will i get really old or will i die moderately early the different heroes and the wild side a round in the chamber the unknowns to plot course and set aim for my future what'll become of me where am i going what can i do

 what is the choice to be like the old heroes or be like the younger heroes so some of that being lively people who died earlier as opposed to some who lived way longer so to be great and which habits to endorse and promote um the frequency of fast food being sober the med regiment um any risky behaviors being sexually active the poets life and vision unfolding beauty in many formats writing photography video hobbies art music paintings miniatures blogging um

i saw that elvis is pretty cool though he didn't live as long (thinking back to rock and roll hotel in dc that used to be a funeral parlor the drinking the blacks) same with jack kerouac his good works phil dick and his scifi and lifestyle but then there's other names stan lee his super heroes henry miller his stream of conscious free way colonel harland sanders the kfc business jd salinger the reclusive writer with a paycheck clint eastwood the movie man carmen filpi a pseudo hobo bill wyman the quiet one in the stones hugh hefner a porn giant ebenezer scrooge the miser who lives long those old timers

the fast life the wild life that countered with the complacency and lawfulness being safe being healthy um not knowing tomorrow not knowing the future and impulses the foolishness

so moving on into the next day being at the crux of the two little decisions and some things out of my control to think of those heroes and legends that went with that to do my own thing and make a name for myself

to be or not to be to quote shakespeare um wishful thinking and fantasies many compositions many projects lots of producing huge changes that can occur how different my life became along the way to luray no more drinking different meds and other stuff the overnighting um road life

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