People literally had the nerve to try to have my dad commit suicide because they wanted to recruit me. I turned them down. They were probably using mil benefits against him in addition to him making it on his own without them for over twenty years. I still help my parents.

 Here's a list of the male suitors I have rejected instead to stay with my parents. People literally had the nerve to suggest my father commit suicide and me be used as the bait for their sexual realities with me again unpaid and used. I stood my  ground:

  • Iowa Senator think the grand kids tried hijacking my mom due to a divorce haven't heard from them as much due to the divorce
  • Commanders family remember when my family name still meant a little bit and people realized I correlated with the women was offered openings but turned them down due to the sacrament of marriage and EG Obamacare
  • Belle Haven Country Club so a rich old powerful club owners family tried having me be a sibling for them but I had accountability to my parents so I declined he may be dying soon never heard back from them and was outcast from them as such and on the complaints list regular in that turf
  • Fairfax County police family started with youth football as a offensive lineman never touching the ball so basically being a inch away from being a friendly inmate bound incarcerated personality of the white trash style stood up and made it to college and continued to avoid them couldn't do anything about it because the police families had badges and would harass me walked away as my elementary school teachers taught me
  • local skateboard militia offered to not have to go off to get my own mil benefits by thus joining the military many of these mil survivors in life gave me hell and spirt broke me many times being able to pinpoint which specific enemy is harassing me was on distant amiable terms from them and had protection with their gang before
  • Georgia moles in the Army trying to have me return to TRADOC one still talks seems ok both helped me through there?
  • the military in general a USMC journalism instructor think he may have covered with me with a son for me whose being raised by him on good terms
  • my aunts after I got my mil benefits even hypothetically it wouldn't have worked because I wouldn't have listened to them thus I've seen veterans ditched with broken jaws Aids and homelessness
  • Washington DC with the social worker and the jewish music industry the black community and the mentally ill musicians so nightclubs and rapport built heard from one seems mixed were they trustworthy after all? actually maybe they showed me why not to and proved my points for me
  • VCU colleagues didn't start my new life in Richmond went in the Army had new friends but weighed my parents more heavily treated that like a obligation and tried to meet that mostly never heard back from any of them again


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