to dream to hope to persevere to not quit to not be 'spirit broken' though to be safe about next iterations to have a passion to live to be bohemian

 ok so to not quit to not be spirit broken to not give in to still try to still do to make a way somehow um so the will to live the will to have a passion to safely continue on with projects or liveliness the reasonable goals and self productions

for the creatives out there or other dreamers to continue doing your passion when there's a market or background for it to play guitar to run a business to make movies to paint miniatures to paint paintings to play piano to write to blog

names like stan lee irwin winkler bill wyman ebenezer scrooge sam walton henry miller bob dylan (after the motorcycle accident story) laird hamilton to live freely to enjoy the bohemian stuff to even see the risks and the glory of earlier dead ones elvis kerouac brokie swayze the cool and smart releases with integrity genius productions shared and available accessible

having some hope not believing it's all pointless and in vain to still do what you want to find time to write your autobiography to get merch produced to get published to get on stage to see final drafts completed to do what you want while having business acumen for it being needed and wanted

the fun of the musings the entertainment so to have a light in your heart to still be hopeful and believe in heroes to not be so cold so jaded so hardened though to heed warnings in some cases or take a better route to the goal i was trying to achieve to practice safety while inching along

wishes coming true so not giving in not being complacent not just watching tv and being a couch potato to not just take meds and sit on the front lawn and get older (having seen neighbors and made assumptions before too) um having some grit some zest to mentally surround the ideas of quality entertainment production to glow and be happy



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