imagining the nearby drug underbelly of the college town of harrisonburg the world of substance abuse the law people starting new lives the business of the illegal black market drug trade it's there just not displayed always

 so seeing little things here and there that'd remind me back to rva with the stoners and dealers and that 'black market' um knowing someone who left off with involvement in that stuff so all the highs associated with the illegal drugs that whole social work circle though the bottom line of it being 'federally' illegal how quick it can turn into a downward spiral of hard drug abuse and the others out there comedians and musicians people paying and living that bohemian way with morning daylight glow and more substance abuse booze tobacco pills hallucinogens shrooms lsd ecstasy molly pain killers fetanyl meth crack cocaine heroine

there'd be the students and the townies thinking the parties have different underlying things going on seeing the students on the weekend driving up and seeing a little bit of the city hangovers kegs frat houses sex the distribution the trafficking so someones place they are staying at and the substance abuse having contraband paraphernalia bongs for example pipes bubblers vaporizers bowls blunts rolling papers

so not seeing it but having seen it before and things like it's probably still doing that or seeing a bob marley poster smelling smoke in a bar and something covering it up um all the potential with that lifestyle and that contrasted with the college campus young peoples first time away from home a new world and that habitat to choose to get involved with drugs disability mental illness too um warrants undercovers hobos money laundering

the drug dealers having guests over 'breaking down weight' um other people getting their little cut in starting at 'pushing' and ounce or graduating up to a 'qp' a quarter pound getting it sold to others and keeping going from there surcharging it getting a pseudo commission off others trying to get to the higher ups to make more profit with also more risk

i'm with my parents without any friends and thinking there's probably drug addicts around there having been exposed to it before like during my wild freshman year at vcu the ones you don't see internet and weed all day video games the party that doesn't stop it just keeps going one thing rolls into the next not being able to get out of that way of living momentum

meanwhile vulgar things in the background non marital sex drug addiction



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