the pointlessness and irony of investments thus charity or some of my experience with the business of purchases a quick write up of my money where it belongs or my outlook things are working out ok i believe

 so the resellers a beginning was i heard my brother say he'd buy jordan sneakers on release dates then later they'd sell out and he'd make a small cash out from his investment posting to where um facebook marketplace ebay craigslist online forums um anyways another was i'd see records online that if you bought immediately on the release date later it'd sell out then after that it'd get listed at prices like a $45 record shipped ($20 for it $15 shipped $5 tax and miscellaneous fees) so that'd later sell for up to $500 but too you'd have to store it till then when some close to me paranoidly thinking my band was the intellectual rights were done with ghost or when i was a fanboy for the orwells so a lesson is if you stay on top of stuff it'd work like you put all this effort into it see competitively people with like diets surrounding this being meager and buying merch instead of taco bell wendy's arby's kfc mcdonald's roy rogers 711 so buying your style your clothes your image um making way for that to be possible the hobby so just being in the position where you can do these things a young 30yr old with time and energy

so other stuff taxes and how that can get non sensical um 

beware of what was earlier said it's a gay jewish industry but there can be tweeks and other responses so one sort of story was television is a masturbation addict genius um he's the guy who everyone uses and he makes his small royalty payment that he lives off things getting tuned with the soundboard or rapport 

lifetime alliance for income with the rolling stones so that being a huge comfort having for me my paycheck from the va so thoughts on that um retirement and how you get to that also disability so being mature being serious so military experience politics um conservativism um

families so sticking close to parents that affording some things from that trustworthy (though i even said once you can't trust your own family but even a part being they're better than the others though) so that like weekly catholic church anniversaries um 

wills friends with old people inadvertently that exchange where you get reciprocated for your effort people are nice for that and all of us our bleek reality the age brackets continuing life and unsuicidal and the explanation replacing royalties or buck owens and things tracing or pinpointed um 'fooling around' 'agree to disagree' 

so one sort of lesson was i don't have kids or a wife and family so independent hermit it being under some of that that it was all this amounting to a donation whether that's to charity or to a expert like the vinyl store owners different things and maybe incorrectly but thinking something would get back to me good for that i'd get some reward or advantage or benefit from that exchange when i donated my merch to am vets before college and later got out of the military ok unscathed mostly 

so the investments um recently into a few things my art collection canvases i painted my minaitures i painted um toys i have albums i made um my house and car in phenomenal condition and documented on video 

so some of my um money thoughts 'pay your bills' - trautmann um yeah pay everything no games or lateness and irresponsibility um basically closing out as other events um when i'd show up for stuff so other notes the blues buying the best only and life from there 

um some later safety and talked out or what's funded um used clothes donated or stuff missing or stolen um forgetful um collectibles