evalutating my budget: is it one slip and you lose game over see the other competitors providing so what's the whole plan the frozen bulk costco feed and the occasional turbo of a meal out affording equipment & resources

 having had the fast food it is a miracle um but it can slowly creep up and leave you poor and approaching being in the red so figuring out how much to sample and dabble that um then a story so as a younger person someone skipping lunch and using their food money to buy supplies and that extremism and devotion others skinny yet affording resources to use guitars clothes paints even people stealing so being aware that a little slip can reverberate but a counter to be like rembrandt immersed in the lifestyle and the fat of the land um to be generous and lively to be vibrant within safe bounds um so um thoughts on the working industry and the services provided looking at menus what's nearby 

being aware of other similar and different people in the circuits musicians comics painters directors other talent um business moguls fashion icons producers dealers so is it worth it to stay hip and stay relevant to keep whittling away the next release the light at the end of the tunnel so other choices cable tv retirement disability um solitude mental illness um then other ultimatums the groucho marx 'you bet your life' um and warnings

so day dreaming about which specific name now henry miller the picture at the end a old guy who wrote the best american novel a long time ago and had all those publications even with adversity the censorship the exclusion the alienation um the bohemian the style the producing the writing so socializing having good times with people meals drinks art discussions um 

the rewards but also the moderation or assimilation not being unhealthy or at risk um and other parts staying in a comfort zone of undangerous okay spots but being aware of others immediacy and preferences other outfits out there to replace you if you're not already obsolete looking at the cable directory on roku at home in the lazy chair with the portfolio stored just watching things taper off to the end 

higher quality paints more studio time more accumulated works formal publishing isbn #s music equipment the price ranges the comedians the restaurants invitations the veterans affairs appointments and benefits the trajectories so setting course um take the drugs don't break the rules see about progressing with my projects um the competitiveness and being outside that um the end 



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