to like and embrace some 'ghetto' or 'trashy' style to be lighthearted and cheap while getting the most for my money to many times i'll remember fondly how fun it was when i was ever so poor and hungry passionate for life too

 i can like when things are a little 'ghetto' or seem funny or maybe another one would be a little 'trashy' so i got a really good and1 hoody that i thought encompassed a lot of entertaining good feeling things and the price on it was cheap too

i really remember when i was dropping out of vcu how much fun i was having living life i had endless friends to call i was skinny and hungry um i had big dreams and optimism i remember getting not very much there but really visualizing and 'tripping' at the frozen moment of my life

i love the gimmicks and marketing um it can seem comforting and enjoyable like the line of celebrity chef frozen dinners gordon ramsay kardea brown andrew zimmern guy fieri tgifridays to name a few of those the picture of me poor and having a good time

getting a good pressing of elvis presley the king of rock and roll so some booze some extravagance some black culture the fun of it the thrills but the dangers too and risks so being safe instead um driving the car around getting fast food being at the house with breaks from events

the look of where i am now and daydreaming about progressing in fantasy games the hallucinations um to have so much potential um to think of rancid music videos when it was me against the whole world unable to afford anything and struggling but confident i'd make it out ok

the look of the and1 brand designer some real personality to think of 'charming' poor people brad pitt in snatch at the trailer park to this of those the trailers housing and life still being good canned food hot wings from the deli

get rid of the cigarettes but keep some of that grit be at the place and have it on blast the living room and the lounging when it was the 'poor friend chicken nugget' concept um to maintain that hunger for life and that passion



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