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 the formula a fear doctor has variety women brought to him under duress

it's like people once a day play russian roulette then keep doing that and my life changes

unannoyed unjealous depictions of a group home owner unforgranten mention of leaders

how i got old

my parents drove me to see to the rolling stones at fedex field

my parents drove me from bob dylan at university of baltimore

cities jokes customer timing author script log

used caffeine from tea cups the bed the dog the window

thankful and appreciative for all the great times a thesaurus

timeline triangle square circle ex the birds eye view professed

consuming series phone managing the insurance

sneeze database column mug dolt dealing death genuine

park bench

seated in front of a civil war statue
flunked out of school
the locks to the apartment changed
like the leaves on the trees
a notebook of scribbles and end of the line strikes
empty stomach last cigarrette and no shame

this is it kid – i got me and the wind

autumn i wonder where other people came from
on campus happy faces in bright colors walk in two’s
rational optimisim that “it could be worse”
on the outside street lamps flicker cultural awareness
i got the blues and the rain falls down
no where is easy to find when you stop trying

i push it all in and wait for the next card

kpop:

~BTS

~EXO

~BIGBANG

~HyunA

~K.A.R.D

~MAMAMOO

~Monsta X

~Got7

~Twice

~Btob

~CL

~Blackpink

why is someone's annoying criminal in my house

you can't be a loser

write a story. use optional ghetto editing

i avoided trouble. i hallucinated here today. remembering blankets through participation productivity with longevity. solving truly not funny phrases. back to phone foot to poodle.

SOMEONE SAVED MY LIFE TODAY

my will:

parents

family

court system

police

leaders

helpers

pinnacle

event

hosts

providers

apprentices

veterans affairs

catholics

educated

acquaintance

business

my novel tried and cleverly flunked recalling impressions from b. dylan later head injuries later hmm hunger and dangers street walked posters seen from the great educated depression window who more material surfaces to clog hearsay heart and brain music publication life mission antisemitism eyes see coats shell the mystery man buddies with keith richard's yeah like you know the guy inner inquisition to hard and tough soulful truths

good nutrition have some groceries from earlier with ma some stand outs deli blue cheese nacho cheese (tostitos and safeway) cajun crab dip off the wall choices canned spaghetti mushroom generic soup jambalaya while in aisles had black starbucks coffee hummus disposable razors signature pickles backdrop of musicians art labels keith of rolling stones homeless vagabonds etc. back to the meat of the content thought about making a homemade video soon some influences almost cheese and crackers (edible effects creativity style bare and bear like railroader money) michael jackson (veterans affairs pop blacks dc neighborhood ghost hero familial support social work affordable fun all inclusive) *expencive porno (hulu surf free video recording gratuitous enticing stimuli hypnotic burner) tony hawk (unproblematic for parents untroublesome and custom entertainment with viewers) some issues with the video original background music 'kick' 'rhythms' 'blues' 'folk' 'beat' trick technicality uncheerleader muscle visual candy danced puzzled video game artistic framing different captures 3-7 seconds entertaining unboring atmospheric plot some backdrop good mentions street lounging memory (a foot board to hand imagination moves william and nick and stuart) some jazz comfort guarantee thoughts can probably kickflip other ramp finale nollie big spin other ramp board dancing intros charging the battery having equipment and using equipment and energy sunday footage after accounting meals tea before waking possibly other bed a footdown corny slide twirls concieving the trick tripod rerun different way of approach and setting at duke street lucket skatepark crab cakes dog cheez it ravioli campbell's tortilla chef boyardee ranch wheat thin some people influenced by rory and art the cavalier neighborhood and beyond some limitations cold independent eggs napkins malone lankford woodman lisi schrieber prahl kreutzer lutz boonyoo franklin dutzman gill other people in the background keroauc dylan jardine wilson robinson lorayne grice

have had problems with Fairfax County Police Department and other law enforcement and organized religion Saint Louis Catholic Church

creative update

purchased canvas and enough supplies (plus shades of blue) thought of influences (recent purchases ranging from peers to heroes and so on with formatting writing and volume camera) though making original art student statements continuing to study out of the dorm past fun something different a menu inside a drunken evening rock and roll displays in mind dealers genre study more specific to alexandria veteran lazy style guest adventure times heroine back story untraumatic plots the colors dark and bright white space evening blue clouds hunger yogurt chilling dog bed dvds parents back seat passenger funny and getting to old experts 5 large poster 5 official board 5 mini cute plus left over scraps (palette equipment skill level womanizing dreams shows) abstract studies (unrepetitive unvandalized simple childish) woman timeline a venue cheap genres concert date movie poster sunglasses outside familiar reference point business points (reference other galleries other professionals) reagan air port intellectual rights monet bridge barefoot marvel heroes fantasy mailer morality love stones purity enjoyment wisdom payments gaugain collectible accepted tastey hearing rank etc. library appointment big sizes and miniature vineyard stored in crate studio school mates common area caffiene the portrait unlocking

thanks now i'm thinking about differences between painting and guitar and writing not to mention that there is someone who is a thousand times better than me and i shouldn't even try lest i be foolish though thanks for the birthday thoughts to all and others without discomfort or uncomfort

have you heard of the tales of personeus pericles

the way it works: you got your veteran alzheimers survivors social work aids or std mortgage drug dealers cops paycheck adulterers disability mental illness the doctor debt lgbtq dental education conspirator the war comedy dependence taxes injuries providers catholic church ignorance holidays games reinforcement problems women alcohol money criminal records restaurant technology toilet racism masturbation abduction psychotics dreams power of attorney etc.

i believe i can fly

keith richards or tiger woods strip club or concert aging responsibility

bill clinton impeached or john mccain prisoner of war this being about political abstinence benefits and divided party lines mostly republican democrat extremes different alignments

fun activist mission update: okay so best college cross overs (it is basically the same thing) gym membership or alternatives (skate spot park bball etc) record store hobbies (group networks) bars (party socializing gathering) television (watching learning brain washing) clubs a class a lesson etc collecting a good memory of how much influence from places like anacostia a predominantly black part of washington dc (maybe mispercieved but when i would drink booze at music venues in the capital) later customer learned jokes watching people ghetto fabulous previously richmond southern campus haven't broke the part of birchmere yet what there moves and what not were though i did say they have it figured out with the lay out merch beer food host etc so enhancing the fun with timeliness thought of various subscriptions though factoring time usage (a zone for finish and other attention) cost approachfulness (money traumas aversion and moment perpetuation) and maximized value (complete engrossments of gross entertainment) and the core of this being accreditation seeming like the certifying factor do it yourself and moderators hmm the way around that being repeated relationships sort of you can make it yourself a movie theatre

is the i suspect dead persons vinyl a bad idea to listen to or a really good idea to listen to i thought the person involved was dead because of how old actual publication date plus questions over donations versus estate sales from thrift store

to quote a movie i fell in love with as a teen "i'm like a dog chasing cars i wouldn't even know what to do with one if i caught one" my big heart just wants more the love of all women drive me mad i have so much to show there's guilt for our cruel world marriages youth intoxication hearts unfortunately i am a miser a drunk a addict but most of all i love all types of women especially those from my reality-fantasy thoughts on relationships wanted intimacy though maybe advised of people having children or marriage unwanted skeptic of warnings profiling legal paranoia unknown of success such as some barriers teeth her dignity public opinion parental permission is the relationship over money fault finding with ego realized other methods though tiger woods as a hero successful with family military metaphors for golf for example my lately pretend campus entertainment converse who to put in my mind high fun late punishments premonition plausibility getting put in places where i can be taken advantage of being strong logistics big dependence

hallucinating that haldol (my prescription medication) is like heroine strung out (junkie highs with creative works) and joyous with the pictures of the stones (keith richards jail humor ego style art rock and roll blacks mick etc) or train spotting (beautiful intro of childhood through a mother's eyes and getting older with mom and dad the blues overseas) though the fun part (film of not necessarily just the flashback friendships or the glorified lifestyle but the parents nurturement the contained shot of his vinyls records in his childhood room) not the plot (didn't find much entertainment with the chase in t2 possibly stressful or theatrical though the characters were interesting inclusive russian roulette anyones sort of possible so be good) so thinking what to study (saw good tv recording choices on vudu some classics from yesteryear with parent permission and time management) and cautious of what to expect in the future such as military healthcare despite predicament necessities a paycheck appointments the pharmacy have had a lot of fun with the vinyl music still some blanks on the insertion feeling as opposed to the spun sort of into some of conor obersts records might have seen some similarity to bob dylan what's there to talk about i have a place to live i like seeing my older brother that's my connection to the cavalier drive day to day fun him having a guest we'd skate we'd drink we'd lounge

here's a run down of some of my favorite music mostly based on what i saw live in person with the pabst cans from the bar tender the plastic cup drink other hospitable hosts the merch folk etc so relistening to conor oberst was awesome the next era the homemade art couldn't think of more but the lyrics and the leader the high school jams fu manchu california stoner rock at it's prolific goods the orwells drunk poetic acting fashion in case anyone was wondering what i was as an uncle spending time on the rolling stones the ultimate uncanny first pressings those are who come to mind today there's tons of others i could mention municipal waste brian wilson randy newman the dead milkmen dead kennedy's titus andronicus television roky erickson in hindsight what i got from the record store had some insight: the bachelors halloween rod stewart the drifters taking back sunday shopping for music the record store did have beach boys stones

what spawned this one was bright eyes had another song released that was pretty good for my i guess women might say i had a man crush but investing seeing is this going to be what i've been saying for a while as a compliment bob dylan i guess that's some rambling i've found fun and worm wood

with marriage i have heard that one part was something blue with art i heard that blue is a technique what are your insights on art and societies workings such as not fauxpaus but gestures and etiquette also with gay what are your understandings of getting through also george michael as a gay person seems more normal than david bowie who is described or represented as iconic or cool i don't need to find out how it works e.g. getting put in that scenario rather what to do to be ready in case of emergencies such as legal or having been put through queer that was embarassing but not the end of the world though i failed with my music (different exclusions) or my seeing that dylan was best friends with allen ginsberg who was known as a homosexual and i am hearing rush limbaugh regularly thinking of him as having a good career decades of sucess plus considering but not over thinking the vote

what are your thoughts on drugs hard to escape in some ways narcotics anonymous group weed for lack of better connoisseur cocaine psychedelia health care being sane amsterdam being as big was washington dc marijuanna smoking the downside i saw being the hard circle to break and the relocation to the sources quality campus steroid very creative funny philosophical poignant though sex from alleged successful people the trade secrets dvd lag wait extremely loving and forgiving and what's the word for perpetuating though today my parents lunch meal the end with the coffee cake or cinnamon desert cake with milk after telling them they could and maybe should try rampart's the restaurant near the shopping center where i waited at for grover while he was getting groomed drug money drug effects though legal and being care free humor high addiction reliability consistency affordability survival story line pilot episode etc

records so i get old too and dementia can be avoided plus other people know what they are talking about with paid suggestions though constant concern for other people's over heads the bills the electric the utilities food minimalism but back to topic saw someone from Black Cat DC mentioned working with CD Cellar posting a thread pretty suite (cool literary word) but thought of people emersed in industries with awesome materials and as opposed to inappropriate content dvds not the mags or pin ups posters fold outs but it was that arlington where i heard some wphs people chilled at but it was oh this is what my point was Vudu using a not neccessarily subscription product the nice thing about vudu being the roku doesn't seem like it'd break as easily with moving parts as a dvd player though if you get in and start using it it'll pay itself off like the record player with some cash paying for some beneficial music whose available from the selections though the live content from the venues being hot and Fairfax Record & Tape Exchange they as i've said for a while everyone has a good reputation but that may have been my counties alignment with fairfax county though Crooked Beat Records in old town with the washington dc ties looked appetizing and also the springfield town centers Records and Rarities looked good some of the tips i've gotten have been apppreciated ten fold not being lonesome but who to hear and put into my mind with reading a walk in customer the vudu i do have a dvd player and media stores did have some content i was interested in boy meets world doug hey arnold adventure time saved by the bell posters rock and roll some things i was into people have gotten to me jazz stones french disability dylans hmm a lot to hear and easy to pay out the listeners

HMGS, Inc - Historical Miniature Gaming Society, Inc. how to get through the dredge of mass painting rpg miniatures how to have keep up with detailing conditions how to see while doing it like reading a book or listening to music my eyes training how to properly store and maintain a collection thus looking into a display case though difficulties with charm charisma display offering perfections naunces futures getting through mini painting muscle failure while having other interests from western dvds the cowboys the country to stupifying published text and zeitgeist of the moment timeless forever sitcom videos etc ad nauseum the connoisseur the casanova though the returned fault of finding fault the moron the fool the idiot the troglodyte the hog etc rogues wizards users hobgoblins endless fictional characters to the end

what would happen to a man whose life was based on listening to two copies of on cd rolling stones album rewind and two disc hot rocks plus a few other belongings that picture frozen for ten twenty multiple tenured decades of nonviolence as a quirky lover of power and the lost generation as a client of wah wah baby complainable nagging in a blog palette of chiselling wittling and using a shrink and being lawful

go to the club chat with women have bouncers and staff and others make complaints go out in public and start relationships be cut short pay adult industry workers and have conversation be reprimanded retire at 22 with innumerous original publications be given no accolades no awards or recognition meet post america senile obsessive stalkers being met with their own resulted response to derivative dribble

pay for porn nothing happens try to be successful with veteran status be injured and held hostage from things like prisoner of war or convicted incarceratee

watch as drug dealers known black mail and threaten with assault kidnapping

facebook free to be robbed cloud and hated sourced stereotypes

look at old acquaintances cold shoulder disappear

be tried for your genetilia and assaulted by your own country

years drugged up by sexual offender doctors perpetuated with power over victims

old people and family and friends innocent yet black mailed with sexual assault imprisonment against their will

terrorists vietnam greatest generation hugh hefner uncircumcision

transgender cisgender women

white power

forced medication

solitary housing unit independent living

problems? choose your material robbed and you marginalized for your lifes work

heroes? watch as the market is saturated with mercenaries

the celebrity emulated stipulated math of keith richards could have gotten a life sentence anthony kiedis could have reenlisted tiger woods could have lost his benefits been disowned impregnated women died of unprotected sex what is an artist to do with interview planned problematic people how to impress the world with your views and opinions we are all our own fun big persona of sucess and your wildest dreams listen to me because i am satan i can be the king of writing unended sentences unexplained because of paperwork and time usage while i am reaching obsoletion due to letting down another person what is the point if you're alone who can you hurt what does it even mean want more comedy

you're a professional

we've all heard it all before

put it in writing put it on vinyl put it on the radio put it on xvideos put it in fornt of your parents put it at your house play putt putt golf get attacked get used and use

or as i've said somewhere something bad is happening right now and what are you doing to change that

that's my blog for civilization for free messing with your head without much support

i'm not good enough
come here

last topic how do people stay in business you go to a store a couple thousand on the shelves here and there but alexandria music the love of their technology and what entails a handmade authentic wooden guitar a bar tender serving drinks operating expense and customers plus industry worker fun then lifetime alliance for income rolling stones what's the guy spending his dough on art supplies that make a better world heroine that's sort of like a guy addicted to coca cola he's not a bad person necessarily for paying for soda travel with i don't know how he accomplished that safely demos so what costs money and the love of peace rip doctor machmer

for believing in jd salinger you get moral head trauma to be a man (or woman or adult etc) to live to old age have a occupation the intent of the stories was good when there was bad we all were the problems another defeat in exchange for small wins what was the best choice when earth was bleak mean toughening hardened the plot was i wanted what did i get what did you do what's the point of hearing someone nominated or elected when you know how the story ends for both of us to get colder older survive and stupider in even bigger newew greater ways it's not broken though eventually how can we be friends under the economy the jazz age party was a garbage comic of splendid fantasy wishes came true who supervised the superviser love and god -aubrey nesbitt previously aubrey blake the teletones vacant dirt and the nursed image of bill gill somewhere in the distant comforted chair [sic]

to be posted in legible reading comprehension content my xbox one walmart +content collection purchase connoisseurial review of user participation [sic personal note: games i was looking for to see if the store could get delivery shipment baldurs gate enhanced edition 1 and 2 amazing spider man 2 rare replay gta 5 adventure time forza star wars some debatable]

at my family go spend two years in jail that's funny

at the priests dredle dredle...

Insight on art publication who pays the living

getting ready to write a single a song like a pop classic in mind was dylan the man in me plus visual jeff bridges the dude estimating i am around that age of new morning a no satisfaction message sympathy for the devil styled track durability hot rocks era with rock and roll covers in mind a help beatles chart though in mind was oberst's voice over lyric not going for that mono or predictable subtle transition as much as a greatest hit writing various famous peoples night party influence maybe focusing on british and english or older cooler smarter wealthier beach boys referencing endless summer non stop song after song of catches i guess a different light on come on eileen a different house of the rising sun will moleskin under flawed constraints kepi ghoulie counters my balance of melody genre volume tonight a 12 inch album begins with previous memorialized memories of recent documented hobby

jagger looks sort of like foreman

brian jones or jimi hendrix

Do they got oshgoshbigosh in adult size

i like buying technology from the base post exchange

i like overseas and travel vacations

seafood is delicious

some recent fixations painting caffeine keith studying survival accountability bill gill self jd military usmc army air force navy entertainment media hobby art publication others cheap dream fantasy lounge chill loss expensive orphan business thrift healthcare social work scrooge morality summaries to name a few

i guess here's one my parents and other generations have saved me plus industries mackaye peace corps skyrim

bob ross and george carlin or i think his name is pronounced charlie manson and lil wayne

somebody figure out how to get my dad this

what are some other dod branches benefits hearing of england seattle paris island what's the air force got what are navy advantages what about usmc hearing about camaraderie for example hearing about army europe partying asia shopping

who are today's famous veterans besides adam driver

school a place of injury internet a place of pornography work being unemployment war is peace

what the professor won me from gambling

kerouac or keith and mick

what does the air force army navy marines do for me

BET

thoughts on long term yakuza for those with body art survival samarai

I still want to be like i guess that's sort of allen ginsberg

Anyone want to make my rock and roll self titled vinyl or give me a book deal or a starring movie role as a few fancies give me a gallery showing duplicate acrylic prints for walls

i am curious george

Big thanks to the music industry non sequitur sarcasm dreaming child doo doo my on the radio now hits

The moral might be love hurts polygamously that might be a jimi vinyl

anyone want to get into a game of d and d with my dad? contact will nesbitt the campaign can be a fun fantasy

lights aids substance

whose interested in creative production but what started this discussion thread was i thought about unknown of how but minimally i got some older good vinyl from a veteran donation store remembered a back story taruq and a free day with cash sale lps and courtesy cups saw jelly roll morton david bowie was there and other party etc previously school band peers bob marley u could smell the new but metal uniform and people musically intellectual stimulation and specific collection china money covers aging what spawned this is i am prepping for home ownership and business art pursuits studio so there's my concept vacant dirt the formats of focus book canvas recording audio video some older references unseperated american beach boys folkloric dylan uk stones with the element of mortgage while ret dav the presentation of my material could collab with movie album gallery much needed narrowing in or even participation cd camera operator studies gene rodenberry overhead plot written song music cohesion to be continued family inclusion law firm

Unfortunately u rr not a rockstar hero general admiral police officer commandant skateboarder human student writer dealer entrepreneur salesrep ombudsman connoisseur casanova white landlord survivor lgbtq mother father citizen reputable porn star gambler black poet publisher charitable dependent tax payer actor director specified family member celebrity royalty dignitary ambassador disabled retired athlete artist employed uncorrupt politician criminal saint religious figure Pope veteran president judge lawyer jury audience official god professor etc to farther

if u are single are u on auto gay

comedy as opposed to contrast or categorical

ima brain wash u attention

Humans have messed with my accounts

microwave or foo fighters refrigerator or pantry broker or construction can or can't

INSURANCE

Tell that to keith richards tell that to bob dylan

Don't even call the cops

The county comes and takes away your stuff

Forced morphine, memories

i'm like a motown record exec and michael jackson the king of pop and undertaker here's a little song i wrote i know it note for note it goes don't worry be happy

my next masterpiece led zeppelin played here renditioning um tolkien anal logistics

freedom of speech

the song goes you're a homeless criminal

my next masterpiece led zeppelin played here renditioning um tolkien anal logistics

some dialoguing on my diary of my film kubrick tight wayne pop elvis royalty free ghetto james cameron wait studied ramones leather strummer white but getting more into it scholar references zhivago so seeing one idea was the family and friends movie a few others a b roll the vintage movie posters valerian dane dehann applicable to todays youth tried casting with past wphs and others versus sitcom so there's home movie holiday activity special occasion not aiming at a theme from a director e.g. see leland so the story line some meager impoverished sight some humor some rockumentary filming locations quick food your inn a hang out i don't want to further exhaust my neighborhood spots how many 3 pointers have i made in nike's so actors see my imdb gender list but what about fictious characters or fan tributes hearing from the musical musicains proper presentation rod stewart irvine welsh military china on studies morality on relationships past on memories karma on payees interactive on gameplay a true alexandria pic plus factoring the untoured future works such as louisianna missipi delta california wine country etc so opening for future installments with loyalty to spot entourage walmart seeing made good with opportunity for views or other goods who knows someone interested in other wares

to be posted were past recordings with a windows jpeg to youtube

what do u think brian wilson is doing right now

getting ready to write a single a song like a pop classic in mind was dylan the man in me plus visual jeff bridges the dude estimating i am around that age of new morning a no satisfaction message sympathy for the devil styled track durability hot rocks era with rock and roll covers in mind a help beatles chart though in mind was oberst's voice over lyric not going for that mono or predictable subtle transition as much as a greatest hit writing various famous peoples night party influence maybe focusing on british and english or older cooler smarter wealthier beach boys referencing endless summer non stop song after song of catches i guess a different light on come on eileen a different house of the rising sun will moleskin under flawed constraints kepi ghoulie counters my balance of melody genre volume tonight a 12 inch album begins with previous memorialized memories of recent documented hobby

alright so here's how this actually goes someone is smoking and dealing drugs right now and they can get away with that behind bars but there's ways of avoiding that and people can get kidnapped murdered held hostage but so someone thinks it's good cool funny idea to notify someone and then all the fun is had by who then there are lots of details on this such as begining a 'project' and the fbi who are criminal sex offenders stealing the material midway and a police state with bribes or gay jews and military appointments with attitude over django but someone then getting quarantined with the inner circles

the moral of the story is being things like seasick isn't hilarious

teleprompter

so here's what i'm seeing if the money's there i'll do what i have to for previous wishes there's edgar allen poe the tall tale but i have insurance and there's a lot of things that can go wrong while pessimistic so part of this deriving from a lot of people seen a neighbor believed to be either deceased or in a old folks home who appeared to be with other speculated veterans affairs home owners and background things keith richards on the mind or cowardice or choosing to stay single with professionalism and even background tolerance such as lgbtq with awareness for extremely dangerous thing sbut then there's lots of stuff steam rolling i was prepared for germany [sic in some ways] and the holocaust is not a laughter inducing punchline accountability meanwhile the actual conor oberst and guides 'i'm not going to pay for that' a rolling stones shirt previous heroes being dwelled virginia celebrity many adds on with content

oi oi!

how can every transaction be like a commission [sic engineering]

Travel choices iraq vietnam korea germany or

how can there be war if there are police

The commissioner falling off a bridge and drowning jean valjean living a nightmare the intellectual disputes during the revolution

There is chemical warfare in America

so here's what i am seeing you get the shit scared out of you once and you can become cautious weary pessimistic but i had dreams that okay so there is allegedly only one allen ginsberg or other deceased background heroes but it's that a christmas carol has been on the mind despite so called temptations or injuries by that i mean i still make efforts at creativity though questionable responses seeing a old guy questionable over his calling in addition to sex compromise seeing gay points but what this is about is many thought out unmastered productions with freedoms over bindings to see who is up for collaboration i have a pay check time other advantages it is worth dying for the fantasy of amusement but still afraid of problems and working under constraints plus i don't want to be a daily reminder of stipulated suffering though i don't want more pain many influences and reinforcement with goals purpose style etc

in america it's nice not having to worry about having troubles the same as keith richards

was exposed to mind flayers

What are your thoughts and opinions about generic brand? Explain.

What's your patented move? Explain.

Thoughts on the records accessibility to this region now. It's at the stores around here today

thoughts on what different merch does poster t-shirt hoody music book lighter misc but then also other retailers spencer's hot topic pacific sunwear birchmere

tobacco is a behavior media is not necessarily a subscription

it's different when the money is there

here's one when money is an issue and being miserly about other establishments thus groceries plus previous quests compositioning or even short hand thoughts food = turd or other surmised summaries

Fairfax County Law Enforcement Foundation you are an embarrassment and a criminal organization West Point - The U.S. Military Academy you're a phony

Fairfax County Police Department you are what's wrong with america

187 isn't enough

Ii hHave seen innumerous noncomical injuries in addition to my own trial

The movies go black guy someone arrested adultery homicide etc

I am only interested in relationships with virgin white women

Someone u don't know takes you alone and then checkmates you to surrender while losing all loved ones friends family

U didn't know? This is already a condensed story you didn't read that summarizes you being wrong with fact editors and clintonian beneficiaries to cornered and bankrupt

a cop someone who stops you for money a attorney someone who red lights you for money a judge someone unchecked for bribes the military a disrespected dishonorable service frowned upon by america's populus

why can't i just have 'the everything' plan for free

how come when you're on food stamps cops mess with you

what appears to be a problem with books as opposed to poetry is some storyline conflicts see ken kesey one flew over the cuckoo's nest patient timeline see henry miller tropic of cancer getting barred and semi deported versus see bukowski setting descriptions [sic minus homeless plus skid row or hotels etc] see henry miller stream of consciousness or word painting though there's broken repeated statements an exception to every rule

the purpose of a savings account is if you are step 1. arrested step 2. incarcerated step 3. given a court date you have money to pay for legal representation plus the holocaust is real and ongoing

here's what i'm selling probably two choice veteran or va survivor these two trust in the social workers and let's all work together to come together about resolutions if you had to live in a tent near concrete roads one time you probably rescued someone so assisting military and being aware of defense campaigns different threatening issues disease drug health wishes getting my providers their dreams fulfilled

i have been filmed pooping

people notify my parents

all my paper work was trashed

i am being held prisoner

teach the world and you enlighten them

sound can be a form of medication

the doctor is a licensed drug dealer who moderates indiscriminately personal invasion and intellectual theft

elton john is a real person

how to do studio work from the office see missing supplies or setting such as media player camcorder paint set guitar some alternatives considering a tumblr run again of coherent written content but there's deviant art youtube facebook google some different focuses calendar study materials idea plan content research

8th grade carl sandburg middle school aol and aim conversations

my first time off the training wheels with my parents

my research into dementia based off a magazine and personal experience with a spotter what you enjoy keeps you happy free and alive see beer fast food caffeine sugar plus healthy doses of music

spring office lunch home cooked menu brain storm a few days of left overs portion size affordable grocery healthy quality ingredients

grocery list for spring 2020 office menu

future day

non expirational

italian

fettuccine noodles

alfredo sauce

canned chicken

add ons

sirracha

hot sauce

relish can bring from home tuna salad fillers

day 1-2 or 3

soup and sandwich

vegetable broth

baby carrots

celery

tomato

onion

peppers

olive oil

bay leaf

parsley

garlic

pasta

day 1-3

lazy brunch

eggs

white bread

salami

deli cheese

milk

breakfast batter

bisquick from my house

syrup

snack

bacon+

chips

day 1 appetizer

pasta salad

shrimp

canned crab

oyster

beverage

seltzer water

so the meals:

seafood pasta salad

vegetable soup with grilled cheese left overs

fettuccine chicken alfredo left overs

pancake with breakfast meat left overs

tuna salad chips left overs

optional cooking practice simmering

so here's what i'm seeing bringing up to my parents avoiding being a miser different constraints then for example seeing aaron watson whom some of his story is he was not immediately successful and military affiliation then wikipedia fact checking see antiquated adjusted legends then don't forget with 'fan base' one goof can make an upset long term enemy but looking for an answer to safe success see other constraints not stressing my parents out legal drug reliability home ownership which profession my retirement the arguable regulations so one answer i came to was blues funding be cheap use expensive despite some familiar errors see 'open tab' or route guidance but making the most with partially done attempts while also seeing other full time responsibility though different character flaws or payees blinding hallucination see disability writer see published folk hero see studio dorm artist see the sound of a beer opening as a poetic user more rambling jibberish from a comfortable place of life so not getting tricked up with troublesome lifestyles or being to cold hard of heart an answer of another day quest inputting static channel material with tasteful interests the finagling

art supplies backed and copied see the water color my mom framed of her and her son see camcorder usb see guitar see guitar strings see recording see the next projection rolling get the american triumph motorcycle hells angels barbeque you know i'll forgive you every single time

an insight it ended with jerry seinfeld getting married according to some sources

which bookie which celebrity how much you are a pro DIGNITY you said what best case scenario evident event

john fogerty and willie nelson or david bowie and rolling stone

someone with a walky talky being a nice person supporting you thinking how this actually is made thanks kurt loder jon stewart trevor noah camper van beethoven

wasting time so daily computer usage as opposed to other studies see guitarist see painter see other practices being a face-book writer a survey participant being care given with other people reinforcement etc

an answer: go talk to the guy in person and listen to his answer it probably makes sense and you don't have to think of an alternative medical diagnosis for being living

so here's what i'm seeing realistically humanely ayn jew this might trace back to nintendo gamecube see game master see coders see owners so remember THUG (tony hawk underground) see specific saveable content on gamecube my xbox 360 stopped entertainingly working as well see E3 though pristine collectors condition and then my xbox one is in disability see time energy game Against All Odds 1 or hmm permanent game still waiting on beyond good and evil 2 see different generational masters the open world the rpg but going back there's the mall a copy of castlevania would be bad ass or even ghosts and goblins so which console is lit then there's dave and buster's with hmm 3d simulators versus the walmart claw the el paso and fairfax county coin machines

a thank you to doug ray with E&E so drilling into this the ral partha purchases my rock troll my demon misur my worm wood all appearing to be functioning though at how high of wildness [sic previous mention of the 'that person' or the getting to the bottom of it see the punks etc] there never was a game but with the day to day i can't walk over to michael franklin's house or burd boonyoo's and the street with precursor insults you live with your parents you're crazy you're just drunk you're gay etc ad nauseum but whose up for life so which debatable interest which inclusive activity whose in the inn whose on the outs what's this one over which anniversary which gift more splatterings

kurt vonnegut disputes over twenty five cents that can escalate past welfare sumirtans of chivalrous honor

without negativity or disparagement while being humble thinking okay painter's plight duty before romance etc and good management at the end of the line on some of these dylan travels bukowski is homeless keith has a family and previously for years wore his honies clothes vincent van gogh was injured hugh hefner probably did a homicide i think sonic youth got married etc see dickens english royalty 1840s quips indoors house wives schematics cleaners constant things to be troubled by yet look at the material quality

success attribution when the credits roll

so you can't really get mad at the person who saved you

does anyone know the name of that song that goes sort of wanun ununah wanun ununah wikka wikka

chuck berry is innocent

redoing something till you get it right reusing files till it works broken africa style see hotel utilities

the greatest generation health care a meal something to use a untouchable intangible thought process a forward to affordable today untroubled

What happened after that the stories not over yet is it?

joan baez & suze rotolo grossman & dicaprio & epstein

the way the law works someone puts me in jail for maybe ten or more days before bail and while I'm in there I'm like jackie chan skyscraper no wire scared then there's an appointment where someone holds onto all of my money because i didn't buy a bluray then I get new magic powers and things go back to how they were and people bring up the time that really actually happened because civil servant wining

So i can't not take my medicine because i need my benefits i out skill my peers i can't unreadied drink and be living i can afford to get out of incarceration i have freedom of speech i can't start a direct family i understand homosexuality and civilization i can work from home and office there is disability

drama versus band art versus history science versus math

The stories summary was he got old gay other injuries and was a human on earth while everyone trespassed and no one was forgiven and the alternative was there

i actually think my vote decision convinced could affect the coarse of my timeline in virginia

[sic] al and short release and others on fame and drugs see reviewer or statement the 45s the strains the miscellanea the entertainment industry Show Business!

full time update translating my activity

1. artistic business computer studies (studio)

2. material written publication (dorm journal)

3. answer purchase consideration + blues (house office)

4. family accountability (campus)

5. draft and process (education peace veteran)

thesis: survive +help earth +be uninjured successful

a problem with people getting run into the ground [sic see patience hospitality budget jealous employment tax etc] and other collaboration see nonresponsive nonnegotiable nonapplicable noncompliance thus unfunny speeches what is this one over so health parents business survival aristocracy etc see the bill gates windows universes my computer compatible appliances

famous people who didn't do 2 years or die or go homeless other sad protagonist truths

It's the sheriff oh

Have gotten behind on my painting and today was when i was going to write my movie overwhelmed with study material a lesson being someone shows a idea problem and i adjust and gaugain cassel my rooftop concept of bird outside

Investing a lot in va and all relationships see my pseudo dream affordable dorm studio see paused agreement moments see fbi see lgbtq ignorance my folks the person the social work benefits practicing melissa kristine marcus chris henry bonnie kelsey mike etc war logistic study practice making

Time management production quality goal

my doctors appointment i got my drugs i got my paycheck i am alive what more can i ask for

Dickens as opposed to ramones

Film location and getting sound and royalty

relationship accountabilities see audience request so back tracked with using my brain receipt survey my screen-play novella script and a discogs pseudo issue see some histories: skateboard ethnic music movie art military business pop education so whose out there at the facebook party of Life

he should see rage against the machine or one of those and see what that does see jiffy lube live give them a month and it'll be posted to the calendar

one time 'yan' [sic from Fort Hunt] went and farted on a spanish girl in gym class

purchase decision making see social work see benefits

people continue to break into my home

getting into not being upset about vinyl one angle: there's the long play

a work of art: not being ever unhappy or unjoyous only good times

give us this day our ebt food stamps as we get plea deals

anyone use snapchat? pseudo aol instant messenger

thoughts on not being a smoker

memorial city suburb the historic district

If I have plenty of caffeine I'm doing good

Then don't waste my precious time

i like women's leather jackets

or when i was going to get married

Keep an eye out for pseudo va scams don't trust people to be 'good' get ready for pseudo amputation be ready for senile domestic abuse

the lesson is your money isn't good neither is your time you'll be assaulted by the enemy on unforeign shores because president infiltrate beggars salary obsession toilet teeth or change my name to bill gill because unpatriotic etc america

i'm like keith richards cause I get to do and say what i want no filter then don't talk to me then stop harassing me i'm like god the truth is it's a crumby world of phonies without consequence the blues are just injured jibberish because freedom of speech

logic

but when i do the same thing or if i am doing my occupation

my story as of today espn history channel i made one screw up and lost my job permanently and thus disabled man hero unhonorable jokes dick dickens and censorship or i chose different skyrim skill trees and used my ears

cable

using my brain to think of great big ideas and translate those into pseudo ghetto versions so the breakthrough on a homemade video was thrown off schedule with some day vacations and i have reverted to sketchbook notes pseudo colleague persistence and admiration or tangible quality but today got a dog bed from petvalu still considering a bird animals awesome what to make come up with a movie script outside the family holiday gathering or the me solo with a tripod and then visceral audio or quality ebook content the big format choices a day in the life love joy fun etc

like a canary out of a coal mine

kool aid kids a documentary on the effects of processing on americans

here's my semi geographic picks of best restaurant bars around me some factual reviewer testimonial of this part of town

relationship rescue videos: parent spouse animal pet minority disabled county intelligent design child etc lol tears

wyatt what's up

Nick at Nite Cartoon Network Disney Channel VH1 etc

what are some of the most processed stereotypical things i can think of hmm and corny too and funny

$340 / $20 = 17 withdrawals to save for acoustic (electric) guitar for artistic entertainment see purchase reality with grocery that is like 8 months? rough estimate versus mousey behavior under regimes of va care giver

aubrey's office of entertainment my game insight the storyline [arcades] though other game terminologies skill tree [sic guitar agreement even dave & busters post paid guitar hero game support] what i may have been interested in was walking [past skyrim days] talking [was fallout 3 still a thing?] lounging [animal crossing had it's rewards] visuals [xbox 360 games including game of the year edition] the art the collectible after watching some ign reviews it can be just as intoxicating as a beer though which bar tender which place

a partially digested and understood one zelda see the link one with the open world that was the sauce but then robbie williams dead though some nice parts but then other formats a magazine a dvd with mindfulness for offensive moral feelings things see my update on a christmas carol gay [sic over heard predictions based on inputs circumstance etc] pay survival

thought some may still be in the george jung universe was not involved and sort of neutral alignments not wanting to get addicted incarcerated drug tycoon see other notes steroid campus entertainment etc see the bottom line of parents favor previous position in the game and the route to dead end pseudo dependency and family see timeline relationships see listening

my work what i was doing with supply equipment sketchbook storage canvas recording cassette camcorder smart phone etc writing a good one see some previous iterations the 40 the suburb shopping at a stuck lately on the sitcom still studying and accounting

a note on cash what does it do see cigarettes see alcohol but then see vacation see emergencies see quality etc

sex offensive healthcare unaffordable game dangerous

georgia

for all the people i've helped whose helped or acknowledged me

i was honestly told to go back to georgia to do front leaning rest position for captain bontea and get tattooed like ryan gosling and brad pitt because of king street the evidence was trashed due to [sic legal english]

with 'entertainment' people are not in that industry are time wasters are sex offenders are drug users not professional

your families goal is to embarass you and make you go extinct

my retirement is not good enough +it probably gets worse

0 shares. zero. thanks debtors

a what's up wyatt

the charming idiot then the smart lunatic

the stones are like albert einstein or thomas edison

i did get to work with al and that guy is tight and a professional and i did get to hear from others from various degrees dante in that universe but i was talking to my parents and they blank question that asked was who was it i wanted to collaborate with i didn't have an immediate confident answer but i had heard from others mostly derivative of schools west potomac vcu us army but there were some hiccups here and there say drugs say a pro say cliques etc but i did think the chat i had with pablo was pseudo flirtatious and warm or purposeful um the words for continuing in that interest other names came up seeing mike has had his successes the offset did think burd was fun to be around plus others sentence answers 'what do you mean?' so i thought a big one i would want to work with was crater that was pretty good with jono and that universe very knowledgeable tasteful etc many endearing qualities so cutting to the chase my current drafts are spread out on platforms but the writing is for some reality silent instrumental option of hmm starring me artistic waiting for someone to flatter me with embellishments see kid art and your parents or refining more while studying daily on names like tarantino anderson scorsese spielberg etc see a copy of a rolling stone magazine from the store see how pretty luray is

What if there was a tv show i hosted called that's so ironic

upcoming announcement some topics about money writing longterm responsibilities injury-aversion etc

as a writer studying some other successful people what's the point [sic doc on philip k dick at point eating horse lard dog food and inferences of living in a drug house]? see parental regulations and care giving in addition to helping out my parents can you have the rolling stones without the drugs? so i have money that i haven't been spending +guaranteed emergency funds for when something bad happens what happens not as interested in nicotine from cigs watched a pkd doc some fascinating parts and a unanswered conundrum for me was i have never married or had registered children +considered adoption [sic future oriented picture are their single dav home owners?] when i wanted vinyl and now there all here but seeing problems such as aforementioned money or other logistics have a few records but getting into what i was interested in professional writing [sic see theres glorified heroes illegalities] and other formats some referencing occurs some speculation about a interpreted neighbor deceased veteran home owner [never put in an old folks home and got to old] at the end of the day is that the point? to have a place to live and your needs met see doing it uninjured [sic see extreme paranoia incarceration just to name a few]

as an update i think the pseudo crisis i had with the holocaust has passed and america has returned to mostly normal

there's a lot of va scams

in some demographics of society your interests may not be accepted [sic if you choose to live as a painter in residential vs a campus] in addition to things i've made not becoming relevantly understood [see my recordings] until years later there is violence and there is ignorance

habit of fixating currently two parts one creative productions and two future well being

years of file storage back ups reinforcement and anyone remember myspace? unembarassing admiration

there's like halfway all the way more then all the way and not at all or time usage on material what to pay for [sic less than not at all]

anyone want to be friends with me on snap chat? also the amphetamine? those 'caffeine' drugs are very good

instead of taking time off to do frillish hobbies full time i continue to maintain family and be on the clock for the company eventually i plan to have time for things i was able to afford with respect i am thankful to be where i am and for those who entertained me like 5 years ago those cold dc nights

how to keep my dad alive see caution of catholic robin williams or there's donald trump whose doing good but then for me there's angels keeping me from over dose like hillel slovak or others

gamers anonymous

me dexter corey Jack Coates james etc charlie jono

my dad might've had a pretty good point when i mentioned rick and the premiers and i think he said something about dogs not knowing what to spend the money on

i have a big idea of who bad brains are now though haven't heard the sort of go along song like the night of greatest hit(s) i chose right with friends beers music entertainment to cash in bonobo strip club unpimpish

i may or may not have made an error at once aspiring to be like bob dylan [sic instead of woody] may have cost people a lot of precious time and energy and settled for being mentally ill or having not struggled or faced injuries

uncertain of the perceived previous danger but considering not voting

we need a better education and training systems available seeing skilled smart proactive people given an opportunity

thoughts on england dc social work military navy respect amongst peers odds negativity timeline basis

uh fort hunt belle haven richmond halloween

aubrey's witty banter observation daily tea boil: who does that full time the story of the professional or getting to the source being taken serious in addition to the counter balance without proverbs so what is your choice in a inhumane scenarios?

Bobby Faithful last i left off with the that might have been a specific genre of music was i saw a few here and there not as many but it was the black dahlia murder municipal waste dragon force sort of guns and roses and some of the old timers but i was in dc and i asked about y'all a few times remembering what i reoccurringly longed for the teenage years oh yeah but then there was the different types of punk [sic pop] i saw some of the big name emo etcs senses fail taking back sunday conor oberst etc hope you're doing well i've the pandemic has been different with what to do starting to ramble is my new line when i look for what to say

imagined power of purchase and wills or copied joke format of others work and being entertained and socializing etc

AMVETS National Headquarters my donations were stolen Washington DC VA Medical Center I am being abused

Bill O'Reilly is it just gay or no way who can you count on

TRICARE how can i be taken serious with others time and expertise see collectibles see back and forth many shop dealers knowing there stuff possibly under utilized

Henry Rollins (2.13.61) how do you actually publish and distribute so i was pessimistic and titled saw you twice but have done free content in tumblr facebook youtube my notebooks my external hard drive so seeing the finished publication available is it worth it holding esteem for you

William Shatner what is your healthy professional advice for success and fame the accomplishment as a sort of narcissist and other titles

OWN: Oprah Winfrey Network how do you deal with failure and trouble

Bob Dylan how do you keep making while getting old what happens in between the break how do you get past incarceration hospitalization being single how do you become a legend how do you deal with heckler people

Joe Rogan what is my occupation in this image

Jimmy Kimmel i had done a lot of entertainment without help

Ron Jeremy what is the lesson

Willie Nelson how do you deal with legal healthcare

Fox News how do you deal with ownership or capitalism

republican or democrat or third party or other choices?

how do you actually have an interest while surviving so maybe this is about fault finding with something whether that's vinyl [collection adding gear condition networks etc] miniatures [sobreity attention stocks agreements] art [time to professionalism accountability] writing [family full time livelihood relationships] film [storage censorship freedom of speech] but getting into it so you could sample and learn with variety

despite not gaming dungeons and dragons 5e can be a lot of fun i may have been more into purchasing reading sampling my collection maintenance is big

hypothetically there are a lot of good wines

i may have thought i saw someone get a dirty sanchez [ sic the mustache] and skepticism over what appears to have been a deceased home owners health care in old age though the great reward being the children i thought i had appear to be doing very well according to my gut and things i have seen and heard with also room for other explanations and insurance

A delusion i have had is about fatherhood so i have said i thought i have been saved in my sleep with pregnancy every so often i get the notion some one is humbly truthfully looking for funding and i account for these different categorical interests i lost a family member recently to early passing and don't know what happens after a christmas carol and didn't want to cause any problems and one time i even thought i could've been related to rick plus gay answers and bowie bale prestige another mystery insurance and despite me saying everyone is an a hole the universe is sweet and supple my dad told me we'd get groceries and we did i like uk germany white trash etc rambling

as i sit here studying things i like i am so very grateful for my guardian angels my parents i was thinking there are things they've studied that could've been dangerous who knew robbin williams would die the way he did but he had some really good stuff labeled under nineties etcetera but i listened to my dad about not being a good musician and have backed off that some but there's healthcare so pay and survive social work looking at artists and finding time for painting there's shatner who my dad liked so notes on what i was working on my studio my day dreams reiterating caution about my parents and healthcare again mentioning the off springs and things i didn't want to happen to people tattoos incarceration homelessness though aware of fulltime injury lessons etc while juniors living there dreams so maybe filling my sketchbook at the office with material getting my material done though not seeing it to the next part historical publication rambling

so biden trump healthcare money aging noticing that my answer was comparable musicians having fun is that the point only joy hedonism useful social work though the collaboration and network staying alive avoiding sex booze taking medication rest budget family staying single accounting for sponsorships children future minded and dreaming drunk off legends retirement what works graddad adultery can ruin a life masturbation hermit blues gig donor finance balance survival publication immortality harry potter trashy fun gimmicks friends relationships many dues organization time money energy thoughts care giving compliance audition documentation plot center circulation my parents well being health leisure marriage travel guest responsive maintenance returns history studies club team commons concern stereotypes moral smokers drinkers collectors gamers seeing crowds and affirming tomorrow

the bureaucracy

people don't respect me expect me to pay top dollar waste my time farm me and always are bad then there's more crevices to this subtle nuance

i'm getting drugged up and think i could die more screwed up treatment

dealing with some decision making so seeing there's the person on drugs living under 'poverty pimps' guy who is getting tormented and is even talented but then there's the married couple living in poverty making art work or the bruce willis vengeance guy or the they keep taking me to the va hospital person another being bill gill but so i was having side effects and every time i got to where i was supposed to be my care givers would mess me up so i needed caffeine then they didn't let me have caffeine or how i told them i was having side effects people enjoy being aholes

ait was a ton of fun by the way and being disabled is pretty sweet and i am thankful for those pals many awesome memories brandt 17th flloor etc things work out

a few times felt sort of guilty about going exclusively to the grocery store to save money though stuck to that choice for a variety of logistics

what adventure is there left for me what quest is there so the lord of the rings smeagol to gollum hallucination what is there that actually is available under the constraints bring up previous times the two towers sort of virginia common wealth university plus the awesome visual of the boat near the elven statues making works in storage family and vacation

i would consider painting miniatures in exchange for something so i did like owning some awesome figures but then it starts to take up space and i don't game and was into the hobbies someone else could get a curse word amount more fun from them then where they are but as a collector i do like my collection so at the border on this and somethings what do i need what can i afford as is what do i want then the depletion part in addition to liquidation was something i thought could happen

who knows more about vice see alcoholic see games etc and how to get the best parts the most who knows the most about something

what does owning something do? see collectibles and collections having a tangible copy of something

what have i learned and what has been suggested so there's henry miller i guess what i was getting at was my dad's dnd usage appears pretty cool and followed through on i haven't had time for a lot i've had things here and there but there's been a lot and none so i could spew out lists of samples or the reoccurring one of the miser ebenezer due to healthcare logistics the little person finding something to think about though i can be ocd

so here's one falling under other people's business provider spells and they offer awesome service protection then there's like nuances to some of the purchases and what's capable though that's a part of in insured guarantees and precision

are paints like a paint set or painting like a form of vice? comparable to alcohol substance abuse or game which i heard was also called lights or inappropriate

thinking it may in some ways be better to live life to the fullest and die at a moderate old age as opposed to trying to live to extreme old age though i have thought some people older then me should keep on going and they were helpful

i'm very happy with my nightlife purchases specifically some talking with al or doug ray about getting the mix level right for example i had a ton of fun those times i'd have a forty ounce malt liquor beer of ice house some of this is coming from seeing a small town good picture of a band called the night hawks looked like a lot of fun and reasonable about aging so the errand of the hosts sort of party with moderators and other things hobby very happy with my mini painting different marker styles getting old and keeping some ghetto good times

some good points of reference: henry darger ari gold's assistant jelly roll morton henry miller some about these crazy hospitalized janitor intelligent orphaned gay industry professional connected successful jazz royalties realistic ghetto legend expatriate older published famous etc asian mulatto french jewish? etc minorities whites

ima clown who isn't taken seriously and sees negativity your dreams are not allowed i'm just hostage and drugged up watching people be criminals and get away with it

my tooth doesn't hurt i have studied i can dance better drunk i have pooped i am on drugs yet i am a foolish crazy man aware of consequences

danzig carlos mencia hot topic george strait ramones super mario enchilda . . . & bacardi

skinny denim levi's bruno magli brown suede boots ralph lauren polo white v neck used thrift st ore maroon luggage ray bans aviators tortoisse shell so you reading this go join the military because i said so yeah go join the usmc or national guard usaf active duty etc because veterans day and don't go homeless

instead of reality tv they should just say ahole that's the point of civilization aholes so it's funny to be an ahole or everybody's an ahole and usually for no reason especially if you've been minding your own business

day dreaming about a move that came up we could relocate to luray virginia so wanting to be near stuff like a pharmacy [sic getting the terms right on social work and keeping my medication and benefits from the va] or shopping center the mud the main street etc being able to bicycle walkable how big to get the size bedrooms bathrooms will others live with me thought of alone and professionalism continuing to help the parents business and day dream quintin tarantino 30s other documented celebrity list influences my interest in my professional career such as what i've mentioned as the formats writing art music video enjoying the titles like being a painter or other drunkening famous studies and miniatures some of the visuals of the move such as fantasizing about the interiors could i see that being a good desk to work on what helps me my family my goals previous accountability relationships so some spatial planning tv record player computer etc office business previous good educations and tuning the location could i walk to somewhere not smoking or get a magazine a drink a prescription etc basing some of this off my current pad getting used to luray the mountains but also not as many stores so placing orders if need be being serious about it getting the timing right once and done permanent

so what i've become somewhat fixated on was emulating the author philip k dick but as a side note remember when i wanted to be like bob dylan though i did do some of those things but he has some cool sides to him and for example i was trying to get through to the campus townie thing with no luck as well as being uptight and anal i have published my own things without much response and i don't have a very big social network anymore but a move came up possibly to luray a new beginning maybe more time to focus on hobby work but then some things that came up in his bio that couldn't necessarily be explained according to two documentaries i watched i think at one point he lived with other drug users as well as multiple marriages and even relocating numerous times as well as travel to support his career so i am under my parents caregiving and that can be strict and also in some ways useful but i keep coming back to philip k dick we have some commonalties we're both on disability and i thought of embellishments to his legend and with luray i saw an opportunity to collaborate or produce more or even get to where i can take things to the next step in professionalism to mastered copies also it seems like it gives me some answers to things i was avoiding and keeps me hopeful i got sort of pessimistic about aging and thought fun life might be better than old dues but then again there's dylan and richards rambling about finalized publication or reinforcing my creativity and avoiding what i think wyatt said would happen

my cleaner i don't find it useful and actually rather back hurt though maybe better if i relocate to luray va when my parents authorize everything while mentioning enjoying disabled veteran guarantees but that's the thing being guarded what's allowed and how to have fun and produce

i was not just drunk i did not just have to go poop

there's an open mic night i was interested in i have been very busy with numerous parts which also may have been um incomplete so caution over whether the audience and my brother can be trusted i don't want to reenlist or get caught with for example favors but i was avoiding now what i think is the distributed propaganda of ebenezer scrooge i have mentioned studying philip k dick professionally so how to break the loop of which choices some maybe i was talked out of the stones fantasy but liking the thought of my benefits and curious about amphetamine to write and counter haldol i can play but my dad too mentioned discouragement and my wishes were also with va to help my parents such as caregivers while i when talk of a luray va move came up i may have imagined interest with studio full time work and math errors on copying documentary templates

join military lose all friends go to jail pay lawyer

Saint Louis Catholic Church then why don't you just move to jerusalem Saint Rita Catholic Church money cognition

should i write an essay explaining life and bars to a 3rd grader without my titles

what my dad mentioned that i forgot that some of america forgot such as healthcare was while me being dav my handicap with money and needing in some ways a care giver due to troubles

what my dad mentioned that i forgot that some of america forgot such as healthcare was while me being dav my handicap with money and needing in some ways a care giver due to troubles

i've said this one a few times but i thought vietnam was sort of like a shindig party like germany just relocate get stationed over there eat some pho some bahn mi 70s gimme shelter rolling stone bands etc marlboro reds

buttcheek face satellite

C.B. Russell let me know if wyatt wants to move in again maybe i was on a different spectrum and didn't hear y'all such as oh something different not knowing the being an ahole thing isn't funny a sort of washington dc alcohol joke but he worked i had no problems now that i think about it there's always an answer such as switching subjects again it was that i saw smoking there are answers for professionals though i have been classically following a rebuttal on pkd so never any bad energy maybe that was going back to the part where i thought someone i wanted to marry got used up bad by people i knew and i was upset and hurt by that but moving forward i am young i am free i get happy there are wise responses i haven't heard you out on and i don't need to plagiarize but wyatt is useful with my pseudo career please respond oh a different blunt way was i thought the va was using terms like social work such as survivors and i thought despite some uncomfort here and there that was useful and also would benefit me to do the right thing more limitless infinite rambling from me oh i thought there was a warrant and i also thought of more

Mike Richards did you want to professionally do some type of collaboration? i remember you pursued your is that specifically music? or i saw a later music video

1940s jazz

rewriting the sentence i got drunk after going to vcu 10 yrs ago could get old. being held prisoner by my family and getting disrespected can also get old. so switching gears with different formats.

so maybe getting back to a regular life as opposed to some of the professionalism with careers so seeing jerry seinfeld as an example of a normal person focusing and getting stuck with trying to write science fiction or copy off successful people the blank spaces breakthroughs that never really happened small steps to opportunities many amateur works so instead some of the day life entertainment while how to document have a history of my homemade pieces

so i got kicked out of discogs again and still banned from interpals but on a different note was going to express sincere gratitude and love and appreciation for some phenomenal bartenders i had the blessing to be in the midst of even their family and friends as i recall washington dcs passion their never say quit attitude their perseverance while i now continue to be myself but too look to henry miller's legend as a source of encouragement to be resilient and take steps toward my purpose my calling recounting in a different tannen how cool john frusciante's departure and relationship with peppers was or myself giving up on guitar

i am not going to be a miser i am going to be mad for life in every sense of the meaning of the word manic fun happy free even moral

with the pandemic being annoying and all thankfully i can use cash but that's something you can't use menus or library books but you can use cash?

would that be funny if i started acting like a combination of brad pitt and mick jagger on broadway? ...again

with my parents moving and not wanting to be my care givers any more and me dodging a preference i'd see that richmond looks like a great opportunity again in some ways a nice townie college town to get involved with near a veterans affairs hospital could ramble more familiar with the area the excitement of when i was younger if anyone's still around what's there to do where to live how far to tolerate with the approaching election

i'm the rev

wyatt! wyatt! can you hear me!? i got some ideas for the future and things seem good but stuart talks doomsday bleakness

a lot to say about the wyatt stay i didn't mean to yell and wasn't expecting company another part being when he got the job so seeing how living together could work just some background things seemingly now resolved i could see how it could work

so again reiterating from the hole when asked why i mentioned wyatt so much maybe one reason is that's my only person left and that was recent so what i was saying was still trying still making effort was that the luray thing if i had a spacious property and me and wyatt just hung out all day that would be nice even the mention of alan cochran was fun stupor inducing so what i was saying was i thought to emulate philip k dick but haven't received much support with my will or other fringe ideas richmond my bohemian education so much denials and disrespect with that road much strong armed steering and getting bullied but so what i was saying was after this last past trip i was not inclined to do the move was denied tea! was woke up early on a weekend morning so much shitty treatment better off going back to ebenezer scrooge again and getting ready to suck a doctors dick and not have to move my belongings to luray just sit through the sod and watch as the pay works and despite having some life advantages still dealing with miserly troubles

am i talking to myself see zero replies from anyone

it would probably be not possible to get off disability and retirement without going as an arrow right back into the military based off what i saw others do so there's living in my fantasy as ebenezer scrooge is my logic based decision as of today i can't be philip k dick after his parents divorce and i don't think i can be henry miller after my prescription addiction

heard from wyatt! yes! hooray! so getting into it i thought he had some responsibility helping his dad and mom like how i help my dad and mom but also i thought he does deserve a break and i could have a lot of fun with him and even seeing some things in his favor based on my assumptions decriminalization so it was like booking a year up front i have a guest bedroom now with it's own toilet so remembering how much fun there was at nutley despite me no longer using smoke or drink it was also the conversations the nice part is having a lived in bird like cleaning though i was at first not wanting someone in my house while i wasn't there the other part being breaking those barriers and getting through it looks like it could be fun and good times and easier on my dad with a sort of butler assist not to use that word because not wanting assisted living so thinking of what we could do the meals were okay little big on the portion size but the home cooking thinking of the skulking like if we took a vacation to the beach in the winter something i actually did once but the fun that's what i'm drilling into now that everything is getting ready such as my house the works almost done

it's nice having my house all to myself

as an update i tried the slot machine for the first time and it was pretty good mixed review on how much fun it was (not understanding it and sensory stimulation intuitive) but then that got me to thinking i should see what games there are like how fun world of warcraft looks or what's online (could use time on that instead of other things i did) but then also seeing that alan cochran had a cool style at his mom's thinking of that when i thought about getting around to cleaning up my house after the work is done and getting everything cosy again

so there was a push back and i am reconsidering the move to luray again some stipulations i mentioned were i'd need to stick to the veterans affairs for my healthcare (injection or pills) and two i'd need to stick to my creative pursuits (trying to get famous some day trying to make new material etc) if those two needs are met i could see it being worth it in a way so sell or rent out the house relocate keep making material and keep taking my medicine the paycheck will be there

such shitty treatment so here's one anything you want to do there's someone there to interfere with um like music or writing a comedian to belittle and hurt your feelings with a hole statements or another one so i was in a dnd game and there goal was to force me to attack everything despite me 1 not wanting to play (i was forced to play) 2 not wanting to do that 3 everyones an ahole so here's one my medicine i've already been through this i don't like any other drug then haldol with haldol i am almost always over medicated and sleepy so i need caffeine people being aholes and taking away caffeine or doctors and assaulters that's a good one intentional shitty treatment up there with the previous mentioned mean comedy scenario additionally all my accounts are requested then the moderator shuts them down see my interpals my discogs my facebook etc so basically a current summary that everyones an ahole and healthcare is shitty

so here's a memory of this massive ahole so i'm seeing the orwells live in person and i'm getting some homemade footage while drinking minding my own business when this like ahole white boss teenager dude walks up to me and tells me to stop filming after he's like drinking one beer that was for the whole night and i'm paying and have been a regular there for a long time and he like shows up to be an a hole to the orwells i mean it's like that's his life and that's your life so i stop filming and watch as computer hackers destroy a great american band like people who want to steal music and be aholes all day with their corporate family laughing at how it's not possible to be successful

the schools are bull shit the teachers bull shit you're better off dropping out in some ways it's gonna be some cop out communism etc

fbi watchlist fuck you andy griffith

a summery of the war the fort gordon library gov taco bell education dreams civilian ait georgia etc benefits

dealing with mind flayers the point of this message being everyone is my friend probably no bad feelings or mean jokes just maybe some sarcasm or pessimism in good fun

i had such a good time when i saw jakob dylan one of my favorite songs is one headlight another being sixth avenue heart ache in case you didn't know i was a huge fan of his dad and thinking of his image whether it's tarantula or other work of his i was familiar with the striped pants aviator coughing hip dylan or the countless others though i did think on a different note i'm not there was really good

a lesson from the howard campus might be rock and roll is crazy white people

the extension of the cops called me the b word and trained me to smoke weed and quit school in addition to them using their power to get laid in school but no i can't respond because i will be incarcerated that's the school system

are most military beneficiaries pieces of shit?

so in life people have actual like real life problems and need help but a common response being let me transfer u 2 someone who can help or basically you have the wrong number or sorry can't help but that doesn't change the difficulty level

us holocaust survivor they were going to put me in prison

dealing with mindflayers

look at f scott fitzgerald he basically had one book before becoming an alcoholic debtor

basically i am under medicine constraints a drug combo for my lifespan

so he breaks into my house and steals my caffeine i need all of what i paid for then talks gobbledygook while i am all drugged up doesn't listen it's facts

translate my points into a coherent format because i just get my time wasted being abused thus my story is my parents were aholes who won their point regardless who was ethically right even though i was medically retired disabled etc

my caregiver continually threatens to have me permanently hospitalized despite me not wanting to see him put in an old folks home ironic how people treat you like shit? no reason and i am dealing with reality

i am being euthanized no one will pay me and i have to take medication

i am dealing with a bully

i don't know what voting does or the answer for my vote and time is running out

so maybe i'll vote for bob dylan and bill gates to avoid the scenario

for those that care about me i've decided to commit my life to my goals attainable or not so there are lists of documentary examples i could bring up with my formats heroes i thought of

one example i thought is cool though when i first discovered him i didn't know anything about his bio is edward hopper who lived a pretty plain simple budgeted life trying to afford his art supplies and save money though he was married

i am very very unhappy with my care giver management i am unsatisfied with my life and being micromanaged etc

what i'd really like for my next move to be like is one influence being claude monet buying a french estate and devoting his life to painting or a different example being quentin tarantino working in a movie store teaching himself

so my dad's goal is to humiliate me treat me like a prisoner give poor review critiques of discouragement and hold me hostage

just because you don't agree with me well actually you get to be an ahole and control me or drug me up and waste my time or trash my career

someone please help me social workers don't do anything the va isn't helping

here is a pretty good summary a lot can go wrong very quickly so day dreaming about real estate france richmond va beach martinsburg etc there's a lot you don't know and how permanent it is so that meaning timeliness when being ready and able a relationship trust knowledge expertise settlement closing agreement

just because you are upset or things don't make sense doesn't mean you quit good things do work out

nice dinner and dessert after some rationalizing am back in high spirits for the future mentioned enjoying the hbo show entourage that was really good some goals being set home ownership next material open to collaboration painter author director haven't put as much effort to music but having my manager manage ari gold as dad

you lost china man?

so here's what i've been saying as a former smoker seeing that what is there to regularly do for fun seeing the that 70s show good times past anything else? youtube content creation and comments brain storming now role playing video games story lines completion painting miniatures the hmgs pay off reading unrelatable books (no friends no activities etc) adulthood so stopping before it gets to be too much to read

my reality i am dealing with is that there is much that can be annoying for example i don't have much power i have to take drugs (that sedate me) according to someone else and i don't have access to my money being to big prime examples

i have had some paralysis inducing highs of joy numbness (have heard of lotto winners status or heroin addicts statuses) so i have free dental i have two pay checks my parents and i had barbeque but what is the true essential joy? haldol injection forgot that one

some downsides to being an alcoholic not enough karaoke attention alcohol poisoning

a stereotype i might have seen anyway what it was was jews in entertainment the two big examples i thought of were entourage and seinfeld though entourage i think was wahlberg so maybe some fact checking what i was getting at was my source of fun my entertainment seeing the guy team house or seeing the though jerry rents but irregardless the situations

whose a better actor than martin lawrence

under her vanilla beret

like riding a moped through outer space

barbeque guitar

free meal

jesus and the apostles

crayola victrola

etc

i am back to being in somewhat good spirits i enjoyed chatting with kendra and adam on messenger still looking for a care giver assistant with the future plans still somewhat enthusiastic about luray the visit there i had a lot of fun with the dining chats but also seeing the stores conversational pieces good insights and peaceful country

i am still optimistic about my creative hobbies some things i thought of were painting miniatures taking a break to just be comfortable and not focusing on something interest with aside from ink frusciante like the maturity and stratosphere settling in really wanting to collaborate on some things video artist conversations etc thought of what's possible without too much strain remembered saying some of my later paintings were immature and ghetto so next steps with the four formats writing film painting and music just wanting to get to where i live again

i'll start with this i am not pure white nor am i michael jackson though i am not inbred either so what i was getting at was there's like lionel richie or johnny mathis these sort of wholesome vanilla people but at the end of the day they aren't white so a term being a banana or referencing dnd writers on fictional lores or when i was wrong and dubbed someone peanut butter though peanut butter is pretty sweet awesome invention etc but what i was saying was racial assessment i had friends who were minorities and their coolness despite others cutting them down or even the sanctuary city aspect

my healthcare update so i have a lifetime legal agreed upon prescription addiction but no heroin addiction so in some ways i am doing okay i mean you could see me respect and admire these guitar players but not want to do the illegal drugs another part being hearing about marijuana legalization it's medicinal so it's not recreational keep that in mind but so my doctors orders aren't that bad in some ways the worst that happen being i was sleepy for a little while and got to getting older

so here's one thing i have tried to return to numerous times: imagine this moved out of my married parents house into the 17th floor of a dormitory in a college town living with a tower of teenagers so there's house parties townies all types of things to explore then there's marijuanna smoking as a hobby so there's blunts bowls bongs vaporizers jays so much freedom wake up care free with a loan waiting to do what ever i want with my cell phone paid for and endless friends and things to do all year long forties on the river

so back to like fun mongering what i was was sonic youth and how cool and intoxicating that is from my good pal the black cat there professional insights the other two big names i recall from their vintage being 13th floor elevators and television for reality homemade entertainment like being serious then a side plug mentioning my little richard reference or like a greatest hits compilation album jakob dylan one hit wonders or a few hits

so two of my favorite books being life and chronicles volume 1 life being his childhood his british royalty his not quiting or caring his stories of his adventure then chronicles vol 1 being some of the perspective from being broke and having nothing or the duquesne whistle music video visuals americana his ultimate successes his fantasy

i guess for cb i've been there where you don't have the energy and your form of entertainment is the bed and the smart phone i heard about getting older but anyways i appreciate the likes and have and continue to have fun

currently i go to dog park university where i study things that help with what i am working on i am working on movies paintings books albums at dog park university i am a tenured professor who loves to chat with others and is getting set in place to be ready to make my dreams come true with others at dog park university the dogs are my friends too +wes anderson's isle of dogs though i didn't see it

so thanksgiving is coming up and i was looking forward to trying to make a movie some things i would think of is help with getting good shots framed and artistic cut scene shots etc and also people letting me film them so it doesn't feel like you did something wrong and you're on surveillance so some influences i might think of being the luray new market front royal parts that style of virginia music videos i like other sitcoms and stuff from simpsons to boy meets world and thank you in advance for letting me do this i love making these it makes me feel like i'm quintin tarantino doing pulp fiction or something and i would assume some people like watching them so i'll try to get more on what i was looking for and as usual i am more into the family friends and company than the food more into the visuals and getting different shots with my battery life on my sony camcorder

what is there to do for fun seriously what do you do when you're bored

it sounds like you got to seriously get married like that's what happens any advice?

so i am needing help with my creative pursuits for example in some ways i feel like maybe i am not being taken as serious as a creator due to being on disability (and retirement) but at the same time i have not and continue to not ask people help my band for example the most that happened with that was i talked to some industry people sort of but what i am getting at the core of it being not just filming myself in my house by myself so having people to bounce ideas off of or compare works projects (vincent van gogh paul gaugain) i guess i could keep this sentence going about people i am interested in their ultimate successes and also mention a closing note of jakob dylan 6th avenue heart ache and robert pattinson's family (dad's lot nice expensive restaurants etc)

being in poverty can be extremely fun

so when asked about relationships i had a few inputs for example assuming in one light it might be a va based relationship me needing care giving and having a paycheck another part being would i get married i thought i might be a push over and be okay with it despite some issues also relationships requiring effort then again love and infatuation and my consistent confusion about say for example the pornstar james deen single sex addict no kids etc so what to think about in addition to the heavy back drop of my wanting to work on projects i've been doing from the movies i wanted ot make to the paintings i wanted to get better acrylic for to the books i wanted to publish to the albums i wanted pressed on vinyl so my passion for my hobby i have been saying that word lately like it's the wrong one like it's a cop out word but meaning would i fall in love? would i continue to try to publish? who will be my va care giver? etc on that note the interests

i am starved for social interaction i love hanging out and idling though some repeated mention of drug abstinence not wanting to start the habit such as my parents disapproval or other logistics but also as repeated missing those fun times with friends and closing with foreshadowing for prediction of if va legalizes as opposed to just decriminalizing

so i had this unfounded uncertain of the exact basis of it maybe i was blasted but never doing likes and if i did erasing it afterwards so maybe trying to discontinue that and also not commenting so only doing pm's to who'd respond (many people don't) maybe seek some change with that and like and comment while facebook is here free and somewhat spammy

i could have sworn the fbi and others have ripped me off on the rights to works i start (see i start something then there's like a snowden leak and it's finalized by big producers before i get anything aside from my pseudo royalty checks with ret ssdi) i could bring up a lot of examples but at one time there was mirroring the tv so copying chappelle's jokes and his material while having the circumstance and place to start something or obama's china jobs

the risks gone but why aren't i happier? see actual 5 star service so special occasions and opportunities versus some pessimism consistent responses and also the va relationship picture in a way no longer the star in the big time just the mundane without the adventure the limelight the dream john fogerty big on robert pattinson

people weren't wrong when they said it'd be hard to get into entertainment and other industries because i don't know anyone of the few i have met i haven't had much progress and my current material just sits there plus my industry ignorance no official royalty checks yet no responses from the people i've contacted so what to spend my time on (no more yelp) there's back to youtube livejournal rotten tomatoes sort of blogger studio binder just to name a few

who didn't want to be a professional sponsored skateboarder when they were 13-14?

in some ways not having friends can be a great side of life such as seeing va care giving

doing things you supposedly saw elsewhere can be horrible advice listening to strangers can be dangerous

i've noticed with my video work it is raw and real the footage doesn't necessarily have a story line and the cast aren't as unique i guess in other words saying that there's a big difference between big screen movies & tv program episodes and my finished products after video editing them

i love hearing people talk about famous people and for example their choices or background

i guess some things i speculated about with my upcoming film and other collaboration is the talent would be drama dorks teeth problems ahole artsy types poverty stricken just to name a few preconceived notions but nonetheless i think it'll be fun and worth the effort and a good experience i love watching new material of mine

in this day and age it's like there's a lot that (supposedly) can't be done yet i don't quit impossible works disabled (more rules) so denials and no dealt with regularly too many reasons why goals are not allowed or stopped though elsewhere support is shown feasibility is reasonable past works are valuable

i think fbi piracy and plagiarism are real unstoppable issues look at my prescription medication career i guess i'm fuckin' william shakespeare bro

maybe i should just run for president are my hopes like that outlandish maybe i am just indie bro hipster dude

so one of my favorite things lately is eating at restaurants with my parents gotta find more like that haven't been as into clothes shopping and don't smoke so what can i do um not psychedelia um writing statuses about my life

i mean you watch the movie and you think yeah i could do that you spend a few years making ghetto classics but what happens help me mtv

if you're a famous musician you get a public obituary

i wonder what sara jay is doing right now

more mind flayer slips

getting used to the luray sequences or rather still anticipating when i am here and settled the comfort of home and what there is to do

marriage and the caste system other details and factors house shopping

i'd assume sex can kill in some ways another two rambles one with creative pursuits the guy for that jack white guitar or jimmy kimmel late night stephen king books and two being maybe i am being an example right now like you don't want to look or be like aubrey due to critiques on my projects

so there's a lot i like from not even necessarily partaking i am i believe going to be living near a golf course i don't play but still find a lot about it fun maybe from a videographer point of view for these things i wasn't doing or just company so the pastime seems like a lot of fun but as usual i have some excuses in this case not being trained very good but liking the carts the clubhouse the tea bottle the mindfulness the country club so i guess what i am bringing up is what i'll be near and trying to get some types of entertainment i think the relevant sober slang on this one being television and the mother

been liking my dad's input on things i am into lately today we watched one headlight on youtube much different then awkward teen college years where i wanted to rebel and be my own character but his playing stations i was exposed to on sirius xm bing crosby eurythmics 1 hit wonders 60s 50s 70s 80s elvis etc

so seeing opportunities i have missed with my own explanations excuses accountability so i have lost a lot of good romances but then i see some of my dad's male friends who are still single and there world view maybe i am thinking about a hypothetical someone told me you might find love when you stop looking more vague help

i have gotten past the local propaganda of ebenezer scrooge from alexandria i have stopped fixating on philip k dick and disability (+somewhat early death) i am ready for this next era i have a lot going for me as per usual just being myself with this recent wave of creator fixation

in some ways some of my decisions have been totally worth it even times i may have risked my life the times i went to the mall in middle school with my friend i bought a jimi hendrix shirt many thought out choices not living a miserable midlife crisis life etc some purchase choices i made that helped with getting to where i am at today despite some risks

i am lucky i am not dead

don't know what to think of sex it can later get you hiv aids it is fun it isn't illegal oh the big ones pregnancy marriage so seeing what my care giver permits i believe maybe i'd be more into the fantasies then the reality i don't necessarily see me being as successful as tiger woods then there's reminders of keith r so business

my parents really are doing good work as one light being my caregivers i guess one story i remember dealing with va was maybe outside jealousy of craig his car his wendy's meal his freedom his va position

so here's one how much your location and the demographics can affect you my picture of bucknell after living in richmond some middle grounds met or how little i know of luray thus far with my own background courses set such as when i really was into exile on main street from keith (whose still one of my big heroes) also noting that some of these examples i like are antiquated classics or not even beginning to delve into my interest with john stoneberger or another one being your age and other factors influence like when i met the criteria to live in the barracks in schweinfurt germany the young soldier abroad seeing europe partying and working

will you get socially cast away for watching porn?

is the lesson you don't get paid for creative pursuits you get disability pay from taxes then what of the lifetime alliance for income so then also with disability there's rules about what you can do allegedly so fulltime is too dangerous

should i quit because of what someone else thinks about me or because of the untoppled world order of life and not being babooned by chimps and troglodytes

is that funny the way karma catches up

so what is the goal for me? will my care giver let me get laid (when i tried having my xvideos account i got censored) is the goal to get laid with a variety of women regularly (duchovny californiacation -parenthood) is the goal to be accountable for the kids i thought i have overseas is the goal to find love? is my purpose to be creative professionally?

maybe still not complaining but voicing some professional frustrations over the music industry the movie industry the art world the book world how much time of mine was wasted and stolen you just get a beer and stand in the back and you can see the explanation to how everything works the groupies the records

really trying not to mess up in this next town but who is actually going to be serious or have a talk? what am i supposed to do honestly?

https://wahlburgers.com/ these are pretty good but so what about my education or lack of friendships or relationships in that regard? what about the habit of looking up comparables? educated entertainers for example see john lennon or the thinking of dead legends like a bob marley merch brand these out of reach people who according to who were celebrities

a lot of people i admire are way past stale (sometimes dead or older) not that fresh of content but eventually it made it's way to me also seeing the usefulness of comedy such as reality logistics not being crazy but then was trying to brain storm some good things to link to that i could look into for example thinking of fashions to shop guitar brands things to read about and learn of for good purchases one example being thinking of the beats maybe when i get a chance i'll try to read howl i always liked ginsberg some cool stuff again referencing denim and supply that was a awesome company though expensive and fragile though maybe sort of poser

i don't have any privacy have to deal with ahole shrinks and ahole doctors and ahole psychiatrists and shitty healthcare i was using my facebook as my journal when my dad notified me about his opinions of my inappropriate content please understand the hospitalization traumas and other stuff i've had to deal with i'm telling the truth additionally for example when i said i might prefer to be a 'player' than to settle or have one relationship so being honest about stuff that can get you outcasted i didn't conspire or premeditate i just used my brain and i've been through army or other stuff debt failed marriage i wasn't intentionally being vulgar rather just writing about stuff from as one example what one part of keith is known for or others

i had to deal with orders i had to deal with shitty military leadership i was in the military i do talk blunt direct no filter i am dealing with shitty people keeping tabs on me and controlling my life

because i am not an amputee (or other injuries) i am not a hero or famous

here's a little bit of a history lesson for todays youth white women minorities cartels pharmacy social work extortion dictators negation the man unintegrity etc going to the dog park don't have time to waste with this changing world of disability and injury

be naive and wait till someone misuses their power to correct you irreversibly because of the costco deli and thinking too deeply about burritos and brands and then godew because of stereotypes from college lessons on campus and your time loaned

one pertinent explanation i was in germany getting exposed and also there culture like being direct such as one example being a hand gesture or other german characteristics i was like 20? then

bar tenders can be very smart and know a lot you didn't and also other admirable qualities funny wise the drunk education looked fun at the black cat many memories

neil young's buffalo springfield hit sleep loss back space um readying alvin and the chipmunks chatting mild injury italian leftovers black artists blankets generic brand rambling tax content fame housing

lol my dad told me to take down some of my posts and that he was going to do some posts of his own and that it's like going to the bathroom you don't post about it

this is a true story of what i learned the cop family will derelict then you will get hooked on unknown illegal drugs and get a warrant then you will need a job and be unqualified and due to military ties be further handicapped then joining you will get treated like a slave doing jail time from educated sex offender a holes in a pyramid scheme a general will be in a castle like charlie sheen and you will be in a brothel or dead people all the while will be cheating the system and you will regularly be disrespected and you can't start a family or a relationship i could go on this for a while more scams

the bar review you go and pay cash for sur charged beers at 10× inflation you get cornered to alcohol service by background interests music cool you try to interact with patrons and are learned to the lesson that you have to drink by yourself or be concerned over police putting you in jail for 2 yrs followed by life intervals so you opt to tip and try to pick up women or just socialize everyone complains you try to be the entertainment no reply literally so the bar is $100 cash to drink alone and get no opportunity for much of anything it's that or the drug dealers come back or other alternative doo doo businesses then all the while the music and stuff you've paid for are stolen and the charisma you invested is allocated to relatives so walk in immediately buy booze don't say anything watch ahole artist be ahole go home in addition to metered ride

the art industry so someone ruins your career day mood plan etc but back to entertainment industry no response constant demand for unpaid free material then back talk from working types of various education more discouragement people intentionally injuring you oh you buy a guitar people break into your house and damage it you get good at guitar no one will work with you druggies hippocrates racists bigots you try to publish you have to pay out of pocket for something that's already stolen and not going to sell and after it's purchased it's just a headache other formats specific troubles movies books paintings lgbtq try being an artist affording equipment being in business and having a relationship watch as no one responds and lies and plagiarizes

was i stupid to be concerned about all my druggie friends when i got to the paycheck and do what i could to help give a light? i could've invested extremely heavily in strip clubs

try having a real organic natural relationship not based on cash or strippers actual man to woman relationships and see that no woman will respond despite my changed abilities they get trained to be prostitutes there's no work for them either and after all i earned and deserve that's the story of the old guy

the cops use a machine to call me and ask for money seriously

shitty friends and people who elicit negativity the artists way ahole world

i guess seeing what other aholes do maybe i should see how i can keep this rated g despite freedom of speech and being stranded etc needing help being sick being alone etc having lost every single friend and other relationship people now just sell me stuff and kick me out of their establishment being isolated being stereotyped having integrity

i want to do better and maybe i have a sense of self esteem maybe i don't want to let me or you down bashful humility ivy league answers empathy and sympathy

what i once said was somewhere someone is hurting and what am i doing to help something to that extent about guilt also referencing a i'm not there line from christian b great cast in that movie

so one thing i've noticed that is encouraging is for example curiosity and reads on long term creators so what i was saying with this is when i didn't see the older versions of everyone like whose popular at some places might not still be doing stuff later on maybe living on a royalty check dead or other things but i see that i continue to be doing pretty well with my works such as the other day i stay relevant or for example who is still popular and keeps their career i think i've survived some drafts of stuff like when i made it to the night clubs in person or other responsible and committed efforts

a big insight was being a little bit ghetto yet still having big aims such as as a comparison the difference between some of my works and the professional finished products from the big names some music videos some feature films mine maybe being a lot more down to earth and comedic in one light and there's a lot of good lights people can show for their perspective everyone brings something good to the table with respect and professionalism about projects and personalities

so with collaboration voicing some realistic problems countless people (especially alexandria) i tried contacting to work on something that i knew in real life but no response then they expect me to buy a ticket to see them and i did that too but so i was all ready for years and just had to deal with bar rules or other homemade cell phone footage for example so i try to make friends for something outside (like lee dougherty veteran's quote) and as usual there's probably an explanation some ones i've noticed not being given a chance no reply drugs not being reputable enough speculation so again reiterating i had my sony video camera my movie maker software on my desktop my recorders i could've chatted my cell phone camera so seeing how now that this is over it was a little bit of annoying time usage audience footage so noting some things like henry miller's relationships or alan lomax folk work all this stuff i was there for but most people aren't there

i don't know how accessible youtube or tumblr (many great publishing choices audio files for example) are but i thoroughly miss the myspace era of reality tv celebs and times the beautiful depiction of american life so i would love to connect with people in that fashion friend requests views etc i have my youtube set up with my content and some other sights too deviant art live journal but no real friends on any platform might be ahead of the curve on time wasting to amateur publication that isn't tangible

one topic being the first generation leaders such as some embarassing or made fun of awkwardness though then it can get called back and tuned up again and be just as cool as the first go metallica underoath->maylene and the sons of disaster when there was girl pants motley crue so i think i have a pretty good taste and eye for some of these but what another angle on this is the royalty and music rights on stuff though a lot of this i have over heard insight 'you're not jewish' 'you don't know anyone' 'you'll just waste your time' a lot of unmotivation

thinking with my brain and not [sic censored] i can see how getting married could be useful but at the same time i have been single for so long and also saw how i can help my parents too so maybe staying the course there are good incentives too nice meals nice gathering activities etc but i do consider that a responsibility and maybe that weighs on my status though also mentioning i am happy i don't have life threatening aids

so really getting into it seeing that missing when i got the total most out of something like when i had driven my parents subaru forester that was some one headlight stuff not necessarily staged but deeper like when i can see fun from others lots of those times watching someone have a good time with their placement maybe i am sedated and quenched dulled blind to the many blessings my white ford escape is pretty cool i like my guitars my next house after everything is done and ready sounds amazing

seeing people speak in codes or make faces disrespecting and other vocab words me about when i had basically a traumatic brain injury as a veteran and all these factors i was helping the country you never served you're at my office all these constant aholes i don't find it funny that i seriously put forth a effort as a man to be successful with my goals look at my material i've done a lot and yet these profiled aholes find joy in hurting disabled veterans it's up there with the homeless amputee what people do to me

i'm like tom petty bitch-nigga i can say what ever the hell i want and if you attack you'll go spend your life in jail if the cops would ever do their job and stop writing tickets when they're not hanging out at the porn shop nigga lives matter i am possessed by the demon of kanye west then i'll just say some clint e gran torino stuff cause i am a hero and you work at usps or pizza hut and i even know people who served twice literally when you haven't even once go do the dishes peon

do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth? also i am a famous well paid person but people can't reply why are you online why can't you chat english do you speak it go to the break room or your mommies house where they're putting people in old folks homes where you get molested by black men and perverts and that's the bottom line because stone cold said so hell yeah dc

join my class online on facebook where i am a professor i'll train you in ancient oriental secrets of text messaging and combing your hair follow me n i'll give u a batchillures in being lazy and not bring a lawn mower or clown because the father the son and the holy ghost amen and we ask u to say this little prayer and we like to think yew got porn again

so disability criteria and not being able survive either way when everyone stops my will from being done jd salinger people acting despite not being actors people tormenting others not wanting to get married more of my time being wasted no help from anyone why do you need a firearm if you are not in the military you'll just go to jail more ahole everyone more people cheating the system

basically it's insurance if you do that you'll lose your check

my medical condition is i tried to write a book (& other material) and afford to eat at cracker barrel so i had to take prescription drug to incompletely heal me from satisfaction

i am so grateful i got into vcu when i did i remember there was a math score on my sats that might've been at the border of what got in but i had some awesome letters of recommendation from great people and i am thankful that i got that experience it really helped shape me despite what others may say such as the grading score i cut class and also failed numerous classes though i was around a lot of like the art school people and other undergrad students it was a giant party that i was exposed to a lot including when i recreationally smoked cannabis regularly i'd think of that influence on me like a formative background such as all these heroes i have with bios though i did end up enlisting and serving in the armed forces i could say a lot of great times i'm thankful for also remembering germany and europe my british friend(s) tolkien more movie displays

i'll try to describe and explain myspace to those who weren't there so there were the metal trend musicians with posted shows where you go from your parents house with your uploaded profile to the common ground activity places and mingle with strangers then there's young americana the cars driving to places fast food women's houses there's digital cameras taking pictures of memories that'll be put on your account sometimes publically there's all these opportunities for friendships from search engines it was a lot of fun and i have maybe one good friend still from that era actually two in that interest but whose counting?

prescriptions fame jealousy functioning products and other details employment drugs insurance

you see the picture of the pyramid scheme leader on the wall then you think where did i go wrong why aren't i more successful why am i treated so bad why is my time being wasted etc at least i have pay and other benefits then hackers hackers hackers

it is my understanding that there is no money anywhere the only place there's money is the military

so the sort of downside it looks like i am switching to invega and one side effect i might remember vaguely was temporary impotence i've been with haldol for a long time but at the same time maybe that's for a reason like so you don't get aids though my dad tells me not to look up the side effects but i am telling the truth when i say sometimes the disclaimers tell you what happens mostly for me i experience sleepiness i mentioned curiosity over rexulti though i think that was denied didn't care to hear the explanation that much just moving on but also remembered dr hines and thought some of these people really did help me and the censored explanation can make sense a lot of the times like i said about aids maybe that's the insurance too but this one looks like i'll have to see what i think and feel maybe more energy and more socialization like i said about wanting to be like entourage though there's impotence disrespect

the difference between coconut island and what i suspect was beach vacation property

i guess for my parents and the discussion i might think what i get from the va does help despite maybe pride but what i was saying was as a different explanation like when there's a band lifelong friends maybe? or not saying a same sex relationship but i guess the broken record i'm trying to illustrate is i don't necessarily want to be a dad and i am still trying to make progress with like my elvis goals

someone is taking their unhappiness out on me undeservedly someone is controlling me like an ahole because i am uncapable someone will interfere regularly my goals aren't taken seriously though i have evidence and logistics my freedoms are taken away and supervised i said entourage not the simpsons i said these heroes not something else meanwhile there's insurance and military troubles being single not wanting to settle down

the sad reality i might be coming to grips with is maybe i won't live to like old age based on my choices and actions and neededness at least i made it past 21 13 27 maybe i am too jaded injured lazy to see the other way where i didn't find out the hard way i avoided pain and figured out how to survive i see very old vets and based on last time question whether i'll make it like them in addition to my hobbies i can't quit what's my purpose to make actual view worthy content seeing what the va typically does sort of unavoidable trouble in every direction

people love being aholes i don't care about your opinion i have freedom of speech i told the truth instead of censoring me find something else to do with your time and energy then keeping tabs on me giving me shitty healthcare this is reality i didn't do anything wrong stop bullying me and wasting my time look at the facts pay attention i am over the age of 18

i heard mark wahlberg (my new fixation and hero not to mention a david bowie album i heard of heroes) but i heard he did 2 yrs in jail for assaulting a vietnamese man if it's true that's an opportunity i missed and i can see how there are jail education a different one i heard was incarcerated (i think it was another minimum 2yr term) was mickey rourke but i still have my interests and studies also a different note one advantage i haven't had time to get into lately was i think my last hospitalization helped my eyes and me as a painter and another part being i think the va is actually now trying to help me with my goals video music painting writing and journalism blogging

what are your thoughts on this my dad is constantly an ahole becuase i think he's getting bullied by an attorney that advises him so here's another framed message he says 'you're a sucker for marketing' there's some back story to that though i always go for generic brand unless there's something special and i have completed those surveys that influence what's on the shelf so i have to take time out of my day to explain things to someone whose wasting my time being a disrespectful ahole and unconsiderate or unthoughtful or ununderstanding to what i am doing like how getting a live in care giver came up so here's one i get everything set up perfect then just get all that progress lost because someone is offended because of john mccain or literally forcing my votes because i am not homeless or paying child support becuase of ahole world where everyone gets a tropy except for me celibate and mocked and other gov vocab words what are your thoughts on some red wines i used to get? director's cut for example versus sutter home (mostly cab sauvignon blanc) but what i was saying was these gimmicks he's saying i fall for well remember when i stopped eating at restaurants unless i was taken for 5+ years and was talking to clubs and surveys about stuff? that made these superior products even including today's wahlburger

i guess that's something parents have seriously gone through a lot but i don't know if they necessarily get a federal holiday some big examples being diapers raising your kid or another one being having fun whether that's relationship or partying a lot of things change when you become a parent but the big pay off is when they become adults

so it sounds like my parents are going to listen to society in some regard about my care giving and relationship status what's i am assuming is being advised from previous unstoppable walls of segregation i didn't find my literary companion in dc a the bar so progress with collaboration and my entertainment pursuit the bottom line being what is regulated in some regard public opinion not being ostracized and isolated

previously smoking a bong watching fall out 3 on xbox 360 man i'm old now! so dog park um yo what's up buddy icon i'm old! um youtube facebook

is the goal for other people to make me out like i am danny mcbride? that like ahole funny loser real life down to earth dude?

you're not a loser you're not crazy you're not washed up you're not day dreaming you're not fantasizing if you buy my new products they are official legit to help you into life as a well tell me about yourself what'd you want to be when you grew up and why aren't you that ask yourself this how can i achieve my goal but then the world i heard in a conor oberst song 'doesn't need another folk singer' so you gotta ask yourself this how am i going to live what's my point what's my purpose what fulfills me then do that and do the best you can don't quit don't stop don't take no for answer don't listen to the critics don't listen to your lousy friends be yourself and take your opportunity and get better at what you do

i'm just some guy who since i was a little kid wanted to be famous a few different formats that i am glad i didn't give up on partly thanks to my family painting writing skateboarding journalism acting directing etc

i think one topic to mention is fame can be a great source of frustration for others employment what your actual job to support your loved ones is versus what someone else does basically what i was saying was watching someone having fun with a talent-skill while you pay them to idly waste your time supporting their millionaire renditions many art issues could arise

then don't talk to me the don't waste my time then remove yourself from my picture then don't be annoying i'll just go back to playing guitar like keith don't tell me to kill myself because of ignorance

in my opinion this was an ok periodical in some ways though maybe a little too much fitness and nutrition but the independence and fun +tips though someone unresponsive will interject with bs for example having too much time on my hands or also bringing up homosexuality and lgbtq or even alleged industry stereotypes

haha u lost a customer haha your reputation is ruined then veterans affairs kids with problems then at the end of the line it's just someone trying to contract aids waiting for you then you have to leave because of the jews

then defriend me honestly unfollow me i'll go back to working on pseudo dirty harry because that's what saved my life that's who i use as a explanation to injured veterans and the crippling aids system because ronnie wood and willie nelson black coffee black tea a cheeseburger

bono versus jerry seinfeld

in some ways get a computer or a smartphone and we'll talk it's less frustrating

having a blast now that i got around to this youtube playlist i researched watching it i think i'll even write back more good maybe occassionally bipolar topic interest and studies sun dance many good topics thus far luray

slept in feeling the good cool displays like spending the night at wyatt and colleen and stuart's that townhouse many good times to reference the nice holiday season still focused on things i was prepping at my parents house having some tea dog park after i caffeinate? feeling the young fun picture cold weather nice clothes

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so some somewhat cold feet about invega it's different then risperidone the downside weight gain and impotence or abilify that i hated so seeing the doctor will stop stuff from being prescribed i don't know what the circumstances are but it not being available any more haldol vs invega impotence vs isolation another part being maybe dealing with ahole siphoning crazy talk music industry video delusion or no one gets rights and everyone get thrown under the bus irregardless didn't get rexulti

so many people want to steal your joy and leave you upset i am not letting them and choose to be happy and live my life doing what i want

thoughts on homemade indie projects diy and other comparables documentary 30 for 30

so 'season 1' of my life is in the works gotta get some things ready and finished

a good suggestion being go to the restaurants and see what vibe you get in regards to relocating to new unfamiliar lands

because of my ahole self centered healthcare i have to deal with impotence

probably not going to like this one doctor's love overmedicating with too high of doses & other things that's antipsychotics for you i guess i don't have to do chores though

anyone see the first episode? your thoughts? before thanksgiving and the move

https://www.ericscottmusic.com/about this was refreshing i might mention the guys background bio as part of the fun maybe it's like social work where for example when i was younger and i'd see people with different backgrounds (divorce) them maybe having more fun then me (curfew?) but maybe some summary on it being a little bit trashy or ghetto but homemade? (actual realities) i don't know exactly what i was going to say (critic review?) but i thought i'd mention this from a recent memory (good times at the venues)

https://www.eucom.mil/ so much fun being there at like 19-21 can't stress how good of a time i had with all my friends the night clubs the country side germany charlie rock 44th esb my unit all those great memories +the finale with the teletones ghost lovin' prior to more good times at georgia ft gordon all that was a blast absolute pure gold

https://www.schewels.com/ not to jump the gun just can't wait to get everything settled basically one thing i am looking for is like a studio-bachelor-pad so i can get back to working on fun projects i did consider practicing some new material on guitar for a open mic after that stuff starts up again looking for a nice homely set up for my property +the new region being outside town near walmart and roads accessible to the other parts like new market meals

https://www.davincipaints.com/category-s/144.htm with time on my hands have thought of next things to do i think this is the company that the art league (torpedo factory) sells in their store a nice quality acrylic to manipulate to make some beautiful paintings for myself

https://www.musiciansfriend.com/acoustic-electric-guitars... this might be like the equivalent of a 'zillow-thing-to-do' (maybe not using a specific realtor or company? the engine showing and not using a specific representative) but what i was saying was here's a list of $300-$500 acoustic electric guitars they look good but might not necessarily be where to purchase from like how i left with being loyal to alexandria music (not for just strings or one big repair) but where will i actually if i am allowed to find a good studio and live piece? a real tanker guitar something i can make an album on then thinking of all the great retail visuals like appalacian outfitters or tractor and supply for example both great shenandoah region companies

https://try.humann.com/sbsc-xmlp1/... these look like they could actually be really good thanks dad for finding this +lately i love great products maybe one good example is the as seen on tv stuff though one bad example being i think i heard the orange clean guy died?

https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/spring-breakers-2013-1 this one reminded me of william f and looked absolutely wanted to say awesome but gorgeous looks bad ass it was hilarious

https://worldofwarcraft.com/en-us/ this is seriously like the goal of life like the purpose to life wow world of war craft trust me it is the shiznit mcluvin style baby!

https://www.asseenontvlive.com/ this is who i am i am your host of facebook drop on by then maybe later today after i have some twinings military benefit tea or some tetley royal british blend maybe we'll chat while i touch dogs at west grove and then we can go back to my parents house because i'm selling my house and do some ya know fun and that's the bottom line bitch

http://www.cc.com/shows/key-and-peele i found these to be pretty funny but also might reference in my own experience trying to actually like document record collaborate on this stuff and getting no where additionally what's the point it's right there but so it's funny but a different part being i think i heard the other day in a wes a interview that people who listened to the velvet underground started bands so that as a dynamic

https://www.vcu.edu/ so this place was awesome to study but i guess what i am trying to say is what am i doing as a person does it count as a student being a director or other parts so the processes i am developing what does that amount to is it pseudo student but i had a lot of fun there and lots of youtube so like the real world versus working world or fantasy material creations

https://www.wizardingworld.com/ this came up as the official harry potter site but i loved the visuals on this but what happens after hogwarts? after he finishes his schooling? keeping going with getting good material as i stated about the difference between like the ncaa and the pro's

https://www.ratemyprofessors.com/ShowRatings.jsp?tid=43425 cool notes on a former don't know what word to say but hope he's doing well and even wanted to stay in touch i could ramble about how much i liked his lesson

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l46E7Q3UKqI this one looked uneasy but potentially fun the open world part and some of the visuals sort of pkd on it but collecting versus playing different lines aspects the keanu story line looked entertaining if it was not too difficult or user friendly i have had a few games that the initial get into was too much like i didn't make too much progress with diablo 3 though that was fun from what i tried a little grindy like working i might prefer reviewing and other aspects sampling tastes forgot about how i got scared about gta but that one looked fun maybe i'll consider console games again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toViWxoerFY i tried this once i might be better inclined to be okay with like buying and hopefully finding the time to paint and assemble the materials and have that as like a enabled entitled fantasy like referencing a ian mackaye cd i had the argument playing the game i might get concerned such as gaming or gambling like when you hear about someone getting their finger cut off with a cigar cutter and on that note this being sort of allowed as opposed to finger wagging hobby not mentioning speculation over james deen i may have liked one aspect being sort of like profile narcissism what i mean is like character creation but as for the adventure i may have constantly found myself contrarian with party politics and goals but scratched the surface of gaming maybe up there with slots where i could see it being highly rewarding but i am okay with just having the miniature figure maybe curiosity over display cases this video was the better from what a quick search showed for reviewing 5th edition

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bH1GUi8rNQk at one point this was one of my favorite videos to rewatch maybe i was zombieed from my medicine maybe i was 'farming' to use a gaming term maybe i was feeling successful from this but i loved watching videos about skyrim in addition to liking bethesda games and as a different part what i heard about james d so i am not gay so i can see how maybe that wouldn't necessarily work out and not getting the explanation to manuel ferrara but skyrim was fun and had good winter looks and other things and all the easy mode of content i actually beat the game though there were some occasional programming issues i think at the end the game locked my saved campaign and i heard there was a way to get it back but i didn't

https://www.caregiver.va.gov/ this has been doing me wonders getting my parents as my care giver lots of useful help though i might day dream about other parts like i heard andy warhol managed the band i had seen around but never really knew the velvet underground but anyways va care givers are helpful and maybe i fantasize about it more like referencing my profile picture of entourage for example my dad told me the care giver isn't a butler chauffer cook etc thinking of entourage episodes but at one point he mentioned considering getting me a live in assistant and that sounded awesome

https://www.youtube.com/.../UCVvrL__78VChzaNEu-dR4dQ/videos so here is one person i expressed concern about that i was entertained with i thought it was another generations hits i identified with the lead singer who i was worried about and didn't know the next part but have no malice or ill intent about sharing this to summarize for those who were wondering why i was concerned he was in a rock and roll band that broke up allegedly? but so he at one point did stuff like cover iggy pop there's some of what was supposed to be released on their next album there but this was fun i saw them two out of i think there 3 dc visits and may have had a mixed review based on whose listening to me talk and their steered guide on some of it such as unfair opportunity with the crowd? if i had the money and everything lined up right i would see them again like supporting that community or other logistic factors the songs i liked were no apologies sweetness last days in august all cleaned up and foul boy was okay some of the other ones i didn't click

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/.../charles-bukowski/_/N-2k2a as a college lit note i was extremely into this for a little while though unbeknownst some of the other aspect so why read a hobo's magnus opus? so i was going through some temporary housing and maybe dealing with alcoholism but a different part so some of his collected poems are pretty good like one where he's talking about drinking wine and smoking cigarettes in skid row hotels that was entertaining

this christmas i am trying to think of what will really set to tone for being a awesome christmas it'll be different because for example i am not 10 years old getting showered in toys but i heard my parents say they might take us to a restaurant and i'd love to get my christmas home movie beefed out with all the parts not just more same room stuff so i guess as stated i'm trying to brain storm what will really get that vibe going like one thing i previously mentioned was sort of wanting to get a copy of cyber punk for xbox one and remembered thinking how much for tech decks were something special to set the holiday up right the real christmas spirit also thinking of what i saw in my feed from maybe tcm classic movies from yesteryear

https://gatekeeperpress.com/paperback-design-and-print.../ interested in this the price is somewhat reasonable $1k (10-25? trips to the bar) so continuing to write my book(s) maybe some 3 influences pkd bukowski and henry miller and keith and jd salinger (the downside is that all these according to legend did like impossible things non military homeless expat heroin word war) i thought the process would be simpler basically like more things i didn't know weren't approachable making a vinyl record (how much out of pocket and producer regulation not like as easy as just making the music you had with cover art and tracks etc) the nice thing about this one is you keep your royalties so what one aspect of it was was college to military to hospital to bars this might be up there with the lesson of watching media and thinking how easily you can do that yourself

https://www.staffordprinting.com/printing/booklets/ looking into this galley's for my book would have to draft up another one for this format have tons of material even publish sometimes amateur but have to try print on demand for making a book copy i think as stated the people i was influenced by on this were pkd bukowski henry miller keith richards i guess i could go even further and bring up more than that but those were some of the names though as stated some have done things according to legend that i haven't and don't necessarily plan to so probably referencing henry miller also mentioning that military travel is awesome referencing georgia maryland germany a drop of south carolina but not to list them all as opposed to being in va all the time

https://www.daveskillerbread.com/ this stuff is pretty good and supports a good cause i've lately been liking citing products and inadvertently doing testimonials i think this company helps people who've been incarcerated? i actually remember after that happened to me i was even worse off many things that have socially damaged me hospital military etc but it could be the opposite to helping me? student

https://www.rollingstone.com/ this used to be a favorite for me from wayne on the cover to other tid bits album reviews etc but these days it looks like actual entertainment is elsewhere? look on the internet and the last time i bought a rolling stone magazine from the post exchange it looked like more rerun contenet it was a beatles abbey road issue i think but i have been seeking sort of good quality entertainment since for example i don't use cable tv finding actual relevant material to be entertained with there's the public library and another already mentioned magazine being men's health but that being a little bit too much fitness though some of the editorials and what not bar tips fashion media etc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-tpUvChDjY this was some of my favorite times growing up i remember there was the myspace +shows slam dancing was so cool to watch (man crushing) but the scene i miss getting friend requests and that romantic world computer and car clothes and naivety all the pseudo celebs thought xjason metalx was cool and added bobby faithful one thing i might mention though was when i got back from the us army i was like from a different planet but i saw a club nearby was there but when i looked on the calendar things were different and then by then i got sucked into this whole washington dc vortex so i wish i could've helped them out with not going out of business some of the trends changed but some of the people were still there i might even remember the fun times to smoking marijuana illegally the sources of warm entertainment in that era tight pants band shirts long hair electric guitars

https://www.unwinedva.com/ this appeared to have been one of the better choices i found for where to go not sure if i felt like o'shaughnessy's necessarily (paying the jukebox and the second hand smoke can both be endearing and avoided?) this is in belle view shopping center and one name i might mention i love jack kerouac and allen ginsberg but think some downsides to their reputations jack k dying early allen g being homosexual explanations to what i've referenced as being an issue wikipedia stories another downside here is they close at 7 and i don't know if they are open for walk-in service i might be curious over more things i've taught myself about alcohol from scotch to somewhat of a preference for reds

https://mgmnationalharbor.mgmresorts.com/.../lobby-bar.html this place is pretty good i might also think of some of the visuals to it even referencing who i heard was a struggling bum george clooney but so good ambiance the casino little bit of charm some setting being social the behind the scenes parts other aspects getting my house cleaned the fashion the display so the oceans trilogy visuals but what you truly get from paying bartenders maybe a back story to their life and their useful insights not being to dulled or blind to the awesomeness logically speaking thinking of other peoples enjoyed housing seeing an entertainment center seeing invested frills chatting with uber drivers different people but the oh also not being a token myself having trouble finding the points but have been here a few times and had a good time liked the shake shack and also the slots were cool

https://www.tgifridays.com/at-the-bar i fell for this places name and also they have their stuff at walmart (tasty frozen foods) but seeing what is in a walkable radius to where i am at waiting on finishing the sale of my property maybe restaurant bars are the new thing? though in luray i'll have to figure out the metered ride taxi scenario and whose hip to that jive maybe that's what i am fascinated by now is alcohol displayed fun like a different new form of mind mapping say for examples marks or tests and effects i scan the menu at tgifridays then pick out something then enjoy the night then later on my impact on the community reverberates and i have better choices and happenings say not being a miser being a charming successful actor director musician home owner writer poet collector connoisseur painter artist blogger etc successful

https://www.francisfordcoppolawinery.com/.../cabernet... have had this and later as a director made numerous movies was going to reference some over the counter ones i've found over the years maybe somewhat of an alcoholic but it seems to be a healthy addiction with moderation love some gimmicks because they work

https://www.shopmyexchange.com/ (only available to certain military with benefits including me thanks to many) so here's a few things so again referencing trautmann i think one thing that may have happened was getting so far from the va regulated center and requiring a resolution a intervention in addition to the things that went wrong dead parents so thinking of that in the back of my mind consider i'd stay uniform and even though i don't always agree with the doctor take my medicine listen to my care giver and stay the course with some directives dead weight so am i now rendered useless? without having been injured in the course of finding things out what was the lesson to today i am not necessarily a respected famous person for the pursuits i had sought and i am still getting paid from ssdi and army retirement how does that factor according to public opinion and social commentary perseverance so continuing with goals after being set off course i wanted to make these famous media products that i still haven't been paid for after early compasses when i wanted to 'write a book' time how much of my time has been wasted when i completed my finished books reference points only to be threatened and throwing them into the garbage because of aholes life threatening so there are people who really do die and risk their lives in the military it isn't always just a boondoggle cakewalk campaign healthcare army navy football so not knowing exactly what's going on and coming up with ideas based off experience then the constant ahole reminders 'don't think' more just plain mean and annoying aholes

so reflecting was going to pick a venue from my previous haunts but didn't want to pick a favorite and unfortunately didn't have extreme loyalty to one rather it was a few dc places (big headliners) black cat rock and roll hotel 930 club the lincoln the fillmore silver spring md capital one arena shakespeare theatre company (they were all phenomenal and maybe crowd suggestions) i think that's all the dc places but i was going to try to decide on somewhere to go soon to that was good some choices reitereated tgifriday's unwined belle haven pizzaria el paso restaurant um o'shaughnessy's the birchmere old town mgm casino

https://www.webmd.com/healthy-aging/hearing-aids#1 this was what i was dealing with i was a regular at the concerts and loved doing that and might have considered some of it mindmapping but at this point i have some hearing damage not completely bad but i then reference what i saw as the assumed veteran home owners from around the radius mr martini who i thought had hearing aids and didn't get married and was an alcoholic other inferred things based on seeing him at that house for since i was there he didn't move but the loud music almost seemed like a repeated unstoppable habit at times even driving in the car blasting tunes occasionally almost like it's expected of me there's a upcoming concert too i considered but i noticed it's always one more always just like 3 months out and it's done but this time i am moving so maybe that will factor in

https://www.vanityfair.com/.../george-clooney-million.... so i have been recently struggling to find the most fun opportunities i can i may reference no longer smoking weed on that but so was enjoying george clooney visuals maybe referencing the oceans trilogy with eg middle age alcoholism but so was getting into this what is the true advantage to paying for the bar though on that note i may have been stingy i've heard of people opening tabs and spending lots of money at the bar where i was going like glass for glass can for can shot for shot cash for each one what makes it fun? went to the casino the other night for a drink and had a pretty good time but might quote my mom 'you're just putting money down the toilet' when other people tell me you're paying to be around other people so alcohol logistics seeing that that's about all there is to do legally for fun with me in some ways i never got into the gaming like my dad with his friends though i may enjoy some of the hobby stuff like miniatures but thoughts on alcohol going with the crowd price range visuals what works on a different note mentioning i heard cannabis was decriminalized in virginia though still not legalized

https://www.washingtonfootball.com/ so i was really trying to find out what the mgm in national harbor is for example when i got into the music clubs i learned like the rockstar stuff and borderline concessions though maybe that's more sports venue but so they told me it was entertainment and referenced the wizard of oz there is a casino there so i'm like daydreaming about a story i heard of exile on main st where mick said the black house maid would shoot dice and that was the inspiration for tumbling dice so wondering what the extra frills are and i love frills so music there's like sort of rockstar tour visuals go load up on groceries to finish off then other aspects vinyls youtube music videos so wondering with other places what all comes with that mgm um you can see the old guy image but then there's like birchmere where i might have gotten somewhat complacent? is that the word oh a few places i was dull to the experience like the mind blowing awesomeness but a different insight there are people who are possibly in debt is what i assume who are having awesome blasts i might think of bringing george clooney again and that 'injury' i dub it where he was struggling but this is good this is fun oh but i guess with mgm what i might bring up is racistly speaking there are some more blacks there which isn't a problem in most cases (i was actually talking to an older black women and that could've been trouble who chatted with me and i responded) but oh during pandemic couldn't really drink on the casino floor everyone kept telling me that's reserved you have to wear your mask in between sips etc a little bit much

https://www.starbucks.com/ so here's basically what i was thinking about i have some cash on me not too much but a decent amount and how to like get the most joy out of it so here's one story i remember seeing a peer who i think had their own life and circumstances maybe a va survivor not that that matters or that i need any rebuttal but here's the story i see them wolfing down wendy's food and think to myself what i would have done if i had the money that's like the lesson like how would i order or would i spend it on something else so this might be up there with walking a few times i thought i'd walk to nearby places to do an errand i do have a nice car that i someday plan to resell and believe i'll get my money out of it but so is it worth it to skip the nice meals? is it better to seek lounging opportunities? what is the best choice like some combos or being strict and affording what i can get from the bar socializing um can't really get any belongings because i am moving but the economics term i learned for this is opportunity cost see i did get a good education and i could explain more occasionally sometimes a fan of sur charged things and the doors that opens and time that saves and other bonuses

https://www.7-eleven.com/ this appears to be the answer to my restaurant single question in a way +rockstar styles +neighborhood so i was thinking where i can go to eat by myself and i'll show you the answers i thought of popeyes panera subway mcdonald's kfc roy rogers wendy's burger king jersey mike's dunkin donuts that's mostly what's near me but so here's one possible insight where you eat at and what your circles are such as groceries as opposed to the nice restaurant when you are supporting the community? i could recount lots of friends i'd love to hang out with also what i like about seven eleven is the maybe campus experience in a way but these links i barely clicked maybe i could spend more time on a good one i find entertaining but sometimes there's explanations to the attention span free online

https://www.playstation.com/en-us/games/days-gone/ there were a few things i remembered liking but this was one i was interested in but didn't get this system lots of remembered things

https://www.alz.org/alzheimers-dementia/what-is-dementia... i thought this though a pain of aging is not unstoppable i say this referencing places i have eaten at at the restaurant i see older people who look just fine and normal and think that's what can work for my parents i myself think i have an okay future plan and healthcare choices and also referencing my parents as my caregivers would think of when i saw older veterans at say for example the va hospital in dc who looked like they were doing just fine such as not being in a retirement home and still taking care of themselves also i would hope i have some back ups for what will work with staying alive and healthy in the future such as i may have in some ways thought against getting into a relationship no i am not gay but i saw a few issues with it such as my parents own well being for example in a way but also maybe some goals and other excuses

was sort of interested in this when wyatt was living with me as stated i though i don't think my parents will let me was curious about psychedelics when looking for fun within some reason lsd mushrooms but wyatt's gone and hasn't really responded

https://bobmould.com/category/video/ this was sort of a good memory at 930 for how long i was there it was a little less crowded and there was a free cheaper thing at black cat on 14th off u st but i was trying to brain storm like a really good band or music artist that summarized what was going on i decided not to mention conor oberst or iron and wine those two seemed a little played out already mentioned them and others too and then there's the citizen cope show i saw was cancelled that one was a pretty good pick then there's like when you have hot media on you to pick from cds vinyls mp3s orders shipped at first also thought of like college rock maybe dinosaur jr is a good one but was thinking of dmb for a second that one being bartender music it's different with the pandemic i'm sort of diverting from the mr martini route now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcHISERBGL4 highly recommend these unfortunately guffawing at token jokes tony jaa is awesome so is idris elba salman khan too maybe it's not funny though but they way they show it loved this series a lot

https://www.scad.edu/ this is the continued timelines i could reference my movie timeline that summarizes with sort of the end being judaism and spike lee but so i wanted to be a successful artist whether that was books acting and directing painting music etc all those and then georgia military you see people mention getting upset and then aging people kick you out and take your connections it's tattling for being able to narrate drugs or art or both then the pandemic and other demands

https://amvets.org/ so with my recent short hand summaries of what's going on in my soap opera life i'd reference my time in germany and my military benefits so the places i was exposed to and those effects and even dangers also on that note i'd mention curiousity and entertainment over other veterans for example i met a vet stationed in korea with thrift store or others from the alexandria landlord book their fun life the term i used for that was grease recently i think the summary on this is military benefits take for example jeff s and others who you see how outrageous it is the ocean city beach house craigs car in high school neal h's scholarship to play football other vets who owned the title i guess one story i might mention was i saw what looked like a giant human weasel like run and hide somewhere maybe a sewer one time but it happend so quick and it was like a hallucination but also referencing bartenders still trying to learn what exactly the restaurants do have learned some of what the bartenders do

https://dnd.wizards.com/ so this is one thing i'd mention pretty big time such as the mark thinking something will work when browsing like shopping merch and thinking of what items you have will do so game publication versus book publication but also the joys of painting miniatures individually i might prefer a few different ones to some of the armies also maybe like platoons are okay but also had a lot i was going to say about this one maybe summarizing with tsr the gov business art functioning safe depictions somewhat safe at least

https://www.ebenefits.va.gov/ebenefits/homepage so here's one am i taking advantage of the system? you see people and their eligibilities for benefits also speculated some british influence on it but though i saw it have not made the full circle round trip goal to reenlist also referencing a dolphin back shoulder tat actually that'd be right where someone would tap you before taking you to the side more eye witness sightings so uncertain of what exactly the aubrey picture is earlier at lunch mentioned entertainment with sam f michael's dad like when he'd come home from work and make his dinner have beer and watch the tv also noted some snubbing i did unintentionally to michael f and further more a whole stupor from the franklins william so many good times but then like different explanations such as me not having a warrant

https://www.walmart.com/.../great.../3734780_7455738_5413535 so here's something a lot of suggestions ignored (more of the unexplained and don't do that or following instructions) and a lot of things that i didn't know would happen will you get a bald spot or tattoo threats or excommunication or isolation or warrant threats or trautmann or slight testicle injury if you buy discount great value brand canned spaghetti does it actually make a difference then like going back to what i was saying earlier with the benefits would it even be safe or worth it to for example get off disability though what my dad said was sort of funny they're both made in the same factory thinking of other stuff too like social work but then like an observation of military dependents cliques though i got banned so never complaining and not mentioning names actually most no one will talk to me

https://www.sonypictures.com/.../jumanjiwelcometothejungle so the difference between jumaji and jumanji but the fun and the visuals alternate formatted game device no falling down the hole deaths all the time or other things dark souls fantasy so the grossness of beneficiaries dependents your choices maybe i'm the king now yeah baby yeah i am the dalai lama because james madison or the clownage on some of that junks then the power etc jack black caregiver

https://www.facebook.com/help/contact/268228883256323 this is genius help bring back america online instant messenger and myspace buddies friend requests etc better than meet up a better facebook starts today not embarassing controlling education but more live action role playing (larping) rpg (role playing game) see your car the activities and social media advanced to higher funner better times use the give us feedback to help bring back good times think of chatting appointments hang outs etc use your free time more laser fun to get to better ends network with others make new relationships today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhj_GGsb3So in a little bit of a hurry but was also thinking of smokers and smoking additionally lots of divides three six mafia but so liked waynes mantra from the ghetto to cash money to his blink 182 though the 2 years in celebrity jail this appears to be one example of success in some ways was going to mention all those rap singles from youth colt 45 afroman then there's the rock and roll divide too the stones etc the projects different local ghettos making moves this video the summary on it might have been the jacket like having a good coat and smoking through the seasons plus the other parts other peoples hosting and hospitality thinking of the myspace and metal

https://www.gamestop.com/video-games/xbox-one so previously my dad mentioned getting me a caregiver assistant i am very interested in this and was going to note that here such as i thought a male helper could be useful as a live in (nothing sexually gay though) but what i mean is a long term commitment with someone i can trust and not necessarily a free loader would think of like getting help with my goals too some references i brought up were liberace and other examples tim and lars from rancid but also thinking of like a band getting a nice tight team to work with thinking in some cases of extreme examples the stones eg some parts of entourage i might've been a little anal about maybe being professional clean unannoyed unworried (not a party house necessarily but good people to live with symbiotic roommates) etc but did like some frat aspects out of the entourage cast my favorite might be well there all good in the shows dynamic e drama turtle and i am hoping i get my place sold so i can get settled in at the next place the last offer was voided but i'd have other bedrooms that i'd consider getting the logistics working on but again needing my parents permissions on these i actually considered william and wyatt two of my brothers close friends through the years what i might have been seeking was what my dad called a slave someone to help with all types of stuff cooking chauffer cleaning maybe help with my projects oh i brought up male gender because with my goals and also accountability i might have thought it'd be safer and more productive working with a male no pregnancy no marriage etc basically i want to get a nice studio in my house i can work with and have help from someone(s) i could bring up all the aspects of it and the speculated problems from other people but you might be able to figure those out not wanting freeloader(s) some advantages might be getting help with a housing deal my parents would have to oversee everything so a place to live and some type of agreement about say resources and time used because my parents can still help as my va caregivers

http://www.columbiarecords.com/artists/ so i am looking for sponsors and help i might reference skateboarders with their companies and the visuals to that or others but here's one example i don't necessarily want to diy everything myself and would like to get help with finished products i have the audio files for vinyl other media products would like to get prints or posters of my artwork as stated seeking commercial success i also wasn't trying to be a mooch but was maybe again referencing entourage thinking of like social events special occasions to get involved with other dynamics to a career also citing i am on disability and have limits like on my pay and further troubles with that what will work also liking endorsing things i'd even do homemade commercials or get a gift basket to keep like when i went to a oktoberfest at topgolf and all the beer reps were there i got a legend shirt and some other stuff too maybe that's like the dave and busters like prizes thing of merch different conventional things and as stated the activity +working on getting a set of good companions previously might have gotten off course referencing dylan and his different projects around him versus like other groups or projects

happy to announce a new project i wanted some interaction and had some things i thought were cool i'd be ok with selling at my own fixed prices unless there's a good offer i can use a public fb photo album for listings the marketplace has set times for how long something can be up for so this being like when i liked ucm back porch or am vets finding good items and then making a deal as for reselling thinking of relationships coffee buds a nice meal a trade my paintings designer see henry miller see denim and supply see history channel shows american pickers pawn stars remembering a blog getdizzy it was extremely cool extremely expensive fashion from i guess it was a black guy not that that matters who i think was in dc still brainstorming a name for the store company maybe ajn solutions like my business license and trade name would actually consider with the right relationship and details selling some of my paintings so here's my fashion retail collectible etc blog store company i don't care that much about the money in one way but i don't want to lose money or have it not be fun it is sheer pleasure and when i get settled in it'll be even better with my listings

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Subterraneans so here's some background a lot of things just plain don't make sense but let me see if i can remember my points one part i think cops are now approaching me and not necessarily cornering me but giving me true warning threat promises so there is some diplomacy they do listen to some of the factors and this time an angle that was brought up was drug trafficking as opposed to distribution also there was like in the last spoken conversation a lot of subtle notes that i didn't register all the way in real time maybe the whole franchise to use a word i heard my aunt say once and she was married to some form of law enforcement but it was the whole spectrum of characters and just like open discussion from the anna ringer death and to other people watching but my point getting side tracked with jack who i think did some impossible things on the road and further but what i was getting at was i would rather die like that free unincarcerated unhospitalized unreenlisted etc than as stated the hourly trautmann maybe that's the equivalent of the brig and somebody's gotta do that so also with the police part it seemed like there may have been some sort of lee way and understanding on parts but maybe some morbid aspects this or that higher stakes ultimatums martyrs etc but so i continue to be a sporadic drinker with my parents permission and use disability but don't get the explanation to everything and might be roguish (impulsive) as stated over a nice dinner at frattelli with my parents another part being missing rip rick machmer that seemed like a big explanation then pkd as a reference because i still have a passion for my creative endeavors though that can be a whole topic in itself then another part being mr martini or clint eastwood different people to cite when talking about my goals and repeated words

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