pet spider pending facebook post

 Little bit tired. Ok so here's what I had to say. I was interested in getting a tarantula. For a long time they seemed completely out of reach. Currently my parents have said no. When it first started was when I heard about Bob Dylan having one. I am still a pretty big Bob Dylan fan. I saw him live once. (I have done his songs before too). I saw his son too. He did his book Tarantula. I've heard of EG Amish having relationships with animals. I have a poodle. I try to be a good businessman. More of it was this. In Germany my roommate and a friend were having a conversation. Here was what I extracted. It was about me and EG marriage. The story was someone would go get me the [sic] spider for me if I was being serious. This was EG trying blondes in Deustchland but returning to EG guitar (masturbation). So The story i deciphered was I would get a spider. (also this could be a Sherlock explanation I thought I have been bit with loving giant spider animal stuff before but maybe that was just my monthly hip injections). Some more of this was no one could find it and it would stay with me. I moved once and never saw this 'delusion'. Not knowing their lifespans and crazy stuff like VFW. So I looked them up on youtube a beginners guide to caring for them. Things they said they do I thought have happened to me. I have fallen into hypnotized trances before like being stuck in a web. I have thought someone was going to kill me in my sleep (see the tarantula hairs story). It could've all been a joke or some other part like my parents marriage. Slowness. I have a poodle now. I did consider a bird before. I like indoor pet birds. I heard the spiders could be low care low maintenance. Oh. So I was and have returned to being a Spiderman fan. I had his toys growing up and was exposed to his media. Some of the story was people already covered down for me. Allegedly kids of mine were born. (While asleep). Or I am now retired. And things not lining up or more explanations. Doing the right things and rewards. I didn't even look into all the different types of spiders. But more of the story was there can be times where I feel like I could literally die any second. Also some more of that talk was they could give you a dud or it could be fake all types of stuff that could go wrong. I told my parents some of this. I heard you could get one and not have to feed it often. I can be overnighting roadtripping back and forth at times. (an example of deals that have gone well were when I got a Rodney Mullen brand skateboard or currently having a Gibson SG and other guitars used on my rack). Also my parents telling me it could kill me. Tarantula hairs 27s Brian Jones of the Stones who they said drowned in his pool and was a legacy for what everyone appears to say is the greatest music of all time. I did see the Rolling Stones too. I do play guitar. I heard there's a place in VA beach that sells them. I wasn't sure if they ship them. I am on SSDI and a veteran retired. Army. In Schweinfurt some of this stuff was happening. I thought the pet could be well getting off topic here was a quote I did say 'I'd rather have a dog than a girlfriend' see logistics. Staying single. I thought the spider price is good and it's worth it. Other stuff showmanship. Him being a symbiotic pal. Hearing how EG Bob Marley had organisms living in his hair. Stuff like that pirates or Lil Wayne with dread locks. So Schweinfurt EG remembering my friends and little subplots going on. Was someone wanting to be a Street Fighter like Guile? Yeah I can sort of believe the I married a spider story. I have had some accomplishments like as of now maybe I beat a life sentence. I did study Dylan up to a little past how old I was on good copy vinyls. I did study past that on Amazon Music. I did previously study every consecutive album in his discography before the break. I thought the tarantula would be my friend and funny (other personality traits smart). More of that was being impressed that a friend had hermit crabs. Thinking he could be like Daewon Song from the Rodney Mullen series. That was a good time seeing his mom's house where he lived last I saw him. I thought the spider tarantula would make me so happy and be such a good friend. Feeling tired and drugged out or in a trance now. Is it crazy to believe that? I remember the story well.