i'm single um life as a miserly man thinking of the future what my life revolves around so each days 'ceiling' and what works what my days are

 so me as a candidate to have friends and booty calls so to speak or people to be around um one lesson i learned a little quick was my budget some of that was like in some ways i couldn't really afford to go get the caffeinated drinks from the shops like star bucks or dunkin donuts (maybe if i adjusted my budget it'd be more possible like not doing the entertainment though maybe intelligently liking that stimulation and opportunity more) so there's little 'retiree' differences i have somewhat of ample amounts of time but then the financial budgets on stuff so other parts my slight ed or um my somewhat va dependency (and seeing others powers over me or their control or manipulation) um not being a complete free spirit (like some heroes i had um being 'lawful' obeying the rules) though one thing i was saying was how it seemed dangerous for people out there stuff like drugs debt um the difficulties of being an adult paying for everything and finding a way to do that are there any people bullying me or any constraints what i have to do to stay afloat like staying on ssdi um so what's there to do my parents condo office suite their basement for the trips here few days in a row then back again then my large luxurious house by the shopping center before the other side of town with the movie theatre the library main street so what's going on the veterans affairs appointments um that center to go around revolving upon that um

the days unfolding where ever i am at um the times walking places that proximity and light exercise the times with my car and what all to do where to shop um what actually does anything or what's worth it what's better off avoided to avoid repeating the same mistakes again so the hobbies time spent on that and seeing what'll blossom out of that so then again the misers outlook so little offerings and temporary things seasonals too those enjoyed the music venue the miniature kit grocery shopping bagels from the bakery each meal each day lunch and dinner the menu

so the ebenezer scrooge focus um looking out for myself not getting in trouble during a somewhat of a 'second chance' so what to do with each day times on the computer times downstairs to read some books or search youtube for things to watch my tumblr to share stuff on there

so every year staying productive being around the family company um other stuff in the background which activity and the future so lots of time prepping and being happy to have my lonesome days continue

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