i am probably glad i listened so i stopped bad things from happening in my life i was so manic while so poor people said all i'd have to do really was join the army and my life would be saved so i did and that was that saved

ok so at my worst i think i had potential to end up like john frusciante of the red hot chili peppers so some of it was you hear of how an octopus can be smart so there's not leaving the lifestyle i was in while dropping out of a known art school

where would i have gone so i think i avoided sodomy so some of this was i quickly was surprised to learn how many gay men were out there so also things were escalating i was warned i'd be introduced to heroine which i fortunately avoided

so i decided to listen to my family and others and join the army so maybe a downside was getting exposed to 'brain washing' in a way or the indoctrination so there was the tremendous rewards from doing that i got retired and disabled too

all types of bad stuff that could've happened in addition to being completely fruitless i think i heard of john frusciante cross dressing at one point and also prostituting himself out for drugs so what if none of my projects never made it after all

there was me at my worst high out of my mind the time in the apartment trying lsd for the first time a us army field jacket cigarettes getting laid with a blonde with a pale white ass nude on the balcony certain of my creativity and pursuits

i got out though i heard the warnings and took them serious to have irreversible consequences debt addiction homosexuality to be so manic to be losing touch with reality worse could've happened homelessness incarceration um the military saving my life



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