it wasn't serious it was a complete utter waste to be treated so poorly and never heard from again and learning that's life with the singles um a horrible day remembered i was hungry and got my kroger pizza rolls stolen

 a memory of what appeared to have been a magnificently horrible horrible story so here's what happened i was telling this girl about how i was looking forward to my paycheck so then she intercepts me after i while being extremely poor had picked up some food (only to be used for the duration of what ever it was i had at whichever time) so here's how bad it was she steals my store brand pizza rolls from kroger saying we're going to eat together and she adds a miniscule amount of spaghetti so i think this fat bitch is ruining my life (who i think also was bulimic) and there's more so i leave basically to usually never hear from her again later on suspicions like did someone hire a prostitute for me or is this person dangerously promiscuous (in addition to trans suspicions) so i remember other times like them looking for weed and using me but not including me and also black mailing me with trouble for helping them (so many of these stories of being treated shitty and like layers to how bad it was like more and more horrible parts to add to it so bad it doesn't even make sense) or other times me introducing her to people to have sex with but me it's like fear of pregnancy or (and child support with that) um not having consent um (lots of being misled what's the point of this person calling me why are you bothering me what's the point if i am not worthy) so another part was hearsay that i couldn't afford my education that i later paid for or that by not using the toilet a lot i'd save money so i am starving and constipated meanwhile there's like jabs coming at me from her 'clients' like older married men minority laborers um that traffick (which ever weird person paying this possible sex worker) and dirtiness how foolish to think at one point i would wed and marry this human being literally just start a normal life but along the way getting set up enlisting in the army

how many of these people were there wasting my time her roommate with her meanness more people to never hear from again in my life who'd take 'free' stuff from me or use my time and double talk me it truly is upsetting to think of this and these people

they were annoying glad that's over

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