current real life goals to sort of see progress in leveling up in in reality

 the grocery life so little good eats the money saving the home life with it the whole mindset to it so rare favorite foods found good recipes or easy tastey meals the fun and the budgeting (thinking of like celebs on cribs talking about details) heat up a frozen pizza make ramen with a egg in it pickled stuff 

uploads so my comprehensive portfolio um future publication any hard copy choices um getting views getting followers being recognized so as usual new material and new content continued releases follow ups on earlier goals the whole making material to share and all the dynamics too it sketches writings compilations the isbn number making vinyl records getting likes 

longterm home ownership so the guest bedroom the master bedroom the cleaners um the studio the office the producing the den the hobbies the cafe the suburbs the detached property the dorm being able to pay it all and plan settling in in the neighborhood the option for it to be walkable or other stuff longboard bike the parking the car 

the socializing the collabs the conversations the projects so having people to hang out with helping my family room for an activity and potential hosting the presentation to that documentation photos recordings podcasts 

my parents and other people i know being ok not leaving people stranded um having my parents have a good plan for what's next sticking to them as my caregivers enjoying vacations the companys business and their good ends 

my status disabled retired following the rules maybe too being drug free no marijuana though not bothered by it um having time for my interests days at home cable tv internet on a computer being officially safe for the future not worrying about troubles so keeping my benefits 

so detailing each part of my life um fashions dreams hobbies savings future wishes easing into my aging what to fund and 'mindmap' to the picture of tomorrow how vibrant to be how youthful or naive the look of it all the visuals hair cuts new shoes blogs paintings collections catholic mass the lifestyle of a artist writer poet painter connoisseur director photographer blogger producer hobbyist collector home owner other titles 

charity continuing to donate to see what that will do giving cash to the poor box thinking how when i was poor that learning experience the mania the highs the aspiration and ambition 



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