blake uptin

  5/1/2026 dinner beards and broads chili cheese dog chili cheese tots and one buffalo wing 5/2/2026 breakfast mom's homemade biscuits and gravy lunch mom's homemade meatballs over ramen without very much salt flavoring packet dinner melting pot pizz chef salad with oil and vinegar some pizza all the way 5/3/2026 breakfast mom's homemade breakfast two plain pancakes one blueberry four pieces of bacon one egg mom's homemade sauerkraut lunch hot dog at costco with a coke fountain drink will switch to bottled water next time dinner fogo de chao for mother's day for my mom early because of our move caesar salad bacon salami bologna sausage grilled cheese bacon wrapped steak bacon wrapped chicken steak cheese bread couple spoons of mashed potatoes a bite of a mexican banana 5/4/2026 breakfast two costco egg bites one piece of sausage glasses of water mom's homemade sauerkraut  lunch hot peppercorn chinese restaurant tiger pork pan fried dumplings chili dumpling hunan...

 4/24/2026  lunch mom's homemade sloppy joes on homemade focaccia bread with avocado oil chips dinner mom's homemade pork chops white rice carrots green beans and mom's homemade chocolate brownie 4/25/2026  breakfast left over mom's homemade biscuit and gravy mom's homemade fried potato cake lunch arby's double meat french dip 4 mozzarella sticks with marinara sauce and a chicken slider value menu dinner mcdonald's 10 piece nugget medium fries water 4/26/2026 breakfast cracker barrel mamma's breakfast 3 pancakes butter syrup two sausage two eggs sunny side up unsweet tea lunch spelulnkers double cavern burger no salt fries water one scoop flavor of the day peanut butter oreo in a cup dinner two fat butchers bbq two ribs a drum and thigh chicken two brisket slices little bit of macaroni of cheese a couple chocolate coconut almonds from cracker barrel this morning 4/27/2026 breakfast orange juice at hardee's then mom's homemade biscuit and gravy an...

 So where was I? Catching up again. Thoughts? So one sort of point was Mark Wahlberg is great and all but I feel like his movies might be more rewarding than they are always entertaining and also like borderline realistic. Italian Job was fun and the pay out was good. Other ones like Pain and Gain or Lone Survivor seem to be him as a funny idiot. However what I was getting at was Entourage seems like a masterpiece but he isn't even really in that. It wouldn't've lined up that way. So that encompasses him but he's not necessarily starring in that. Another point was he's sort of a charming idiot. Acting like that like when I wanted to be an actor and the characters I'd play out. Tics and ideas too. Being smooth but stupid in a way. So one thing my brother will do is he'll say are you done. Sometimes he'll take jokes I've invented then run them into the ground on me. So that one was maybe a negative reply to my celebrity statuses? Not liking being hurri...

 An update. So the other day I had a termite inspection. The guy kept wanting to talk to me and I thought is he some perv or something? He kept bringing up how BTBAM he knew and the guy literally called him when he was at my house. Then some of this started dawning on me. So I remembered the band he was talking about. A little story was I bought a BTBAM shirt as a boy and remembered someone whose parents were divorced and his dad was in the navy the guy cornered me and talked me into selling him the BTBAM shirt for more then I paid for it. So at the time the band was one of  those things back then that was going to help me and solve problems for me. Paying attention to the materials released. So the guy said he was friends with the group. Between the Buried and Me. I think he was going through the termite inspector to get to me. So we chatted a little bit. I told him how the time they were booked it didn't quite line up for me but how I saw other similar groups before. I kept ...

  4/17/2026 Friday breakfast mom's breakfast blueberry pancakes bacon  lunch cheeseburgers chips mom's cooking dinner peppercorn chinese food ordered family style tiger pork chili dumplings pan fried dumplings longboarded numerous times walking my hill did a little weightlifting bench pressing the bar and using the free weight bar for reps in another standing position 4/18 Saturday breakfast mom's house granola milk sausage sauerkraut lunch spelunkers spicy chicken sandwich fries no salt dinner steak mashed potatoes cookies helped load and move stuff for my dad into the trailer from the pool cabana moved some plastic tubs two burritos at night half asleep 4/19/2026 Sunday breakfast poppyseed bagel from walkers bakery sperryvville lunch broads and beards axe throwing couple slices of pizza half pepperoni half mushroom sausage on the whole thing some buffalo chicken wings a couple chili cheese tater tots some of mom's house salad with very little ranch dressing dinner bel...

 Catching up again? So getting back up on my feet again. Don't think I'll do the Hollywood Casino after all. My meds being my excuse and reason. So what happens during that scenario. Caffeine to stay awake. And me having to drive there and back. No more drinking. So what else to spend money on instead? What to do then? Don't seem to need a new guitar. Don't really need new video games. Or art supplies. Meals with my parents. Staying motivated and cozy.  So I saw TRADOC is no more. It's been replaced by T2COM. Felt a little bit weird to hear it was gone. TRADOC was a US Army program for training that I was in. So looking back on my master tapes? So seeing others who had early hits that lasted a lifetime. Not much after that though. Mccartney with Wings or Brian Wilson's releases after the beach boys.  What of my projects will keep going? Video logs? So some things ending and others continuing to go. Presidents. Trends. So getting ready for Harpers Ferry. West Vir...