being uncircumcised in public school was a time to get mean insults from people who weren't my friends (ever) it was pretty bad with seemingly nothing i could do about it now it's the same mean world of aholes

 getting humiliated for having foreskin so that was a another terrible time so in public school i don't know how people were not only aware of my genitals but also concerned with their lack of circumcision so i just remember so many guys talking shit about me and bringing that up to girls being humiliated being disrespected being embarrassed being made fun of to the point where i actually would lie and say i was circumcised um

so actually this may have been a goof on me my brother was having kids and he asked i think me and my dad what we thought he should do about the kids getting circumcised i remember i was completely spirit broken from getting bullied by sgt wilson in the wtb and didn't want any more 'keith' games so i think i said it like this it'd probably be for the best to let him be natural but it'd probably be easier and less pain and misery to go with the status quo get the circumcision

so afterwards i'd later learn more like some hispanic culture not being always circumcised another was puerto rican's in the army more was the british overseas so i am somewhat glad i'm different and have my intact foreskin but it was rough at times like being a teenager and getting gossipped about and the teachers not really backing you either it's just getting thrown under the bus everyday for something that you can't control that doesn't make sense 

it was a hurtful experience the jocks and which ever group taking time to hurt my feelings the preps the blacks whomever

though too there wasn't much talk of my girth later i had been told before i had a somewhat above average size

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