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my current hang out ideas if i had friends or people to socialize with heeding warnings too of toilet issues and unillegal parts how to hang out in the 2010s um parents caregiving and lazy seasons there's still cable tv
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go to a coffee shop have a conversation there and enjoy a local business
go on a hike maybe have some snacks ride along to some nature (maybe see about camping someday)
pick up a pizza hang out and maybe pair that with something to watch maybe a movie
introduce my family have a barbeque be professional be entertained with my parents or an occasion
have tea at my house plus a podcast let me record a free flowing talk upload to online
chat online with real people nearby stay in touch with people around here
be sober no illegal drugs be domesticated and well mannered and family appropriate
invite me to your place how long to stay over there park the car have me as a guest
i'd be extremely cautious and wanting insurance but bringing up dnd with my dad since i know he's a dm snacks campaign hanging out role playing experience points hobbies
skatepark with some buds and have a good time make a skate video
music play some instruments do a recording guitar piano vocals (be aware of modest neighborhood volume)
go to some fastfood place subway taco bell hardie's burger king mcdonald's dunkin donuts
have a picnic enjoy being outside meet other people
discuss creativity the stuff art video photography writing poems prose recordings podcasts blogs miniatures collectibles music activities
so with my free time enjoying socializing to talk about interests or other fun stuff to lounge and bounce off each other um think of stuff to do if not for my blood pressure medicine there was the drinking and nights
It now dawns on me that Jack Kerouac actually made a lot of sense. So let me begin. I use the VA for my benefits and follow thus rules. Thus I have found at times I can be bored out of my mind. I can't smoke weed and on my meds I can't drink anymore. So what's left? I can jack off occasionally I have video games I have a dog. I live near my parents who are my caregivers. So I can go shopping I can do surveys. But the fun of youth is gone. Maybe I should stay positive and optimistic. I get excitement out of dad hosting his weekly game nights. The party is over. No more freshmen year of college. No more starting AIT in TRADOC. But maybe things are still going along? There's still writing and studying.
Ok let me explain. I don't want complaints or to get kicked out or to have the police called on me all of which have happened before and I don't think I always deserved that. So moving on. I will censor this to avoid setting off admins my intent was not to be offensive or hurtful. Starting off explaining some of this goal in mind was EG I was basically sent to the German brothel. Another was growing up I'd always see these males who were successful with multiple women (before finding out about deal breaker trivia about them) like Jerry Seinfeld John Lennon (Beatles but there's tribute groups as a loophole) Anthony Kiedis (RHCP) the Entourage show Californication or the adult content on the internet those free videos and samplers during my teens. Another jargon on this was logistics things not lining up for reasons like adultery or there were issues in my life I have had resolved somewhat like getting out of debt or having a paycheck. I was a new kid in a town and thing...
Was what i actually wanted to do be sexually active? But going back when that stuff was available there were always issues like housing income passion (even family obligations) etc. Another part would be in general the issues with logistics see the men with power over the women cutting me off like the government the school system the military the work force etc (complaints and police). So was I the whole time actually just trying to be promiscuous (but how many times did the references on that stop doing what they wanted like David Bowie or Anthony Kiedis EG)? I didn't know sex work and still haven't learned that much. For example prostitution is illegal. So I have tried the paid pornography and that seemed to show normal sexually active males. I remember when I was pursuing the music along the way people would confuse me or play devil's advocate bringing up the sex industries as opposed to the successes with eg guitar or literature. A story I actually remember was I went t...
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