px update (quit surveys but slipped and shared one again)
Figured I'd catch up a little bit. So I am moving to Harpers Ferry West Virginia. I'll be living in my parents basement. I'll be on the mortgage helping out. Took a pause we were heading to dinner at Bella Luna in Harrisonburg VA.
My house is now mostly all packed up. I have hand held video games that I might find having around being more fun than actually playing them. There was a fun $35 cracker barrel gift shop hand held I got with 300 vintage games on it. Snake being a main stream one. So thinking that was helping my family. Recently tried Beards and Broads not the Harrisonburg location the other one that was near new market va.
Not sure what stores I'll shop around there will be. Costco still? Commuting to Alexandria. Thinking staying in touch with AAFES helped me. Good things showing up. Really liked Field Jackets for a while. Other things that did it for me. Colored Hanes hoodies.
here's a map I made (think the link should work it's just some stuff I found around the next commuting home):
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So I believe my parents said one reason we are moving is because of Abigail Spanberger.
So details? Last night my parents told me that we were going to try to see about getting my own house over there. Saving money for it. Things have been a bit abrupt before like suddenly finding out we were moving to originally thinking it was Charles Town WV and thus packing up. So last night the analogy I made at dinner was it's like an option for a quarterback. I can run the ball hand the ball off to the running back or throw it to the tight end or a wide receiver. That being like I can stay in the basement and help or I can potentially get a town house in the same neighborhood or maybe see about what else is available in my price range. A part was wanting to keep doing meals with them becuase mom cooks. Getting happy thinking I was helping my family. Glad to pick up meals. The help with mortgage or retirement? Being in the background. Will the US treat us good like the Obamacare story? Where it was nice was in Luray I am just down the street from them so I can walk over. Wanting something like that again? Things have been short notice and out of no where. But I look forward to the relocation.
One thing that might've been weird was thinking of my Uncle being cool despite him living with his family his whole life it seemed like. So that was a reference. Hearing he was successful with women. Maybe him being on drugs making him seem charming in memories of him. I have not interest in drugs now because the VA disapproves and that is how I get paid that flow chart no answer. My livelihood there. The family gatherings. Him and grand dad golfing. Minus bad parts in his story jail or heroine. Him being able to get under people's skin apparently. Liking his personality before being able to irritate others or hurt their feelings or a golf pro maybe or lots of women in his history or other parts but I am not him just like a pseudo famous story to think of and get sucked into.
Looks like I might have profited selling my house. Praying it goes through. Hearing people moving to West Virginia is a trend that is starting. Seeing infographics and news stories from my smart phone feed. Looking forward to the next chapter not looking back that much. Going to Saint James the Greater Catholic Church soon. Daily mass starts at 7am so it looks like I'll have to figure out how to wake up earlier. Liking their merch shop. Also looks like I'll be going to the Martinsburg VA. So don't know if I'll ever shop in their veterans store or not. Lots of new housing developments in WV. Seeing and scouting ahead on a few trips earlier with my paernts. Trying to help them. Rosaries. Weekday mass.
Thought women may have had my children before in the past and that was the best I could do. Rewards for my voting? Republican. Mccain. Elephant. Sticking to my story. Not Bernie Sanders. That was hearing people would get turned inside out over things like that. Lies. The principal. Integrity. Apparently being taken care of? Rewards for good behaviors. My album Ghost Lovin' - by the Teletones. So that was like Sheriff rewards too. So it was the other day liking Brian Wilson and ordering a green tour shirt I used to have hope it has the cities on the back too. So hearing he had a conservatorship. A reoccurring story was others who got better smarter deals. Soldiers. Jr enlisted. Students. Professors. So thinking he had his intial recordings like John Lennon but didn't really have much after that. Other side people. Al Jardine. The background friends. Josh Klinghoffer again? But is he done now? No more RHCP. Famous references. Liking celebs. Dad the other day saying how when he was a boy he was a little jealous of other kids who got tv dinners .So processed things. Remedying things for my parents. Community college exposure? Egos? Teslas?
So I believe my parents said one reason we are moving is because of Abigail Spanberger.
So one thing I looked into a little but quit on was surf skate. Those are different types of boards that have a surf vibe. Different than a longboard. The front truck I think weaves and can create momentum. Some quality brands I found were Carver and Yow and Loaded. I am in the VA program Move for weight loss. So I thought I could be a little bit round like Steve Caballero but without trivia problems about him like divorced parents. As stated the issue that came up with Rodney Mullen I believe in his autobio it said his mom died early. Not wanting that. Really liked Tony Hawk Underground 1. People told me to stop on 1 and not do 2. My stuff is packed up in my shed outside hope it is not ruined from the temperatures. Gamecube in the plastic bin loaded with stuff out there.
So hobbies? Really missing the George Bush Jr era. Early social media. Myspace. Pictures participation friend requests strangers things booming. Being high and poor. Remembering being poor and on drugs and all of this before the US Army I enlisted in. So when the media seemed better. I think my dad tells me to get a job when I tell him my tv is broken. My spirit broken stance on the work force. Revolving around my parents to help and pessimism abuot the jobs my reasoning on them. Better off on SSDI all those rational reasons. What'll still work? Facebook seems almost annoying these days. But it is free. A big memory for me was the show Entourage. Wanting to see Bow Wow a little bit becuase he was on the show. Another was a term being a slur for blacks -rich. So that being like little improvements and upgrades. A memory was having Kevin Garnett's Nike shoes as a boy in elementary school. Later seeing that model was selling for $600 online. So ghetto?
So I got a survey invite and figured I'd participate or give an update. I haven't done surveys in a long time because I think my parents didn't like when I was doing them. Also I got feedback about my no filter parts eventually from the PX so adjusting. Like apparently one was conquering a adult video addiction. Paid for subscriptions but am waiting for them to expire now. A reference point for that was the other day at the barber the barber pointing out that I had more hair to cut then my dad so seeing the fluids in my body and apparently getting older. Some ED from injections or being older? Is my brothers son actually mine? His struggles now. About to finish high school. What next? What job? Why college? What about dropping out? Debt? Skills? Pablo Dylan. More was maybe being cynical skeptical negative and spirit broken about women now. Maybe some of that was from seeing other men and their issues. Groveling because of military dependence. Holes in the story? Did I have women have my babies before secretly? So suicidal scenarios for the men becuase of them being antiquated. Infidelity. How many times I see women trying ot upgrade on their men. And that idea planting doubt in my own capabilities based on that. If they'll do that to them why wouldn't they do that to me too? So what's new? Trying to see where I am going. Like will I be staying in my parents basement in WV long term. Trying to get comfortable and see where I am going. Really miss having things to look at. New facebook picture in front of the hamster cages at pet smart.
Staying in my parents basement before was ok. Skyline Ct Alexandria. So that was later seeing how small of a space I actually had. One small bedroom filled with stuff. Before moving to Cavalier Drive Bucknell a few streets over. Living on Costco food. Them dropping off left overs. Apparently issues with me when I was on Haldol back then. Drinking on meds too.
So we looked at furniture. When we were at a furniture I saw a bed model I liked. It had a storage rack behind it and on the night stands. Looked at PX furniture but it seemed a litlte bit too low of quality. The assembly and clean up add on feature was nice though.
So I think I'll be going to Hollywood Casino some. I think I'll see Jakob Dylan. Other names on the calendar. A different one I was a litlte interested in was seeing My Chemical Romance at Nationals stadium this summer. But I think my parents said they don't like them and they aren't good. More would be my dad said the bible quote when I was a boy I did as a boy now I am a man and do as a man something like that forgot the exact wording. So another was thinking cds helped me as a teenager. Did Hawthorne Heights help me get to VCU at Brand dormitory and pay off my loan too? A drop out success.
One thing was not wanting to waste so much money or to use more on me. One thing I previously did was blow lots of money on toys that I never even opened that later I donated. I thought Walmart was helping me and my family. I am not sure if my charity even reached the target. Also when I tried Toys for Tots falling for their ads they didn't even pick up and the hot line said basically they couldn't help until october which was too late since I am moving before then. So all that money wasted for no reason? I thought at one point a idea was as opposed to the prison shows on tv my dad not having it like that instead thinking EG Barbie products were helping Dream House Camper Malibu House Getaway House. Crazy right? More of it was Scrooge thoughts.
Still can't seem to escape Charles Dickens play Christmas Carol yearly. Think I can keep seeing it in Old Town Alexandria.
So is that enough? Liking coming to Fort Belvoir with mom. Getting excited about that. Not sure why but coming and leaving post always puts me in a good mood and gets me excited. Wasn't sure if it was some drug associated memory. But that story looking back on some memories there seems to be smoking drugs are a controlled substance and that effect on the memory. Like overseas in Germany amplifiied by what my guess was was drugs on my civilian clothes frmo before I joined the Army. Or it was the clothes styles being dulled down by the PX as opposed to VCU fashion students those outfits getting second hand stuff that was more extravagant or the balance on those things affordable enough quality designers too.
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I guess a little bit more? So I was trying to balance using both my parents. What I mean is not necessarily favoring one of the other. Previously a reoccurring issue was referencing celebs with married parents then finding the internet said one died earlier then the other. (Bill Wyman's Dad JD Salinger's Dad Rodney Mullen's mom Steve Ditko both parents I think it said in the autobiography died earlier). And me thinking these could've been becuase the people didn't necessarily stop. Thinking Tiger Woods may have contributed to both his parents dying earlier. But how insane what he did was. The intimacy with all the attractive women the height of his career. So that was where I saw the side of people who didn't necessarily 'place' anymore or others who failed at the hobby but won at keeping their parents doing well. That was a goal for me. During our rosaries when I think it's called our intentions? Anyways I'll pray for our long healthy happy lives and staying together and other things. So there was that.
Also my weight seems to be a little heavier? Ever since Olanzapine I've been a little hungrier with portion sizes. So I wear size XXL but usually it'll actually be XXXL normal sizes. So some of that was like I like shopping at Casual Male XL DXL. There is one in Lancaster PA we go to when we are up their for HMGS conventions. Dad's gaming and me making my homemade movies on it. So Casual Male XL fits pretty good. I've gotten a little used to the weight change and being a little heavier. I think some of it was to be compliant or easy going or accept that maybe this was one way of making me not worried about getting sent back into the military. I liked the military but I am happy where I am at now. Sometimes my weights will fluctuate a little bit. I'll feel my clothes get a little looser or a little tighter. I assume waste 40x32 isn't changing anytime soon. That's the last size Costco carries for men. So I take a mood stabilizer with food 3 times a day and that one also makes me a little sleepy I suspect on the 3rd one. So I considered having a tea or caffeine drink on my Hollywood Casino nights if my parents think that's a good idea to go to the event maybe having the energy beverage without them knowing. A unsweet tea to be on the safe side.
Mom wears size 8 or 10 bottoms. She said some of the clothes at the PX are like Walmart. She said there's one section there she does like but she doesn't always find something. She wears medium or large tops. Size 8 to 8.5 shoes it varies on brands and styles and fits. She likes Talbots and Nordstrom. Likes silk cashere sweaters quality wool good niec cotton all those pure fabrics. I like when I can treat my mom and dad special. On the nights we go to the PX dad usually will be having his game night. He'll host in the downstairs of their Alexandria house. I think this brings him joy and brightens his spirits. So it'll be historical miniature war gaming. Recently we moved his collections to the Alexandria house. I clean my parents office weekly if we're up there as a job but I'll sometimes spend the money on my parents on a meal to be nice. Also my lesson with jobs was you basically have to pay to keep your job. Also I'll clean my parents house sometimes monthly for another pay job.
So balancing both parents? Knowing when to stop? So missing my hobbies but being on the safe side. No more instagram thankfully. Maybe happy there's no more Tumblr anymore. In the morning I'll use my Amazon Music playlists when I drive to daily mass. Did a few videos set to private before the move. Thought people hacked my accounts and read my private messages or watched my private videos before or others keeping tabs on me too. A previous little story was with the Doctors appointments the doctor immediately wanting to know basically everything that was going on maybe without a filter? So that story. Taking my meds. Days around mom and dad. Trips to Alexandria.
So the countdown to the move. I think it's May 12 but I think we got access to the property earlier then that by paying the previous owner and negotiating that. Last days at my house in Luray VA. Looking forward to my parents basement in Harpers Ferry. Some of that was thinking of little things that'll make it more enjoyable. Comparing it to a gerbil cage. Me and my poodle he's getting older he's seen a few house now Cavalier Beall Alexandria and now 56 Jane Washington Harpers Ferry WV 25414.
Really enjoyed my USPA polos I got recently. Seem entertaining and charming and well priced. Oh will have to see about maybe having 'alone time' in the basement and refueling my stomach afterwards. Think I'll have a few rooms down there this time. Some of my old furniture we're moving. So I guess that's some of what I forgot or added on to catch up. Thanks.
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