Here was some babies of mine I thought may have been born before. I don't want to be made a fool but I have paranoia thinking this may have happened before. I thought the children being taken care of could be as simple as my credit score or veteran status eg. Will I ever get my own family?

 Ok so here are some of the children I think may have been had by women from me before. These are the ones who seem to still call and stay in touch. There may be more but these ones seem to be flourishing. However my mom says how come these women never came looking for you for money so there is room for doubts.

  • Georgia blonde captain so Fort Gordon and the psych ward Chaplain too other less possibilities like a jr enlisted sneaking in my window specific names Cpt Hewitt Crystal Fiedler
  • Amish farm families see our vacations and regularity there HMGS conventions and my help for the community videos unknown names but places like Miller's Smorgasbord Country Inn and Suites Central Market Southern Market Lancaster Marriot
  • Richmond VA coeds a few different busts lumping this under the city of madness walking the Henry Miller drop out lifestyle specific names Morgan Jones Becky Kaska Rachel Carey so many that could have and also could not have unknown no confirmation
  • Aunts my dads sisters suspecting that before so Francine Regina
  • Overseas British girl on a Better Opportunities for Single Soldiers trip underage? at Del Mar Spain? The German brothel so Schweinfurt eyes closed where else? Munich AWOL falling asleep at another hotel. Scatter brain map of Germany and women.
  • Misc black women suspicions before.
  • Washington DC VA medical center thinking a catholic nun may have done that before. 3d east in patient psych ward.

I try to be there for them if this actually happened. Could be just a lie though. But some why would they keep calling me to this day unless there was some truth to it? Were the babies put up for adoption? I tried to do what I could but had excuses and reasons why I did what I was doing like joining the Army or helping my parents (and being helped by them too).



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