those sgt wilson days were warmly remembered in that polar ga climate cold colds hot hots and video games while other people had to be adults in 'reality' loaded with haldol and spice um guitar and xbox the fun release

 the sgt wilson days were actually quite bitter sweet there was a few times i was feeling like i was getting tortured but also i think i heard i got this instead of the actual stuff so that was a thousand times better and along the way i had some good times

a good deed he did was my account was being like almost locked up and there was psychward stuff but so he went with me to the gamestop on post before it closed and helped me buy my first xbox 360 (way late to the party on that) and a copy of fallout 3

um the wtb was depressing at times but also it was a ton of fun i had my pseudo apartment the 3rd floor room to myself with the balcony right by the chow hall and the day room i'd get around post and there'd be the duty van too

when i started hanging around barreiro and we'd go to the hotel off post drinking coronas in the hotel pool and leaving the barracks or when he helped me buy a used dodge caravan from a nco and i took that eventually home and had a flip in it i fell asleep after smoking spice and crashed and lived um i thought that actually gave me another excuse and coverage

i played my guitar and came up with new material i wrote newspaper articles for the fort gordon signal i got my mos and my bonus yeah he really helped me through i went to the 13th floor a few times and got through that i'd go to coldstone with ferris and use our mil discount

it was awesome being in georgia going to the dfac and eating hot breakfast in the morning being past tradoc now um living it up getting ready to get retired times at eisenhower medical center the hospital when they had the thanksgiving for us



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