the 'artschool' conversational piece things savored in hindsight bbqs bicycles bohemia restaurants shoes diy marijuana the opportunity things you and others see options a gift a trade um community participation new faces

 so some habits these days caffeine tea or coffee (no toppings) um those throughout the day my car in the country for doing pick ups um my parents porch the 'backyard bistro' um college lit to read (famous names) or study self teaching (and projects and hobbies) um but the olden times and how lively and cool that was to truly understand gwar (the theatricalness the 27s the rock and roll) the activities and being outdoors um getting sunlight and air

album covers pop culture references role playing fantasies um scifi anthologies compilations seasons television

so little things that have substance like when people could enjoy a video game console (watching others play mortal kombat or other franchises bethesda games skyrim) the following with bill gates xbox 360 those games and times saving and progressing um walking next door to my brothers house (friends over longboards) the social media online posts groups forums days with the phone in bed in a drug haze

things approachable for others and accessible too the names to learn or who can be presented and shared the municipal waste party thrashing guitars beers booze nights and that too the presentation how something unfolds and unravels from morning to night what to do and enjoy the glow the beauty of officerly sur charged ways

me painting posters (the art references pop art rembrandt monet the french um ronnie wood) my growing collection others people forming a party for dungeons and dragons and my dad running something the dm the gm the party the campaign um activities the kids sports games a time to socialize the brotherhood  being out in public with something to do or somewhere to be to lounge and blossom

living like a rpg the smartphone with messages from others the accountability sunday mass dreaming of experience points catholics little quests to complete errands um the map of what's around here reaching the far grips of what's near home the releases of products the walmart surveys

concerts holidays special occasions events things to look forward to sharing a calendar favorite places to eat or things to cook liquidated a la carte item by item choices the deli the butcher the barber the theatre the store books music videos and publishing printing from my portfolio paintings pictures

open mic a guest bedroom parties smokers drinkers heroine users the substance abuse sugar um picturesque days like a video game cutscene like vintage films hypnotic




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