blake uptin

I've got a lust for life. So anyways. I watched a music video and as always I got all pumped up. Thinking of all the projects I've released. What'll be next? Remembering releases I've done my online portfolio. Views. Maybe when we move if that goes through I can start painting again. Doing better paintings this time not so quick or ghetto maybe making a new style inventing a new way. Using money on art supplies and maybe this time try to do something with them instead of just holding on to them. Selling them? Days passing by. Staying vibrant and fresh. Dogs getting older. Injections. Practicing Catholic. Maybe try to quit pornography? I guess spilling the beans. It looks like we are trying to move to West Virginia maybe Charles Town. So new things to follow up with? Would it be worth checking out Hollywood Casino? Concerts or not? being a painter still being an artist still doing things the right way even if it gets me outcast or other bad outcomes from having integrity...

 You're saying I am a loser? Well maybe you're right. I miss my grand parents. So anyways here was a new blog. What happened was I went to Fort Belvoir last night with my mom to use my military benefits. Telling y'all about it? So one reason I wanted to go there was I felt a little bit like it was like probation or something or it was some odd tic that made me want to go on base. It was almost like a magnetic pull or maybe when you hear of hunters using tricks to lure in prey (calls? bait?). So we did head for Fort Belvoir. I found some great deals on clearance that made me feel good. I am entertained with the USPA brand the knock off. Also I found a Fender guitars shirt. For a while I tried to be a guitarist. Before getting confused or other negativity? To explain some was maybe seeing EG Hank Snow the white  country guitarist lifetime of maybe martyrdom being foolish or sexual ignorance too? Or was it not being obsessed about a past encounter? Then I remembered my story o...

 So I thought the CDs I listened to helped me. Now as a testimonial for the parents or kids out there you can see where I am at now. So what was going on? I listened to music as a boy with my parents and dad was a DJ before. I tried to sing and had exposure to lots of music in my life. Before things got ruined or expired. Can you remember listening to early Michael Jackson songs in the nineties? So one era for me was public school. I walked my neighbors dogs and used my money on CDs in the 2000s. Also bought other merch. So some of that was like I was listening to them and paying attention. There could be different reasons and things to do while studying them. What to focus on? Mathematical science to music creativity expression statements promises deals etc pop? So it was like audio books in a way for me. I'd really try to decode the stuff and see what I could get out of it. I would think a lot. Also when I was younger this was a bit of a status symbol for me. The music was respec...