it was the end there was nothing after that i didn't morph into kanye west i saw people make warnings i obeyed the redirection though there are some people i have seen (rarities) who appear to continue with hobbies & be ok

 so here's a different answer that i found cool my start with film was from a what i was aware of a skateboarding 'militia' so anyways what i was getting at was there was a neighbor who i found cool who seemed to do some of his hobbies (but maybe i fault finded it too) another was he reminded me of the tarantino once upon a time in hollywood character so there's that there's someone who appeared to continue some of his hobbies and do ok he has his longterm housing and i was aware of the sons projects and ergo the skate videos

the other side there's another neighbor i saw who i made guesses about basically he'd been there for a while and i assumed he was a disabled veteran um thought he had cable and didn't do much and followed all the rules

another last one was the people i'd see at the gaming conventions they seemed inspirational and vibrant despite what ever excuse or issue could be out there um i don't know if they did their hobbies full time or not though um it'd be the fun of the conventions too

so all types of bad stuff that could've been warned about not wanting to get any debt another not wanting to get arrested or have to go to court so there's two big ones um those seem to be the only ones i'd really know of um oh another would be not wanting to lose my benefits some how so there's that like not doing cannabis because it's still federally illegal for example

so what's next all the free time there's cable and media to study and use um maybe i am different then these people i made guesses about maybe i can still do some hobbies without getting into trouble about it but maybe i am assimilating and stopping stuff like not skateboarding or longboarding anymore

i think the warnings people showed me that'd be guaranteed to come true were one being return to duty not wanting that and another was someone causing a problem with the toilet and not wanting that either so staying alone with my caregivers my parents um

what's the answer what's possible within my constraints not necessarily wanting to die early wanting longterm housing um maybe being single keeping my va benefits having my caregiver etc all these little details having a service animal a dog um



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