seeing a parallel between ebenezer scrooge and me to be miserly and pay for everything just a little under my budget while being focused on productivity and business so no other way then to stay accountable all year round

 so thinking of a comparison between my life and that of ebenezer scrooge the charles dickens story a christmas carol so there's later my lesson to be miserly no more frills and instead even using the generic brand to save money

parts like not getting married or learning to party or not seeing the blessings i had while others suffered or the part about his old business partner coming back to haunt him so that literature and tale similar things that've happened in my own life

so now how i can be charitable making donations regularly to the catholic poor box my business writing and accountability staying 'out of the red' so my parents them like the cratchit family and with my nephew maybe like tiny tim will he survive

my making sure i am ok paying my own way at times it seeming like there's no other way to learn savings not to get in trouble with debts and poverty so working even during christmas no breaks being there all year round no slipping

then the neighbors seeing other old men home owners who looked like they had some similar traits the miserly part the veterans affairs part so my book i wrote the formats my blog my photos my videos paintings miniatures all those hobbies

so being so poor and cheap but the counter of being ok affording what i can and doing a little less than that staying productive doing something important all the time always there for business um my family still talking to me but just about everyone else no longer staying in touch

the holiday spirit and the contrast of being alone with little joys a bite to eat somewhere my mom's cooking my brother coming to town my recordings i did then the reality out there the suffering the destitution the poverty how will we all make it and that each year a checkpoint where we all do ok and get a little further another year here



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