what will happen to me will i turn into gilligan's island like i saw the neighbors or will i have a vibrant life like i saw endless celeb stories see dr dre producing or other names spike lee laird hamilton clint eastwood tiger woods

so here's where i am at there's one side of me where i dream up me being like a celeb in some ways see different people who were prolific and known in their particular genres painters guitarists actors directors etc (but too i do many formats) but then there's the other side threat promise warnings or seeing what looks like the answer afterwards so some of that being the 'assimilated' ones so there's the neighbors who look like veterans with cable tv and years of that um

so what'll happen um i enjoy my hobbies but then too having seen others made example shocked to see that in later years tony hawk got tattoos um though there were others who i think didn't like steve caballero and lance mountain um is it time to quit and focus more on settling down don't skateboard don't longboard don't ride the bicycle don't get the cops called on me don't get a complaint

so in the mean time days passing hobbies to do but till how far one day will it all just get terminated see the stigma see being ostracized see being outcast to not pass into a zone of regret for consequences um the energy spent on that 

how will my life go see other stuff real estate deals to keep or move on from um daydreams like a story i heard was claude monet lived in a boat seeing the belle haven marina with boats docked there a painters studio boat room though it'd probably be difficult and trouble no bathing where's the toilet um where's electricity um

um times hallucinating the rpg of celeb stories entertainment and my progress and projects um exiting it in some ways the retirement the disability having a paycheck



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