i am alone i might have concluded before even with others suggestions i'd be better off with a dog then for example getting married all the reasons a human relationship can be trouble or to use the va and live as a hermit too

 to be pessimistic so arriving at conclusions that a formal marriage could just be problems and more problems um but not for everyone some people i respect that can get married once and forever but for me many reasons why it never worked that way

not to be mean but i even got to where i could think a dog is better than a wife my dog will be loyal to me forever and mostly not that difficult ever really i have a poodle now that i like he's a form of service animal i think it's called a emotional support animal

am i just better off alone so i have to provide for myself in order that i live in 'reality' i have to pay my bills and for some of that i'd have to do things my way i'll buy great value at walmart from time to time um i have to stay accountable

here's another one the dangers of white women disease so the women who seem attractive if they are attainable could be that many other people have already done that and in the process generated some viral diseases that can be life threatening and ultimately not worth it

just because i want something doesn't mean someone else does i could just get abandoned or ditched or cheated on adultery um instead of seeing other alternatives and choices out for me there's surrogate mothes who can have my kids

not wanting to get divorced because i heard the catholics don't let you get communion if you do that all the bad stuff that can happen would i need a prenuptial agreement having custody of the kids being able to float that boat and coast along fine enough

instead doing things the formal way having the va do everything a caregiver a home assistant the  veterans affairs there's a home live in assistant i heard of or having a representative payee to avoid troubles with money



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