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i had soo much fun there it was like one of maybe the best experiences in my life thinking of how much fun i got into maybe too that being like how i didn't do other things people enjoy marriage family so there'd be like me on the 17th floor in a suite with lots of boys um then gradually and very quickly getting comfortable with the city i'd walk a lot being a pedestrian around campus so i got to spend the night with coeds a lot always with people and a divide the smoking and the drinking then beginning ideas that later would pan out wanting to do projects then seeing the art schools gorgeous side the bohemia the bicyclists the messengers um at that age where i am just out of high school and there's the school's style like the elevator being a college later things are spread out more and how to connect um the fun of the dorms and then too branching out and seeing other peoples places on campus the names grc the mid level complex with a gate johnson the older tall building charm rhoads connected to brandt their age cabaniss a drive away with it's own cafeteria and howard johnson hotel past museum district and brandt the newest dorm high rise so how to extract vibes from that and inject that into today
having a roommate and others to adventure with activities like personal time movies or caffeine and other purchases shopping at the bottom what essentially is there skateboarding with buds though now maybe not doing that see caregiving and sterility too my thought was things like smokers being sort of a deal breaker other stuff um
funding fun the housing then interactions (meeting strangers building networks) new openings for the future (later with the army i went to spain and stopped in france on the way) and on going goals (art school influences indie movies painted canvases role playing game collectibles piano guitar poems writing blogging etc) having the exoskeleton of a place to sleep at night and that being available for involvement with the community
so remembering all the good times and how that sort of stopped (facing the music so it dwindled out and from there listening to my parents with more early good decisions) so i had to find a way to pay off my loan and went straight to the military as a journalist bonus with my enlistment contract um from there i actually returned before and got some pictures and spent time with people there later compared with lots of big names even like the henry miller book i have in my suitcase at home while writing this after a commute
so some of the story would be like me with lots of opportunities for socializing to walk to upper classmens property whether that was drinking parties or other activities people moving out of the dorm that followed through then slight changes with time moving on initial frat invites later smoking through grading quarters finals staying back to make the most of the experience when holidays came and it'd turn into a ghost town or to the train ride to old town alx um sophmore year moving out and a flip phone with people who'd oblige
so enjoying the townies the excitement of the city filled with high school graduates all the liveliness upbeat strides at thanksgiving a few times i have mentioned how much i loved getting into vcu and that experience to go through a torrential rain storm on a pseudo sponsored skateboard through the rain in a lacoste jacket to someones fan rental and smoke and enjoy the warmth of the television and passing guests
staying in a beautiful view of the people going about their business access to affordable school foods the cafeteria meal plan and other extras surcharged chikfila vending machines so going to class and being with the smattering of others va beach personality others and that opening around to more of virginia roanoke waynesboro some ambassadors um chesapeake so indoors the bustling full house walk down the stairwell where earlier there's schafer with the buffet and then the nights start schools going through bookbags and curriculum um there's cosy chats and the circles starting
since then there was cavalier drive that suburban property still walking and other stuff the washington dc pro circuits bands beers um the activities so my house to myself with groceries and time passing so getting art projects started having thrills um
later beall ave in luray the mansion thinking of john frusciante and lots of other celebrity names um the california beauty the outdoor inground pool after the tours the mountain side the desolate the distanced the car in the garage and available choices
also would that ever happen again would i ever relocate and get another house like the styles i like detached semi walkable um studio space other projects too dorm den office loft mansion manor estate um
It now dawns on me that Jack Kerouac actually made a lot of sense. So let me begin. I use the VA for my benefits and follow thus rules. Thus I have found at times I can be bored out of my mind. I can't smoke weed and on my meds I can't drink anymore. So what's left? I can jack off occasionally I have video games I have a dog. I live near my parents who are my caregivers. So I can go shopping I can do surveys. But the fun of youth is gone. Maybe I should stay positive and optimistic. I get excitement out of dad hosting his weekly game nights. The party is over. No more freshmen year of college. No more starting AIT in TRADOC. But maybe things are still going along? There's still writing and studying.
Ok let me explain. I don't want complaints or to get kicked out or to have the police called on me all of which have happened before and I don't think I always deserved that. So moving on. I will censor this to avoid setting off admins my intent was not to be offensive or hurtful. Starting off explaining some of this goal in mind was EG I was basically sent to the German brothel. Another was growing up I'd always see these males who were successful with multiple women (before finding out about deal breaker trivia about them) like Jerry Seinfeld John Lennon (Beatles but there's tribute groups as a loophole) Anthony Kiedis (RHCP) the Entourage show Californication or the adult content on the internet those free videos and samplers during my teens. Another jargon on this was logistics things not lining up for reasons like adultery or there were issues in my life I have had resolved somewhat like getting out of debt or having a paycheck. I was a new kid in a town and thing...
Was what i actually wanted to do be sexually active? But going back when that stuff was available there were always issues like housing income passion (even family obligations) etc. Another part would be in general the issues with logistics see the men with power over the women cutting me off like the government the school system the military the work force etc (complaints and police). So was I the whole time actually just trying to be promiscuous (but how many times did the references on that stop doing what they wanted like David Bowie or Anthony Kiedis EG)? I didn't know sex work and still haven't learned that much. For example prostitution is illegal. So I have tried the paid pornography and that seemed to show normal sexually active males. I remember when I was pursuing the music along the way people would confuse me or play devil's advocate bringing up the sex industries as opposed to the successes with eg guitar or literature. A story I actually remember was I went t...
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