did i go extinct and trying to remember every possible ejaculation possibility sort of can't go back now

so i am now at where i believe it is too far gone to back track to starting a family and maybe for my own happiness with liking being single with a dog or um so also mathematically figuring responsibility to my parents and how not to have things fall apart and benefits to my own selfishness 

when i went through puberty i may have had pseudo wet dream circumstances maybe that was my aunt or my aunts friend as a possibility having vague memories of throughout my life occasional great dreams of getting ejaculated so then there was a trip to california in sophmore year of high school that also mentioning with travel places there being like a good night orgasm in my sleep that happening in miami in pennsylvania amish country in germany in spain in france um so oh and georgia so those times being before being medicated and being natural um

also hearing next generation kids could have the help with getting to goals i set forth but failed at like guitarists or musicians um other media projects 

so for years i had gotten confused and fell under the blanket of the 'guitar' being masturbation um also i had had sex before drunk and didn't know if that'd mean that there was a down syndrome or autistic birth from that even though i think most all of my sexual conscious experiences were with contraception condoms  

i did think some may have officially let my kids my descendants at an orphanage and one time through youtube tried sort of contacting places links but also not getting myself in trouble over it so it being a difficult scenario um thinking of the big corporate representatives harry potter tolkien 

so now fessing up was it the english the british girl in spain at the hotel oasis was it cpt hewitt at ddeamc was it fiedler at schweinfurt was it unknown germans or gypsies was it some nun related to my aunt was it oh the washington dc hospital that dream there too all these unconfirmed and awkward 

plus too my heritage my blood line my last name 

my conclusion too was it could be troublesome to get into and also i was charitable and another was i have insurance now so assuming tricare would bail me out and i'd get to do what i wanted which would be live my life like i did again enjoying strides and progress i made 

maybe enjoying the tearjerkers the beauty in it 




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