some of my seemingly current feasible potential but that immediately countered too with 'supervision' (always finding some fault with different 'heroes' stories too) hey buds who wants celeb like sleep overs with after glow sober

 so i have a smartphone i can get messages (but too would be direct and save time) i have a computer and accounts (both seem affordable to maintain and check) um who wants to spend time together (greet and book) but what really is there to do pizza caffeine (tea or coffee mostly) the dog conversation my parents too (like their pool) any creatives out there (remember when i wanted to do podcasts or other documentation pictures) so i have free time and i am with my parents so the downstairs basement with the bed and the youtube for tv um that side for when i am up here um i have my freedom is there anyone nearby i could just walk over to or they could meet me and we could go to a common area did anyone live like that or was that my dropout delusion still hoping for bohemia and creative collaborations the censorship and safety too

am i approachable enough to meet strangers in reality and go from there like another one i saw others do that i had some interest with was taking photographs of peoples outfits around the area and sharing that online the charm the style so talking to someone in public and continuing with the day from there or always coming up with safe quality good new content to post

but things that can get in the way police neighbors complaints um 'public opinion' voters the government the boss that pays you your parents so who out there is free and what is the platform for that other disabled people people seeking citizenship um younger souls can't really go with the smokers due to rules and former addiction who can with their day off or free time come and have a good time

the good times with someone poorer in some ways their grit and zest savoring luxuries and making the most the optimism the brightness the positive attitude their energy their perspective the contributions appreciating someone elses position so our relationship and assists different insights and aid the lifestyle of different celebs fine combed for no little issues in the stories (wanting my parents to stay together forever) how accurate are those sources but not finding out either um

so how to get communication going back and forth messages and that followed up with in person scheduling let's build a relationship of some sort who wants to progress with ideas um shared interest i imagined all these artists and doers out there who'd be interested in socializing and growing great talks

i have my equipment and am professional and have my own portfolio to share with those interested um good homemade content to share i am reputable and respectable and affordable um who wanted to be a movie star as a kid and still does that and other dreams (and how things got to where they are now me and a tripod documenting my life realistic productions) so the fantasy into the future where will i be later on will i still live where i do now will i ever get more recognition though i have had some here and there through the years

so with our day what to do record some chatting um show some projects socialize enjoy a meal together walk somewhere host or be hosted um improve at hobbies generate new concepts gain experience and become better


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