a little reoccurring idea was a symbiotic helper maybe it'd be foolish but thinking of staying tight and if i could keep going with my dreams and hobbies the symbiosis in addition to my caregivers is it a good idea or not

 maybe i'm thinking of getting married despite all the trouble i see with that

some symbiosis between all parties and more peace and peace alternatives like a plantain being similar to a banana so some sense of humor on it to and maybe some other cultures like indians gays and then ramble about others blacks jews puerto ricans catholics families parents cousins substance abusers wankers british europeans germans

so a story was 'poor friend chicken nugget' some of that story was a platonic helper who'd be there may be even think of entourage characters doing odd jobs cleaning managing driving so the story was my cousin visiting me and him appreciating little things i didn't focus on as much

to be able to keep going with my projects to keep making films taking photos and even playing music to have a person to help manage me with that in addition to my parents as my caregivers um but then other stuff questioning my mortality jack kerouac stuff

so it's like i have somethings that are big and i'll finish them but if i had a guest they'd like that too and to think of the openings that could come from that too so when skidrow is beautiful or getting out of the slums and into the majors

so others who have little jobs or helps to think of the dignified humor with it like miami nuances or having life be comfortable someone to share the joy with maybe too an alternative to marriage i think the term for that is a 'beard' just buds

ok so what i am saying is having things like nothing going to waste or having little help and boosters from others so not a parasite rather a helper that can assist and both parties can benefit from the relationship so someone to help out

that little hungry belly and soul directed to enhancing me though i already don't waste much maybe that's more of a wife to have a spouse who does that

so maybe is it an underling or a junior or a lesser class lesser ranked person reaching their highest potential and getting pampered with little assists so to think of what i heard was liberace helping elton john on piano and that story

the help of a ghost writer or other stuff a choreographer someone to review a critic to get fine tuned within reason um when people can be useful and mutual where both parties gain um but then again it not getting annoying or out of balance





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