a excerpt of my fun view of where to go and where i'd been

 day one of 3 so tonight drop off the dog then the dinner before then wrap up online and the nice sides of being disabled staying within that safe zone um the next day shopping with mom after the office day wraps up so brought my cpap with me so where am i no tobacco and mixups over old names tom waits and the booze and smoke um now healthier and more normal um being regulated not hiding anything really or doing things not allowed 

my nice flannel and my recent uploads any news stories the queen died um and the drive back home again before the next week starts up again um laying in bed after work take my meds take my shower maybe call my brother though now i think he has his practices for his kids 

so the dream continues parents well and the professional office the payment window the kitchen with the keurig my desk um digesting lunch in my stomach a burp the old memories gone when it was kaitlyn at stuart court the semi squatting there the maybe 6th floor apartment the big suite the roommates the balcony from the window dealing with alcoholism and hunger seeing her panties um when i moved to stephen's down the street the fire escape window the key fob the couch with the laptop on a glass piece of furniture the tv the tap water ramen morgan seeing me my job trying not to show up hung over or late riding my skateboard down bumpy roads or walking all the way to e grace st past where i lived earlier james and the lobby the stairset 'apartment rice' um his hyundai smoking in there the tension a navy vet and his familiarity with dc um cody being a huge help getting me a job at the commonwealth club the lounges getting paid for money to pay for rent and substance abuse so hungry but so addicted to alcohol tobacco marijuna or what was said to be bud um things being way out of reach for me unable to afford food getting wired cafeteria passes from my mom and dad going their in dirty grungey clothes making a few rounds and filling up the sight of the different freshman and undergrads the circle building the stairwell the cooks and their faces the banquet of foods the waffle maker with syrup the pizza the evening there southern skies and bleak cold seasons winter and the time before spring and getting my head shaved and sent off to the military the indian roommate taking me out to hookah before 


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