I have lots of good marks on my resume (and bad too) but. (White women will upgrade). My parents fell in love and married early and have thus far stayed together forever. I focused on improving our lives and always listened to advice and wisdom.

 So back to explaining EG my single stance or revolving around my parents. Hypothetically... (yes I liked white women to get side tracked). What I was saying was the relationships I listened to foreshadowed problems like referencing Middlemarch the British book on relationships not lining up or I attended to higher callings my parents and my brother my countries military my education lots of causes to be noble with.

So here is a harsh truth today I heard take it to the limit and paraphrased my own generic version of it "I heed the warnings". So here is a what can happen completely outside of your control she or they can leave you. Your partner can upgrade and leave you just you get abandoned.

So yes there was a lesson on racial profiling or white women's elitism or the grand splendor of EG the pure German blondes. But can't we all still assimilate and progress? I am half Korean and feel like I can blend in and pass  as a normal white male in America plus with a modest sized penis.

So I choose to maybe be like a priest. To devote my life to my world. I believe women have possibly allegedly had my babies before. I believe there's really no turning back and I have obligations and responsibilities I am keeping. I am happy and free and have paycheck. Also I adhere to moderation like my parents or the VA or the doctors.



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