I keep seeing what I am going to turn into in the future and some things at times can seem completely out of my control. Another element is the President's trends can change somethings but others can still be seemingly immovable. Where will I be tomorrow?

 I have had a fantasy of relocation before. Let me explain so on the one hand the neighborhood kids showed me how to be a disabled veteran on the other hand the school system showed me outrageous heroes adventures. What will the future be and what is possible?

I have moved houses I bought twice. So do you ever daydream about what it'd be like elsewhere? I have like places I have been and heard about. Lancaster PA Augusta GA Schweinfurt Germany Korea France England Africa.

I don't want to have my life ruined but the reverse I want insurance and seem to have a somewhat secure future for me and my family. But catching it there I heard you can't do that. See the hearsay about VA Beach and Norfolk. It just doesn't work like that.

So settling in and accepting my future. Trying to stay industrious and improve my life to come. Am I a victim of VA Healthcare? But is it the reverse am I an example of VA healthcare being rewarding and helpful?




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