pessimism contrasted with dead ends (promises of sightings of what's out there instant injuries) the misers read it's not worth it or lively life till how far to dead aim for 65 happily the risk of rules or responses how to be older

 so i think a counter to the dickens logic of ebenezer s was some american answers even like bill murray (who did do the christmas carol before but thinking maybe ground hog's day the dr) maybe residual impoverishment but it's this some of these things the terminal thoughts on it like musicians being somewhat of a suicidal dead end (dave brokie died in maybe his forties allegedly) whose gonna pay or the crazy parts like though that having a pretty good far sight (i think i heard david bowie made it to maybe like 65 with ok parts his wealth his presentations) but it was those other choices like bios and templates what's wrong with this (gays extremism) specific person in addition to vandalism and hearsay completely fictitious stories out there and slander or gossip 

so being miserly um hobbies and caution or the term reality for the bad sides that sort of don't change you still have to pay for your everything you still have to plan your future todays prepping makes tomorrows future um which troubles out there the families the social work the credit score the passion

some dead ends out there

  • poverty cash only and accountable for all the bills mortgage car utilities insurance savings  
  • loneliness and isolation and reasons for that the toilet plumbing and public opinion voters police power
  • things deteriorating cars aging peoples bright later um 
  • immorality theft adultery aholes offensive and 'jealousy and envy' 
  • 'survival' how to stay well with your life some supervised freedoms 
so others with the bad finishes (respectful but david carradine asphyxiation but that was a sort of cool end) the 27s club jimi hendrix heath ledger robert johnson janis joplin james dean paul walker um artists martyrdom (diets budgets alienation pointlessness comedians) and struggles um people trying to make it in fantasies (the real side of show biz little kids dreams met with life how it actually is)

so the concept is how it sucks but that might be the better of choices like suffering better than death and then the risky lifestyles out there it is better to be modest humble then to be boisterous in danger i don't need to find out about the how it's made facts to some of these celebs 



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