words on the internet todays passage from wingin' it what to say on moving through peacful and well no immediate dangers or concerns so my day today

 woke up still alive had near death experiences before some i remember through the years one time confusedly took someones prescription it was zoloft and i had some like stranglehold in my mind but i had that after having a forty ounce in my parents basement and using instant messenger foolishly i didn't realize i could die and also not have a herpes lips outbreak so i wake up and the visuals are like this dark blue swirl i go to the toilet and begin vomitting violently and it happens for a while like my stomach is clearing it self so another was i was riding my bike back from national harbor maryland that sort of touristy new age thing with all the businesses there a ben and jerry's like a i used to work at and there's free movies shown on the lawn so on my way back i am being strangled mentally and told to ride my bike along the woodrow wilson bridge with no hands on the handle bars i am terrified but comply and realize i could fall over the guard rail and plummet maybe five stories to hard earth i angle myself so as such to land on this side of the pathway but i do it a few times and don't die from going over the bridge so that one still urks me another was around when the pandemic started i had drank some forty two ounce icehouse malt liquor beer i took my meds and fell asleep maybe had two forties in one sitting with maybe youtube or a dvd and i thought i was going to like pass out die like exhaling my life force spirit and from weakness never wake again um there was the weird memory of a amputee order scenario where i think i actually met the criteria for being able to get a specially adapted housing grant from the veterans affairs that i submitted and later my legs would coil up behind and that um other times um maybe dangerous cars like the uninsured dodge caravan from fort gordon ga stopping in rva and back on the road and falling asleep and the car flipping over the guard rail theories a rocket launcher shot at me and having seen that war footage from a coworker um someone in my car the va poisoning me so there were a few almost dead scenario so it's good and fresh to be alive the last hospital a picture of the storms and seamen sailors 

the epiphany the revelation what is there to get off on and have fun with the recent service artfinder for selling custom homemade intellegencia artwork so 

my unemployment status and days passing the dog barking at people paying their rent cenataurs and dungeons and dragons figures painted um moving on and along failed marriages or the presentation each sequence and stylized effect the illuminated lights the smoke the plotline going on and along necromancy for dead affordable famous legends so where's this veering off into shakespeare plays the stage and the intertwining characters backgrounds 

doodles kurt vonnegut studies painters so the youtube at night in the parents basement  space age futuristic life parasitic idealogies so the state of the world hunger and technology um the adventure curtailing and ending abruptly jolted into random mario kart vibes about long talks and second hand smoke from cigs and outlaws anarchists 

the computer slowing down auto save the life of home ownership the regimes strangleholds politics diplomacy different ethinics restaurants with the parking lot the building the glass door the tables the orders the menu the story of keeping going and unhealthiness advertisements glowing hypnotic swirling fantasies day dreams encapsulated 

falling into another moment youth sports nostalgic basketballs swishing football stadiums soccer world travels um mark twain time travel guesses so a vortex an engulfing monster mythical and the oceans the oceanography and scuba divers when i believe i met one um subs and waves tidal waves spirals jets each watercolor effect slurred slowed dragged studies tutorials and getting further so letters to publishers 

the last house sold and the current one the commutes the back seat uploads and time hopping into tomorrow socks on feet and shedding the thermals from winter