my stigma i don't like complaints and people calling the police on me why would i respond to which ever person is misleading me why are these peoples frivolity being accepted why don't people get in trouble for bothering me

 so there's never really ever any other side to it like why would someone do that or basically getting taunted so this was like i'd done something like walk somewhere (and using my brain about it it being like a valid senseful reasoning or then the banned book stuff intellegencia and censorship) and cops show up to harass me or here's one people are making faces at me staring at me pantomiming at me and i respond to their gestures and faces and eye contact even vocal yellings at me then some police officer tells me some far fetched thing that i am being told i did but never any back story like why would someone do that no motive just being put on blast by complete strangers and other stories like the logistics to disability and retirement (that whole loop of the waste of time and energy being abused basically for volunteering to enlist in the military while people cause you trouble and harm) and like i said logic behind it i walk to not have car troubles (and more later lessons a car is something that is valuable and you have to have a certain amount of money to defend yourself from being sued and arrested by cops who do nothing i don't get helped when cops don't do their job and further abuse their powers) or for health or because at one time i was educated with artschool habits um so why do people always get to torment me tease me insult me parody me antagonize me gossip about me like i do something like become regular at nightclubs then i get singled out and excluded and more of that regularity of bad treatment everywhere um and other stories that point by point don't add up like the marijuana laws changing me being chased by police or when i say the names of everyone they're still doing that and now the legalization and decriminalization so i tried not doing that and was attacked before and nothing happened to the attackers and more of that everywhere why did i have to move from my last house and all of this being a big joke basically i do something to survive or to live my life and then a cop apprehends me and puts me in a locked psych ward to be sodomized what about ronald reagan zero tolerance um  

why do people get to go out of there way to hurt me and not get any forms of consequences for that what am i supposed to do and further the cops are crooks and sex offenders 

the cops are bullies 

the cops are not heroes 

the cops don't stop crime they perpetuate it with their games and sick senses of humor 

the cops have me on the fbi watchlists and every single one of all of them are horrible sheriff law enforcement what ever title in addition to the justice system being corrupt and immoral and unethical 

why are cops following me when there's real criminals out there i didn't break any laws complete strangers who have me as their enemy follow up to stalk me and redirect me or do the list of things that happens to veterans people don't like me and take next steps with getting in my personal life or contacting others i dealt with 

i am being persecuted but what can i do watch cable tv um stay at home save my money there was when i produced hobbies 

cops think holocaust jokes are funny 

a cop is a bad person

a cop is an extortionist 

a cop does nothing

cops make deals they don't keep

cops just guaranteed put people in institutions like jail and the hospital 

how am i supposed to defend myself when the enemy is the police that's whose responsible and at stake but there's nothing that can be done