some loose end scifi material

 forget drugs so i've actually experienced this in real life the drug olanzapine or zyprexa anyways here's what it'll do to me i'll all the time throughout the day forget a lot (that too being a defense against like worry or fear) like mid sentence so that um from there in the book writing what's the motive for it why make me forget maybe a pacifying of the populus so then a zoom out and write up of what's going on elsewhere bribes dealers um so what was i saying as i am medicated

purgatory shaun of the dead so the easter egg in that movie where he's on the bus and it says something about the zombie epidemic and again on a pa system in a store so that being this like illusion where reality is actually like being dead so drifiting in the afterlife so that being like waking up after having died and the sort of delusion afterlife being still accounted for whether financially or with duty the workforce so the concept to be laid to rest rip and then regaining conciousness in the world with others maybe like what i heard happens in world of warcraft a rewrite about the zombie movie not killing my mom and having my parents keep going well 

slave quarters tradoc northman riddick so having been in the barracks at georgia so it was this older building though sturdy the lead paint on the walls probably that thick beige and the sturdiness of the i think two floor building so previously seeing stories of slaves transported from africa on ships so the below deck chains and the poor conditions so that like when i didn't complete my degree um so the bunks and the crowds there the book i was writing with supplies from the store that was walked across the barton field um the time driving seeing some hallucination of a vertical dive of the road and some wormhole so back then the formations the physical training the dining facility dfac 

fat king gamers goblin king hobbit so these people off post built up and sturdy beefier big men of different tallness and height so them at the gaming table my ignorance while they may know secret moves side wagers double or nothing so these guys going to eat outside of the military installations the destination buffet amish food the surrounding cold farms the seasons and the tourist booms in pennsylvania the american the breakfast cup of black coffee with cold refridgerated cream the italian pizza mozzarella so these boys these dudes being thick and mindful maybe seeming not as into the sex addiction rumor that started with college students though that too being somewhat of a dead end so the taste for restaurants and reviews of that the hobby wealth collections minatures housing and other scifi names gary gygax philip k dick the sinking into a fantasy some glorified image even referencing other famous celebs with pride in your work and that sense of calm happiness basically gambling being like dreaming 

non military dangerous people so these people who get away with calling the police for uncalled for complaints so these people who will stigmatize the sickness and power of the governments in power the people alienated and screwed so the two party system extremes democrat republican the divide and constitutional rights the protesters the violent the aggressive the rash so impulsive people or people teasing taunting humiliating ridiculing outcasting instigating 

dune senator grandkids franklins adaptation so my childhood friends that neighborhood family the lineage to the senate the behind the scenes the corruption and vices sex red light districts and the next generation non stranded descendants the two brothers and their differences life forged through bravery the veteran part and other details french like the new lacoste building near national harbor so the marines and the two boys grown up the jail the deployment the parents the split so machiavellian plots planning for the future the trends and politics the showcases of wealth wizards game box tickets the holiday buffet clothes wardrobes picked so the prices on the head and the assimilation the ghetto the hard cold world 

you did this to me all i did was what i was supposed to and i get put with the defects so my health today masturbation miserly cash only budgeting being alone my writings published so things lost many times collectibles gone and the powers out there the enforcers so reinforcing what i can from here the portfolio compiled thus far available online walking the dog for his morning poop along a sidewalk with a grass part and then people driving their cars making faces at me and trying to upset or irritate me when i am a veteran and hero so always these horrible things out there from unknown american civilians then the john mccain vietnam prisoner of war