some scifi original shorts compiled the life of a unemployed writer wanting to mentally be buzzed the interior of happening times while there's the zeitgeist of the age fond 1980s the decades of hot food and pictures of joy

 scifi intellegencia actual copy real version so logistics on the well known copy whether that's karl marx george orwell phil dick there's questions over the censorship or what the actual unedited uncensored versions were like so then that as a inspiration the model the template the foundation so others expiring royalties and replacements on the way so a raw copy then that upgraded or changed the other peoples inputs and regulations so others out there self published copies um then too the moderators the big brother the government propaganda rewrites and adjustments control of the media and the masses dumb and complacent the routines of the population fast food day jobs families holidays and voting 

sad insects so in this adventure it's that someone out in reality like that show naked and afraid some cartoony adventure like flash gordon or the pulp paperback scifi books the artwork there they are seen struggling and having difficulty then other life forms animals insects help guide the human to an answer (pantomiming communicating signals sign language) like try to interact with the environment little eyes watching and that as too sort of a intelligent design concept so jump in a body of water and the splash then that rippling into different time lines some affect achieved from involvement with the earth answers arise and surface a ant colony a spider nest the fishes and other oceanography dinosaurs other species and biology of creatures imaginary and fantasy beasts and men cenataurs cyclops and the journey back home from some lsd acid trip swirling 1960s illusion hypnosis 

where are the farms where's all this coming from so in some space age first world ultra advanced society where does any of this edible food come from not seeing like down the street the ingredient maker farms for pizza and other combos so the secrecy um the potato chips then like everything ultra sterile and futuristic as opposed to barbarian and antiquated the puree of factories life forces killed and bagged all scientifically measured and the side effects from the substances grain meat produce the rat like gerbil like habits of the habitat the dull droll of boring lives awaiting the end postponed and medications and illegal drugs out there other outlaws and the for sale goods seasoned but never seeing any of the far off farms (conspiracies out there about where does it all come from and go some machine and future grinds) the groceries shipped so palpably so delicate and ungruesome a state of ignorance and soft grooming of fickleness 

am i in some sort of nightmare hell so feeling as though i had been killed and my body was in some state of forced habits like the poltergeist from my hobbies to be awakened from death as a ghost in my own projects (some devil boss monitoring me as i go to morning mass or sleep in as i am accounted for even with superstition over currency money in my online accounts) the videos the writing the paintings the recordings the music (a piece of myself left behind frozen that comes to life like a betty boop cartoon the st john's infirmary blues that cartoon dance) so it was i had thought i almost died in my sleep before it was a exhale of life leaving me but somehow i straddled through (or some miracle some rescue from some heavenly angel or godly protection) and continue to breathe but what if it was some plot twist shocker like in movies maybe like a form of purgatory so i walk this earth while there's vampiracy in the modern times the story goes on like the fire emblem game series the cut scenes the text story line to read