to be a household name as not a 'homeless musician' but someone grooving along on past victories the early stuff and now enjoying my current days the retirement the hobbies the freedom um to be free lawful and appropriate

 not being a 'homeless' musician so knowing how far to take it when to stop when to keep going um like the american ninja contest on tv where they have to go through a obstacle course lol um to present it right and get a good 'soundcheck' on it

so being a 'household name' being settled down life after the early stuff um enjoy the present day future after all that was done so being there and having good ideas to share um not being too loud not being obnoxious in the wrong way

so no tour for me a few shows here and there through the years and my reputation being valid being able to do my stuff how i want to in a way that others like playing my aunts house at thanksgiving and at her birthday other informal stuff done

doing covers of others all those names i can reference like a ernie ball strings sponsor list um being able to entertain but too not having to do that anymore moving on still doing some new stuff here and there and being accessible being able to do it all for free for anyone

so following the rules being lawful um being soft and audible a loud enough voice if necessary and a little hearing loss maybe from the participation in the past and how that ended two dc championships um to be there for whomevers seeking

my next years my next phase the future from here another chapter done another good story to share to be a good hero to be a good role model parts like my family doing well or even the benefits of guitar for the world um to do the right thing



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