what am i seeking i love my dog want some connects have loyalty to my va life am confused of relationships with women and trans enjoy being alone continue with my parents the free lance and hobbies my world

 i guess for now the best would be someone symbiotic nearby um the two worlds alexandria and luray some sample of that can you host what skills do you have how can we jive 

so other stuff out there i declined um no band (not touring and other reasons) no entourage no roommate (it is sort of nice having the whole house to myself) no girlfriend no marriage um me and my dog and my parents so where to from there um what's out there for friendships so in a way staying solo like i wouldn't want someone in my house when i wasn't there or i wouldn't want drama of a longterm band um at one point i had considered getting some sort of assistant like the show entourage like a driver a cook a dresser a cleaner a trainer a consultant camera operator security sherpa 

so in a way a huge one i wanted that sort of isn't in the cards now is a bird like a parrot or conure um lately i'll occasionally travel to northern virginia so i can't really stay locked down with the bird at home and with other ones there were other issues like a woman or trans relationship the power of the veterans affairs or prone to cheating things the weakness and vulnerability 

yeah maybe an excuse is not being completely free like still having commitment to the va (upcoming doctors appointments forever) or that funneling into my parents supervision (keeping them in the loop) so seeing issues and determining to stay alone till something else shows up like no wanting to get someone pregnant it's awesome being alone and  there were other names that supported that bob dylan through the years that foundation bringing a lot to the table all on me 

another sort of crazy one is hearing the pool boy person who i think makes your life even more dreamy that being like johnny sins squatting or something 

another one though not getting put in a bad place or having a bad user so no troublesome people different things that could be an issue 

so the daydream of the supportive sort of bum friend(s) daydreams from stuff i saw in movies the brad pitt character in once upon a time in hollywood so thinking of the idle down time until the next project the spaces of free time and how to stay productive the blanks for promotion and progress 

so good times with others considered ben in the other room playing world of warcraft wyatt in his room with a computer when i was on cavalier dr william when we had drinks next door at stu's burd when we'd sit in his decorated room at his parents house jono when we met at the mall for a movie and the property in the fan all these good times with others though i think two disconnects being no smoking and how domesticated and indoors of a grooming the good time with the other ben at his house in rva those people together young and wild 

other stuff some stuff like some miami chilling could be nice or having a main squeeze 

so recently i'll go through the entourage series on dvd and enjoy that story so with me um whose in my circles now another was considering after i finish that watching the californiacation series



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