gold notes homemade entertainment in this episode quick write up of developping things

tourism vacation footage and thoughts on georgia that for a second popped into my head maybe that was the peaches i was eating but getting driven there and getting some clips a vacation but then not ever wanting to go on tour not wanting to do what like trautmann and burnette respectfull so first cornered term was about also over here local things in luray ergo possible misled on that but it was activities rereading notes not done in brainstorm tea real time

budget $ peoples capabilities supporting themself and their time on a project currently no pay literally given but then like superstition sheriff or others support of this so parents help for their kids if they have guardians so reality mentioned a few times boyz in the hood that sort of part the real hard working kid with the ghetto world people not being serious and then dealing with dubbed reality bad things out there so though thinking of all the cute pseudo gay things to do pizza my dads games held um the stuff broken down and improved such as the movie some metaphors night of the living dead footage walking a cemetary others the convenient store family business

connections richmond family people i've met so getting who will want to be in it involved past people see the vcu friends and what to do to get them if that panders out to anything so again what was reoccurring was when i had trautmann as my roommate maybe a deal was about him training me versus others who didn't last as long and that help compensated i got my mos he got his future parts and things i read into about him paranoid prior service a mole a mole is someone like undercover who can tell so connections um thought of william f wyatt r sam f michael f his mom um richmond maybe deturred a little distance and other excuses so people local around here a new start 

first screen play guarantee reality that's the title and the write up is going to be on studiobinder soon maybe some of this was fancy title names pulp fiction or reservoir dogs so this was some reality projects in the works and if not all the way possible due to a reason then other credits formats photos paintings recordings so next was linkedin and studiobinder 

parents inclusion not leading a double life and their caregiving approval and professionalism so seeing if that is still going further supporting my goals and their help so not getting mean about or thinking i did everything so not getting misled about the veterans affairs pay see housing so hmm one was star trek but maybe dnd hallucination real time speech confidence vocality was gene rodenberry so seeing them with their future and the va system 

ageplay some wisdom um people's communication what are they saying doing my studies listening to vinyl putting things in writing being safe ageplay also maybe was about getting older like spike lee is still alive when i thought of embellished or lores legends folk heroes satisfaction and suggestions if i can also freedom

casting getting other people involved quarantined relationships not getting as warned about how that can go wrong so laser precision on involvements thought to if i saw someone who looked like a candidate begin questions rapport contacts background performing arts luray pal 

capability insurance covered within my disability going toward within ergo doctors staying approved and continuing on no games so this being and as i type these out on switched from livejournal it's a little less cooperative so basically going back to earlier seeing the two neighbors and then not as much seeing or fearful of things like jean luc goddard or henry miller i love their alleged works see intellegencia or censorship or ghost writers all types of stuff about that but no i don't want to get barred or a tattoo or banned some sort of industry stereotype standards i don't want to lose my benefits and i want my freedom of speech and to do it how i wanted to in some ways so my injections another was how far i'd live see when i mentioned like elvis p or bob ross and then like others can really show it when it's like johnny cash though that story is basically sort of just beer run a todd snider song um reading irwin winkler and  thinking of other things i could do and the history on it sort of cool some of this stuff i saw united artists 'bob' deniro korean war vet

don't quit what is the best i can do aspire i did want to be famous sort of and my materials my goals thinking back to melissa cooper with voc rehab some help too social work and house care all these va people who can boost the spirit break or the discouragement elsewhere and birchmere affiliates or the bars and cinematography but then again the bottomline housing paycheck not reenlistment support family too and family business so real estate too and this stuff circulated online unticked views mods readers politicians saw a luray person a representative 

internet bills seeing how to get ready for the future so superstitions about what costs a lot of money different peoples accounts and their ability see me and others influences clint eastwood so being direct and to the point using a lot of me and seeing the the room tony wisea and not being envious others portfolios and my retirement so how to do this myself alone green screen studies in the future conditions for others not getting used and off course heard of poverty and artists and loops so positive past testimonial for aol in a way and muds but getting feedback and involvement 

approaching casting public places and developing rapport cooperation introduction scientology religion and other scares so participation and naval research to figure out how to get better future and results first goal my housing my parents then after i have myself taken care of some of the frills the portfolio projects investing so a line maybe are you an actor or an actress are you a musician do you have any hobbies to the point and forward from there 

consider getting another camera point and shoot and a maybe dslr prices higher quality video but frugality budget cheapness savings and hobby and time and freedom lots of georgia memories and people being bad costco in person what else is near here walmart camcorder back up this ones still going good and cellphone camera new smartphone and they let me keep the old one so that's there maybe keep using what i got lots of people cornerings scare veteran treatment so rumors and how and where i can win 

cavalier requests past people involved with that lisi skaters lankford skaters who else the whole bucknell surroundings quintin k their roles and how often i'll be in alexandria so who else comes to mind trustworthy my brother his friends mike mccusker so little hollywood people not answering or being cordial knocking on the door two overheard quotes i don't want to do this anymore and finding the spot where it's at 

family movies each holiday production a pause as i live my life and do my life someone will try to make complaints and give intentional poor treatment so not allowed to go to the grocery store and then incoherent demands so a counter to that pursue my goals so family movies the two big ones thanksgiving to christmas had some studies on others halloween independence day strangers and ultimatums and threats terrorism no free will and other retaliations 

safe status publicly announced difficulties and not repeating mistakes so staying retired keeping my military benefits being productive the rule that was changed was do it like one of the famous examples so i did that just as asked then the meeting of the minds telepathy and cheating so the explanation to how i got to where i am at and staying that course i am disabled i am retired not yet or however so i now need my medication and have insurance so parents caregiving 

annoyances no exchanges no money no debts no favors so hmm unprofessionalism unfunny or annoying the toilet the deals everything squared away um not breaking stuff being a bad guest stealing disrespect the veterans list time wasting annoying people to the list of things people do to veterans: disqualification derailment poisoning exclusion tabs blaming stigmatization hospitlization stealing stereotyping incarceration institutionalizing refusal denial divorce warrants write off over dose rank pervert police equal opportunity wild goose chases requests hospitality customer service society holocaust siphoning discounting diminishing bargaining trade off

 

uninjured mediocrity lots of the example rereading this the handwriting was unlegible so not getting punished or hurt and the risks and rewards what am i capable of continuing to age and move forward plus help my brother and i don't have or want kids or i want to stay single i did believe in my insurance and have non confirmed thoughts on that subject without people making me look stupid or causing me trouble so mediocrity let's see high functioning but maybe cautious too hearing of sex addiction being a trouble and me openly being somewhat of a masturbation person guitar too but my health and future and earlier explanations to a lot and not getting misled

sic unlegible chicken scratch usmc and others one part being loving the concept of a book i never read the subterraneans jack k summary maybe townies fun freedom wanderment like having a paycheck and time allen g tea bicycle bar around the area friends conversation fringes so but also comfortable participants thought the world of the beatniks but too thought some of this was difficult or stressful so not ergo logan lucky had a scary part so staying safe never wanting to do time incarcerated so liking some adam driver but then the actors get a lot of stuff and some of it not liking it as much spoiler on kylo ren 

public opinion clearing confusion over products no legal troubles so different things not gone so far with pornography moderators um other parts my material serious how others can intentionally interfere for no reason and go out of their way to do harm so public opinion reputable good reputation and some maybe not fighting the slanderers doing what i can and staying the best with my works and causes 

schizophrenic i may have had a delusion once a hallucination of seeing two of me but the doctor controlled and stopped that quick like top secret or some weird way flashback and then asleep confusion weird dream conscious it was real too but i have had memory implants and other stories about germany and the rest technology