here's the 'grease' for our days how to swirl into layers of the years seasons as we progress triumphantly as a hallucination unfolds with safe and long lasting good times with all having a blast so a life of entertaining portions

 here's the digestible idea for the not hbo (too offensive and hurts others feelings mine before too) but the visual or presentation if you will to truly enjoying life there's thoughts like hippies and the rolling stones and freedom (rock merch a roky erickson poster) or there's addiction (the vices appear to be gambling sex and substance abuse) like enjoying pastimes 'the boss' bruce springsteen will be coming to nationals stadium soon um

so the basic principles of making the most out of each day there's parts like for some or me my lawfulness not compromising my benefits (those circumstances) so there is the next meal the road life the dog um my parents and family the interests the hobbies going outside so engulfing this way and oozing with charm and style holidays events getting involved with the community

alternatives to cigarettes alternatives to booze alternatives to games (anyone into dungeons and dragons talk to my dad about a campaign and party) being a guitarist at time being independent um to dream up accessible things for all

also being aware of military suffering so not hurting anyone ever um others dealing with even pseudo persecution so maybe respecting censorship too but being big stars bollywood celebrities magazine and other media icons big personalities and images

so what can you really do and what will really happen my current mental illness and outlook for the future life the write up the painting the portrait the film the game the embellishment the ghetto the funny the smart creativity and originality mental stimulation intellectual exercise habit forming and long lasting interactive open world rpg um

books read and hobbies um projects to do delusions and delirium um fantasies falling into things seen and heard the enticing media to lose oneself into epics of entertainment which rep to name a success as a producer so what can be done conversations appointments hanging out all that socializing then personal time painting miniatures sketching painting canvases making videos blogging writing recording homemade music making cool stuff um

yes you and me who ever you are shall live life as it was meant to with excitement and relief and reassurance we'll be big winners by the morning um a pair of boots inside the trailer parks immature sci fi adaptations grand masterpieces and the theatre


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