maybe 'fulltime' hobbies isn't for me always hearing what appear to be truthful warnings though i appear to have some safe enough projects that do still work seeing others and setting my course for the future va homeowner

 basically thinking yes i do enjoy my hobbies but then the other side hearing of foolishness and heeding warnings (see hearing of others pseudo injuries incurred along that course) so some of that would be seeing the people who do some of those full time and maybe passing judgement or seeing problems with that um so here's some of it

ok i don't skateboard or longboard anymore though some of my hobbies i still find time occasionally and really do love and enjoy them but then here's another one it'd be my old neighborhood i lived at (actually twice grew up there too) some of that being seeing what i think were 'veteran home owners' and making observations about that like they look lawful complacent and other things they don't necessarily skateboard or longboard or do other hobbies no painting no photography so based on that thinking of myself as i settle down and get older

but then the other side seeing some who do look charming and fruitful with that lifestyle seeing the gamers at the conventions their miniatures and the whole miasma of the conventions the crowds and parts i liked the wally's basement and the dealer hall i liked painting fantasy figures i liked compiling works i had done sketchbooks canvases cassette tapes blogs videos on my external harddrive saved um my photos and other stuff sending letters

yeah not wanting to get hurt along the way always hearing of some 'deal breaker' in celeb bios something that i didn't know about but then the other side doing safe enough projects and really loving them enjoying my concepts and iterations my prolific portfolio

so life with free time the medications the treatment the censorship the public opinion the voters the county um guitar not being british like keith art not being gay like andy warhol film not wanting my parents divorced like spielberg um writing not doing it full time like stan lee um always some little tuning that's off about it

so then back to one template that apparently seems to work the miserly mentality of scrooge um the professionalism and accountability so with that remembering the times i've seen the play live in old town um different temporary things that were out before they disappeared 'limited edition' um little joys he got and not seeing others suffering



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