projects and hobbies what'll blossom can't leave my parents stranded other reads

 so i believe my media releases were viewed or accessible i think i had some modest successes i think some of my current reading was notes slipped to me from different leaders and i thought that all my material would amount to back to pseudo welfare like not being some televised celebrity

i didn't think maybe in some ways the confusion there's success stories but then too there's reality delusions hallucinations and ghetto releases self publishing 

so then putting myself in checkmate there's harvey pekar who worked at the veterans affairs so i rather was retired but then other names clint eastwood to pull from mil celeb names um and to not leaving a story was some social work issue some family member then dealing with a void so the crab bucket story or something 

and too there was the story of musing of leaving the country expats um europe but recently a one was word salad and dyslexia too um overseas 

it is too like a gamblers delusions though the addiction for example i'd think i have made strides in progress maybe early on issues when i was in training and before documenting stuff (elementary schoolw when boy meets world was on or other times whose mirroring who but my guitar practice) so also to today i thought people had taken my picture or used hidden cameras um even on the toilet but there's the hump of different issues i don't always have that many official viewers or how to fund it or industry walls i did this by myself um

instead i think to the old people who lived near me when i was in bucknell like not getting in trouble with media different scares communism the hollywood blacklist (i have had complaints and cops called on me) um so these people with their house and privacy secrecy so when you give up or quit people stopped talking to me maybe for the best 

currently thinking some of these shared available links were helping my parents company too generating leads getting interest attracting business minded people developping good directions 

different interactions with movies taxi driver and template blankets field jacket mental illness poverty though history rewrites political enemies 

issues with the collabs or social work like the story of not losing benefits or georgian people telling me all these alluded to things that happened that they live and work and deal with the returnees so there's the story too of the beneficiaries different groups of people dealt with rock and roll blacks um when i was discussing movements from what was remembered the embellishment french