in fact it doesn't work in reality that only lasts for a little bit and anyways it's basically computed as you'd be better off as a veteran and you'd be smarter to listen and maybe get talked out of foolish whims

 so all these crazy ideas the bohemian stuff um in reality it doesn't work so you can't do the 'crazy' stuff for long and even if you could it's probably not worth it like you could be way better off on ssdi then trying to go against the grain

no i don't live like jerry seinfeld on the tv sitcom show where there's promiscuity no it's not like entourage with the hollywood glamor and the list of these going on for a while um no i'm not like tom brady who also not good was he got divorced i heard

the great influences out there the celebrities with their personalities their biographies their appointments their charm so being aware and naive listening but too seeing and hearing of for example injuries that can pair with that rehab arrests etc being just an 'american' instead

the foolish ideas are quickly eradicated and stamped out no more house parties no more blunts and bongs and bowls of cannabis um no more college undergrad drop out days all that being in the past to today where it's regulation the moderators

it's too difficult and someone will talk you out of it like being better off just as a veteran on the dole use my benefits and go on post and get some clothes um balancing my budget being on a 'fixed income' no not picking up babes and lessons with that complaints

all the censorship being banned being excluded being kicked out being removed being neglected and being an outsider um the stuff out there too even if it did work just mostly being trouble better off on retirement with a full stomach and the day ahead of me


 

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