immoral actions that aren't policed. Meanwhile I am stalked by law enforcement forever. No way of being a normal unharassed citizen. Never did anything either. That is our country. The bad leaders. The bad police. The bad doctors. That is what we can't seem to stop. The bad government.
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Which specific person is now bothering me? Ok so why do your stories never make sense? So I do my instructions and get punished either way. Then I get ricocheted back and forth with changes to the story. Could you please just leave me alone instead?

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 You're never really happy. And your bossy. Your instructions never make sense. You just keep harassing me. I do what you say. Then you change your story. More lies ahead. Even after I did what you wanted you are still not making any sense. I tried sex. I tried celibacy. I tried masturbation. Some people just have it out for me and can't stop stalking me. My stories make sense. You can't blame me for doing what I was supposed to. Then you try to twist my arm and make me look like an idiot. It's not my fault that your ideas don't work.
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My money seems to just disappear. I don't have any known legacy. My will seems like my dad's side cousins would be interested but the age gap doesn't seem like they'd be really able to bank on me for that. What was worth using money on? Where is it all going?

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 In some ways my money was wasted. I didn't use it that much on myself? And then people warming up to me but they wouldn't really get it either. I mean the age gap on my cousins who are now pretending to be nice to me. Did the neighbor whose dogs I walked leave me anything? With that age gap I had a lot of my life ahead of me. Thinking of some form of reversion would my possible children get it? I've seen many orphans actually do well. I got my money from the VA. I got my money from my parents helping me. I put my money into my house. I paid my bills and didn't really have debt other than bills. No one really is in my radar for a proper heir to my wealth. I have a modest amount of money and seem like I'll be able to pay off a house someday. What could I blow money on that's actually worth it? Is it just the end of a misers life the foolish mortality not greed because I just did what I had to?
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I have seen your lives ruined before. I can await the things I learned from eg the military or reality to happen. Why do you have to backhandedly attack me? Why can't you be nice? God bless us every single one.

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 I may be biased suspecting my offspring may be orphaned. Or secret taunted half siblings. Thus do I approve of deserved evil responses on others? Revenge? I had to pay my bills. It seems others didn't. Thus my history with the German holocaust. Does it all work out in the end? You can't escape your bad deeds. Also in addition to financial issues there is karmaic problems. No one helped me. Also people went out of there way to hurt me. Lots of things that I learned got me hospitalized. Faces and charades pantomiming. You really didn't have to do all that. 
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Is high school where your education should stop at? What's the new trends with college since the loans are an issue? Are you getting humiliated into going deeper? Would dropping out suffice? What are you trying to actually do?

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Is high school where the party is meant to stop at? Is the best you can do is go to the mall? To aim low. Help your family instead.  See the novelties. See the bad kids. See the smart kids. See the potential gone on staying back.  Waiting to get sucked into community college. Thinking of blue collar ideas. Incoming weight gain possibly. Lowered standards for what you can reach permanently.  To face embarrassment. To be stuck in the same cesspool. What can you really do about it? How can you support yourself?
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