parents emails shared think one is copied twice got lazy but was thorough think i got them all good morning
this one has been an inception in my head so bad recently.
here's the news article from rs:
so i thought this could be like when people get profiled for something. i thought i could use eg b wyman as a definitive answer (veteran stones guitarist). so to tell you a little bit about it to explain it. keith the stones guitarist has beaten life sentences many times throughout his life. more on guitar would be chuck berry they said did 2 years as an adult and later a sentence at the end of his life. josh helped the rhcp because they had some issues like aging or stigma and he didn't have tatts & i thought married parents (eg if i don't go to roy's or get the same things terrorist problems miserliness and us navy too). some of this i thought eg my brother your son stu had this as a representative (when i keep saying the subject matter experts on stuff the sme). then there was the trautmann story where that was like the floor model for covering for me symbiotically. i sort of literally could sherpa'd directly to easy street. & if my parents had to fake their deaths due to democrats. i thought i don't want to go to jail or the stakes of this it could be a huge win or a modestly bad loss. i think it said he could do 1yr in jail if he loses. the first case i think he got off but they sued again.
these i thought were like completely insane:
but i have endless wants. i have lots of tshirts like when i worked for dr machmer. cds.
at one point i thought mom or dad may have said i should get a tattoo. i have stood my ground on not eg home owners. but the other side was the fantasies and delusions and dreams. inspired by dad's clients. the manic. in the entourage show i saw i think later the character i think vince the internet said got one on his neck. that was like stuff i wanted to do without being offensive the single artist. if it worked like insurance that doesn't sound that bad. the one i thought up was the rs tongue logo but i heard it can be confusing about prices and what's available and terms and stuff. but i have seen the internet be wrong it's said multiple completely different stories about bill w. that tic was in germany i think they loved me and were referencing that a lot like exile on main street or sympathy for the devil the movie which was on cable there. and confusions can i get satisfaction now? and not wanting stresses homelessness car problems see complacency and being spirit broken. the government the va the county. guarantees and retirement. not wanting risk over my parents marriage that tremendous fear and scare. the stories getting to me from the senator on taking the fall and having seen those who didn't trautmann burnette. them.
i feel like this is up there with like a gambling addiction sort of. i liked collecting stuff and had used walmart instead of buying lotto tickets or other stuff but i would want to be greedy and not lose my stuff. i don't think i have the courage or foolishness to do anything until after i hear what happens on the 18th for civil and 31 for criminal for him. that jacket i thought was completely insane. when i saw rhcp at nat stadium i got a little merch there and the attractive woman at the merch table said some sound clip about it that got stuck in my head so bad. thinking of the music video for that is these are the ways.
the trautmann story was like i thought there were all these things going on that that relationship helped everyone. to think of answers. a man. all the little details about it like flea's spell his showmanship or each member. i guess that's a dave matthews band 'so much to say' uva charlottesville.
that's the whole thing again. back to scrooge. heeding warnings. not wanting injuries. cowardice wisdom. the picture of noble wall over and over again. assimilation.
eg here's one i thought i have to be a lifelong republican because of explanations. the hobbies aren't worth it and don't work. home ownership is the answer.
do y'all want to see a movie tonight?
also the christmas list i was mentioning getting that up so i know what the price range is
kim and stuart isn't this sean aiden nesbitt's poster on his wall
don't have lil's email but was going to include her on it since she's family. see her or talk to her occasionally and deduce that is good for business and family and in general.
ok so i have tics from when i was hospitalized (like rpg templating concluding the master is the subject matter expert that being some of the celeb tic) that i also enjoy. here is where i am at now. there's things i wasn't sure about all the logistics like would it get used is it good to buy it what to dwell on. finishing dad's books but distractions with other ones rodney mullen's autobiography bill wyman's autobiography steve ditko's bio and whether to nag about that or think of christmas things to request but would it get used again? hadn't used all my paints from christmas or read all the painting lesson books eg. to fully use everything but objectives too.
i didn't think i was blowing money. i did think when i was going to walmart that was explained like being lawful or not thinking i was smart a little spirit broken from warnings or examples made of people. to explain that one i literally thought my family could get put in danger if i didn't get stuff there (and other places not as bad) some of that was like roy's or workers. so some of that was maybe filed a little under warnings and paying my bills.
eg metallica's show in landover sounded like it'd help my parents. or when i brought up babbit with broderick at stc in dc.
having time to listen to metallica (uneducated) my family does better or others highlighted stuart and linkin park then the lil collab i thought of. convinced drop ins help all of us. thinking of the kids educations. studying and training but that countered with not being paralyzed or doing business. another tic was insurance things from what i'd done and not explaining everything short hand.
a little skiddish sometimes about not having a vert board for the drop in. did my street board many times no problem though. walmart is a litlte to be feared of. and when i liked buying and listening to vinyl from luray's switz mix store. and the new dylan movie on the way being entertained in the audience.
a enjoyable memory was of burd boonyoo and his artistic passion. seeing his mom's house the last time before we lost touch when i was back from the army. hermit crabs drawings etc.
i did think about getting into music stuff (with approval) like maybe leaning into alexandria music. some of it could be still using my gibson sg from rick's dog walking money or product sales. guitars. i was happy with my electric bass guitar i bought there. i spoke to the owner on my way to roy's and he said he could do a bass amp for $200. the other option was looking into an acoustic bass.
some of that too was things like sort of being %100 pro about this stuff. no errors. then there was stuff like i didn't have a problem with drugs but the va rules or that. stopping at smoking. it wasn't like i craved it rather was that a good steroid? wyatt and stuart. rodney and caballero and tony hawk. but i don't think wyman was a druggie maybe meds and the state or county.
some of my conclusions were based on my goals. i am so happy my parents are married. i am happy to center on that. i enjoy the trips. i keep swearing somehow y'all could someday end up like the wittiges and even being crazy thinking they could've faked their deaths or other secret society stuff. i like being with my family. thinking of stuart and his fam. i like doing things i enjoy that i got to progress with. i thought i got to do what i wanted and that was what i supposed to do. guitar skating rolling stone publishing and teaching surveys too.
so some of this is things i think the va likes that appear to be good in general. my big heroes i've narrowed in are are steve ditko (veteran and publishing but hearing problems from the youtube docs on him like would y'all be cornered from that lit formula) bill wyman (veteran and celeb music teaching and producing) rodney mullen (married parents legend exercise). so what was in my head could be like which product to use remembering in vcu coeds having discussions over that. can you skate in not skate shoes? in this case the globe brand but other parts being gritty or things women think about. manic impoverishment.
there's another brand i saw that i was interested in richie jackson's deathwish part. it's not rodney though.
so some of this stuff i thought should i spend some of my cleaning money on. however i did still think to focus on my house. being a home owner. so putting money into things with my house. paying off the vinyl flooring and labor the garage door repair and the new deck and other stuff that could come up.
another was many 'inceptions'. when something gets in my head bad or 'repeater's too.
so some of the things i was interested in were bass guitar (would it be acoustic or electric my current one is ok i think it has a little fret buzz from when it got knocked over) skateboarding (and having milk again for that my bones) still liked doing publishing i did have a tumblr instead of instagram that i thought was beneficial for the communities and world. i was convinced that was wanted and people were wanting that from me and many were using my releases.
some of the women thing was later seeing maybe being saintly could be better. we went to home goods last night and i got peach green tea wisdom brand that reminded me of a ga cpt who i told stories to mom about. thinking messages got to me for doing the right thing. some of it too could be being wiser and loyal. thinking i got taken care of many times for doing what i was supposed to.
some of the walmart purchases were explained like. instead of substance abuse (big cigs or other vices) investing in things that'd be good. could my toys get donated and make kids happy? they aren't even opened. i want them and don't want to donate them but seeing the eg noble wall he doesn't look like his house is stuffed with collectibles. the state picture lifelong republican mccain.
so some of it was finding time to be both with my parents 247 and time to do hobbies. the right 'sound check' on my releases humor american retired etc. crazy. i think i will keep skating. i get so happy and a high from watching rodney vids on youtube and making my own.
and again. is scrooge the only answer?
that's a quick update of where i am now.
To whomever got me. I added a few more to the link in my wishlist. What I factored was previously shipping and handling. I believe I am coming in at $146.
Thank you.
Dad has not been put into the system.
Everyone should get the names in ASAP to get this guaranteed. Also before things sell out.
So please review my list. If someone chooses to not get what I requested I ask that they stick to: Rodney autobio Wyman autobio Ditko bio. Those were what I thought were work related. Veterans with married parents and that subject matter experts. Mine was a little like an alternative to Master Class. Self education business practice etc.
So please get your wishlists up so things can get gotten early.
Thank you.
Have job now. Want to get one. They are easy to care for.
This is a plea for you to hear me.
I would notify you of your what I perceive to be ignorance that is like mine. Explaining the system. I feel I have failed at penetrating your mind for this. Remember when grand dad died after I said go see Dylan or Keith?
It is not a game. To try to mathematically conclude this again it could be: you go somewhere and pretend to act. Then you get shown you get barred. Barred is jail. Then the law system shows you that if you dodge it it will just make it worse. Thus how I tried explaining to Francine Bonnie seeing the Subhumans or other specific examples of successes.
It is better to be alive. I am not gay. Thus I remind dad that his brother is Eric. In my opinion it is better to pay something than to be killed jailed punished in different ways. My story was that is what starts to happen. My basis for this could be Blacks and Gays who know the system.
I thought the only other alternative is things like alternative forms of payment (vinyl movies etc). I believe I make cuts from this stuff but it is %100 validated insured things.
If you opinion was receiving poor treatment here I would tell you the explanations. Cheap seats in ghetto poor people. The alternative I believe is worse.
To get through to you I say my Les Miserables story. I can not explain how stupid you are and that this is what I believe will %100 happen. There's dead then there's Wittiges. Alive is better. I think traditionally the holocaust does not go away.
There's lots of short hand on this but here is an explanation. Paying the sme will guarantee your best future. Not will not. Regret and damnation. Dead Grand dad Eric. I am not a jew a gay man or a black man however these people have shown me concrete facts. See outside of Fort Hunt how many completely normal people have had the 'we tried that alreadies'.
My explanation to handling this was the logistics. Come with your terms and if you have to use sign language to explain that. I am not getting a kick out of this it is just like when I told Stuart that his kids I don't think knew the neighborhood EG democrat lawfuls. Kim's ignorance and a story sound bite could be 'I've been burned too many times'.
This I believe can also be filed under Presidential executive trends. An example of this is Hank3 or others shown to have very similar things. I am testifying that this works. I would give you more time to assess this. It's taxes police education.
I don't want y'all to have to find out the hard way. My answer is things like state your firmness and terms. No drinking. My parents marriage want. Variables merch seat price how often.
Now people keep dying after I said this was happening.
It is not worth dying because people are holding you down while probably simultaneously going to these behind your back and leading rampant double lives. It is like sitting through a professors lecture. If you try staring at Wyatt all day eventually it's %0 worth it.
A story I believe I have seen before is this. People unable to attend and paying the person. So to hear the other side I can be shut down. Roky Erikson died near the DC champs. After I saw him however. So if someone is blocking you still trying to do something.
Dad = Matthew Broderick (beat a court case)
Mom = Jewish Mother (the good depiction and rights)
Frankenstein = Wittiges (alive married)
Christmas Carol = Unemployment (business logistics)
Would you like to be educated on culture from Bonnie?
I would gladly go with you or stay back. I have gotten to where I am safe and secure I believe. What I would mention is the screws being turns. Someone tells you what no matter what you believe will happen and what your choices are. See dying of playing hookie.
It is now not later. Remember when you kept telling us things? I listened. Now I am retired and disabled. This is already playing and their other stuff could sell out.
I would pay to go. Just set the budget. I've spent things on other stuff before that I thought would help. Walmart. PX.
In closing my other lesson I was Dr Zhivago communistly exposed to was this: a movie series called Bum Fights. People try stealing clients is what I think it was. A story of that is where to eat at? Then what to invest in? You save up money someone was already waiting for that.
Lil
So I wasn't dodging you. You are nearby so that is nice. I was saying how I think my event phase is over. I don't go out to the nightclubs anymore. But are there other better logistic providers? If things were feasible I was there for people.
I just blogged a post while I thought about you (link below). I to be honest was still a little disappointed we didn't get to collab but I can hear the reasons & let it go. It's good nothing bad happened & being safe & to stay positive.
So let me paint this picture for you. I guess that one I was musing over EG the smoking. Getting high. Your grown up children's assimilation and future. Some of what I was thinking of my aunt for was having seen people stay with their family. There was lots of details I was thinking of like things I saw. [Sic] what is the command?
Not to be too German and direct. I was thinking are the kids going to stay in the USA?
To tell you about the SGGL show I saw them twice certain in my brain. Don't want to get complaints from you and tried helping. BTW lots of these things I could read into or when I was there tried sort of soundchecking in a static fashion.
Well it's nice to see family. I still see Stuart basically nightly. This is a good format too because the price seems good. Emails are basically free right? I'll keep y'all posted. Put my parents on the email to keep us as family and a connection. Not conspiring but prep for what's next.
What I felt somewhat good with was Sean and Caelin seem like they're doing well. Sean will sort of let me in his room. He has wall art and colored lights. Their kids are in Catholic school.
Hope your self education is going good. I'll call if things line up. I think this is good instead of texting. Maybe you'll have a point about those Birchmere shows.
Well have a nice day Aunt Madeline Grieb.
for next ones i thought. moving forward with the book some ideas i thought of before bed were.
1 philip k dick drug user ideas. an example of one i quickly forgot was about the library containing souls and how their was like animal rage then i zoned out and forgot that. the french writers. autobio i checked out from the library appeared to cover for me with all ends. the compilations in one thing lots of entertaining concepts. but no divorces.
2 dickens society lessons. see things like debt gambling court. not neccessarily dark like that russian author from the brothers karamazov.
3 shakespeare so maybe the play where you can see the stage and also the other elements like war or high society.
the read was entertaining for chunking through it. like a record where your brain learns how to do something. also it was easy to tell other stories in my head while speed reading it. things from my life.
one idea was following up more often using my parents and interacting. so busy. the drawings and references to my blogs. maybe a picture here and there vonnegut did that in breakfast of champions that was easy enough?
Ok.
So some of my ideas were like dad doing basically the professional version of ideas I had. Like when I was a kid and something was out of reach. So some of the Shakespeare one could be the trends like the politics or some of the locations. How to tailor that to strangers? The focal point. The convention reasons encoded into a text formula of our samples.
On the Tahmassibi's and Horners note I had no and still have no problem. Some of it was what I expected. However here is where I'd be dad's services offered and deals. So some of this was like the tuning it up and soundcheck. EG some of my bird like exposure to things I saw. GA Harrisonburg DC who else? Regular Fort Belvoir. So dad being Gibbs on that as a manager. My friend Muhammad from Augusta in my Tradoc unit.
The story was like Schobel's dad. Him in Germany and wanting his dad to have things to stay busy. Gardening. So an example of the old stuff was not the drugs for deviation or evil. Rather the fellowship. So one of those was now I just glued together a turtle. Memories of the past but current obligations better character sheeted.
So one version of the text was poetic lyrical easy to read stuff. Some of my blogging previously was maybe noting things for one observation. A celeb subject matter expert and something that sums it up. Also it was hearing of a giving things jail term but feeling like I was robbed and having nothing. What am I supposed to do? Self satisfaction.
More would be the picture of me and y'alls retirement. The collecting addiction. The new material and publishing.
So EG with Andy B an idea I mentioned was what is the smartest idea? With Stefan an idea was what's next after the championship? See UVA. So those twos fingerprints I thought I saw on the book. So another big Andy one was a guy in my unit in Germany who reminded me of him when younger. Barracks rat computer gamer and helpful. So some of this stuff might be like others iterations and inclusions.
Time to respond to each personality. Steve Robinson's contribution. The story of down spectrum communities and military business. Warranted. Heroism. Inspirational and affective.
So some of mom was thinking her id could be sort of a Jewish mother. The Leopoldstadt play in DC at STC. That being official things and high performance or my lesson was like certificates. Some of Stuart's kids was will they go to college or will they immediately work for us? Are they disqualified from the military? Back stories like are the Reed's positive? Infantry cop and blonde mom. More detailing things. Thinking don't give them stuff because it'll immediately get stolen and be pointless or is this futile.
A friend from public school. Highschool grad showing intellect and explanations. Think she stayed with her divorced mom in the Bucknell Suburbs. Brother tatted returned from the Navy. Worker trashy conclusions. Skaters.
So the book. What if there was like a blank or color page prompt in it? Pseudo sketchbook. Like it's set up and the user can finish something.
Some of Stefan's was his daughter mil choices. Then it was payment for advice and if the person follows the instructions. Dad being a expert on this.
The book was exactly what I was looking for. Married parents. The thick like full value thing. EG video game stuff from my era. Open world RPG interactive immersive some of those jargons. I lately have been stumped midway maybe 9 day pause.
So at night immediately going to bed and distractions. My tumblr blog. The term I thought was from a Conor Oberst song Sold Out he was initially in Bright Eyes. Everyone is included. Energy and road life.
EG Rick his son being his Igor. Getting everything prepped. His longevity staying alive. He doesn't appear to have health ailments. The pseudo grand parents usages. My energy level and muscle failure.
The if my house is used by others soundchecking. Things like guitar leaders on tour and things smooth. Ronnie Wood of the stones. Wanting so bad to settle in and the huge hallucination of Robbie Tenant.
VA survivors? Social work? But miserliness and being a hermit appearing to be the answer.
A big one for me is skating. Swearing that was helping when I used to film myself. So was Burd Boonyoo Daewon Song who was Rodney Mullen's friend? Not getting injured too bad but that dynamic. It seems so rewarding if you do do it. The quarter pipe ptsd. Wanting to do the ice baths. Each of our hobbies tuned up our party. Considering Front Royal's park again. My old Youtube channel.
Stuart and Kim. Stuart thinking he should spend the money and get the current Undertaker edition motorcycle toy that Target has been carrying. Thinking that'd open doors for him. An explanation was smoking money. Instead of that vice this investment. Art supplies. Showmanship. Some of him was his usability and contribution to our family. A side back story was some paranoid wedge he was now my half brother. Maybe it was drugs or poverty that started that or enemies out there. Results. Then it was his life is no longer in danger because of my teeth. So that was him not getting viewed like Bryan Duncan. Answers being stroom trooper VA affiliate.
Previous things. Walking. Sheriff and law enforcement interperations. Local kids and voices in earshot.
A story with when I didn't listen to dad. Higher priorities. Keeping my Adobe Photoshop. Thought I earned and wanted to keep using that. Penalties. RGIII.
A Robbie one was previous things got me here. Television the guitarist from Richard Lloyd. Short answers never fully having time to explain. Preferring to stay single. The subject matter experts don't appear to work on that. Looked up the inappropriate people (Mick Blue adult empire from Manuel Ferrara) on that but then it's back to my pseudo job as Steve Ditko Rodney Mullen Bill Wyman. Veterans with married parents. The testimonial on something I got. Mistakes and mindmapping and reinforcements and warnings too.
Using mom and dad's business and paying them back. Have money in my account. Wanted ot pay it off quick and in big chunks. The hotel the garage door the deck the flooring. The bum fights documentary story. Saving up. Being a little fearful of Walmart EG if you don't use that issues. Answers I found out myself. But the other side lawful and lazy as an American. Specific people being responsible for tics.
The shed idea. Would a light switch in there be good? Rugs? Luray home ownership. Helping y'all get a tractor. Thinking that helped Danny Chu stay at home 247. Wanting to be here. But the Alexandria ends? Retirement? Stuart?
Special orders. Will it get used? The book problems. Not finishing it other things. Unparalyzed. Wyatt.
Things gotten with both parents. Stretching things. History lessons. Graphic tees. Leather.
So the book. Shakespeare being some characters and then you can use English techniques. A character representing something or a triangle. The comedy of errors the setting places the audience the story unfolding. The military and life outside the gate. The plays. So things like what's called gambling could seem like it is a job. Wanting the women but never being able to calculate it and then back to reinforcements. Thinking if it was like others vices where they seem to help. Gamblers and substance abuses. Road barriers was the toilet staying single gambling business explanation what else? Divorce and garnishments.
Practicing Catholic. Events. Birchmere. The if not it doesn't work. High strung LGBTQs. Pet dog. Pet bird? Parrot expensive partner. JD Salinger guaranteed good life parents. Sales out there. Going but not getting anything improving at that. Using parents more. Stop surveys.
The Texas Roadhouse meal was this. Yes I wanted to go. Then things like my part. The table schematics appeared flawed. Who and how can you talk? My lessons of these things complaints negativity or I am the guest on late night. No problems or drama. Static. So like a barbershop? Talkers and derelictions. Common observations.
There's some updates. Walking over soon for lunch.
Then again it's the insurance of Scrooge. The County the Government Facebook lots of old faces. The Grassley's and Franklin's effect on me.
Mom and dad so here's some more detailing. At the end I am going to separate out my inappropriate section for dad to read (so mom doesn't see something unwanted). I shared it to have someone to talk to and remedy my ailments. I thought voicing these was helpful and good. I bulleted my points but was really thinking of a lot of them today during and after lunch. Want to talk about this stuff but seem to get shut down at times.
Where dad with mom behind him is useful is coaching. Dad will see what I show and explain to him and have answers. Things a father and coach can do with the game of it all. Things I see or experience but was too distracted or occupied to tell.
I'd think about the terms about someday wanting a bird. This would be like concluding to stay sort of single forever. Me my bird my parents my brother and his family. Then there's things that dad can answer and know. Dad being a crutch or source of counsel. This one is there's cheap birds and expensive birds and different kinds. Parrot cockatiel conure parakeet. Then it'd be someday having time to stay home and have that around. Or not doing it at all. Back to being a dog man.
So tuning up dad's look was this. This was my lesson the Jews will have different answer people who can make you loved comfortable and charming and attractive. One of these was a group I saw in a private movie showing called Sheer Terror. I confused them with Dag Nasty. This was Records Collecting Dust the DC edition at Black Cat. So this was a heavier guy who seems completely normal and likeable. Not disgusting or humiliated or hated or despised. Other stuff like that Metallica being focused on uneducated or the Penguin being a Robert Pattinson story. Robert Pattinson's parents own a vintage dealership it said and are married. Things like if dad and I at AIT training had the military make celebrities in our name. Shatner Dicaprio Pattinson. I wasn't sure if he got booked Sheer Terror but I wasn't sure if I could make it due to safety before. I did however see him in the movie that night. Others I could find or had used for mom. Guitar players men helping goals.
Were the bios fake or not? During Biden suddenly every hero I had was immediately mostly ruined. See the story of being into women.
So the priorities were and are my parents. I didn't realize how dangerous I could've been but also how that could've been exactly what was wanted. So I think before I go chasing some dream I better tend to my family. Stuart mom dad. I was not starting a coup or conspiring rather always busy and prepping for the future almost to where I got to distracted with the delusion of business again. Then the spirit breaking: Always Scrooge.
So Stuarts side. Thinking he's delivered for us before. Thinking how to get him useful. A reason he's in the picture is Scrooge with the Cratchit's. Time usage. Is walking to his house supporting trafficking and community? Mom's son. Drama from Entourage but that fantasy but it was stressful and trouble. Lawful. Nitpicking details in the story from my age peers from public school being mean or more people requiring time. Caitlyn near Burd from homecoming her knowing Pat Coi. Why can't people still hang out like before? Scrooge again. Shakespeare theater company plays. That reoccurring story blue collar workers telling me their solutions. Sam Franklin. The neighborhood during puberty.
Using parents more instead of surveys. Reasons not to were the warnings or hearsay. The VA could try to kill my family for protecting me and that loop of no one will pay and nothing works. So the lawful side story was because I allegedly killed Daniel Shahid's dad in Germany now the Sheriff is harassing me through my parents for my own good. Not wanting jail ever. Hospital not as bad.
I thought my profession was a hobbyist. See the married veterans I studied. What I requested for Christmas. Having hospital and jail tics. This gets me out. This gets me paid. Thinking this is indirectly how this stuff can work. People wanting me back again.
Being devout to the mil and benefits. Thinking of what I call mil lifers. Not as bad was being a practicing Catholic. Thought books could get rewritten. Seeing the word Sexton which was a church hand and that being a name in a Birchmere show. Not going there anymore.
Am I supposed to be a gambling addict? Is that business? Thinking of EG Robbie's card collecting. Thinking of my different collections like Jay Leno has cars. The help of bookies on projects? Road life.
Here were my blogs I did under a pen name. I still do them occasionally. I had done them before after being told to stop. I am lawful but had excuses and explanations. Inceptions in my head. Steve Ditko the comic artist. (not wanting to be like family members who I deduced have had their life very ruined). Youtube is still set to private. A huge one in my head every second of my life is Noble Wall and his indian care taker. Not wanting that but not really appearing to have any other choice thus Scrooge. Staying alive. Not wanting car troubles. Home ownership. The county and government.
So as far as marriage or any unsweet (or paranoid) feelings I was past that based on my conclusions. I did talk myself out and have my story covered. Other references Salinger. But still have and want my mental illness. Single. Compliance and meds. Permanent and total rating.
Mom can stop reading here. Dad can continue past the returns to see my issues.
So the issue now for me is sex pretty bad. It's in my head. Previous stuff. You go to the house so you don't get beat up then you get laid at a price you can afford and go home with no issues. So here was it. Does Libido Max cause birth defects? I swore people covered for me before with the babies. I swore I didn't have any other choices really. I swore Obama was going to keep his promises too like student loan forgiveness or free healthcare. I thought I have to be a lifelong republican. So here was my point on this. I thought I would sort of be happy to get HIV eventually and have my life span improved and reduced. Some of that was thinking older people outdid me or had points. Being spoiled by people. So more of that was when things didn't work and I never had to time to explain. Enemies out there? Conspirators? So an example was I thought I have to use the leader and then the leader could be legally fine read like if they are a veteran. An example of this was I studied John Holmes but concluded that wasn't possible. Golden era of pornography and the 1970s. Liking loving age play and being inspiration. Nina Hartley fan. So it was they said he may have done a murder. I studied for this stuff but it never worked. Then obsessing about sex answers and back to saintliness. Do I have to be Steve Ditko and furthermore was he sexually not active his entire life? Same with Bill Wyman. And Rodney Mullen it doesn't say was a veteran and I don't want to hurt myself. Then VA affiliates I suspect using my stuff and in my house. Then the law out there. Former smoking stuff. So does Libido Max cause birth defects? not wanting kids but aware of women wanting them frmo me. How to get my parents approval if sex was the answer? Thinking HIV was like schizoaffective or schizophrenia. I like my health conditions. No one is steering me or misleading me now. And people wanting their stuff and me always having to do those with no time for myself ever. Surveys. Scrooge. So the pain feeling a little good and being joyous to be out of the military and having gotten my benefits. Kerouac but all the things I didn't want. Jail breaking the law. So liking being manic. Wanting to use y'all more often. Glad to share and be open. No secrets. Have done favors before but don't know them anymore. Commonwealth Club rva. Confessed to everything. Compliant. Well that was my point. Thinking vices were helpful from others. Willie Nelson smokers. Stones and heroine. Gamblers and DC Champs. But how can me and women work? Saint or addict? Mil devout. Doing the right thing forever and rewards. Secret kids? The John Redcorn character on tv. But dad not having erectile dysfunction. Me able to get a massage license if that's the case. Our sex lives good. Being not excluded or rejected. But then soundcheck issues gov ugliness but helpfulness? Institutionalized? Giving anyone a chance and listening. But too terms and conditions. Not gay but can obey a command or order. Was my cousin screwing with me? Purity. Highs. If I sound silly I was elsewhere. DC Germany Georgia Maryland. To name some. Will copy dad and let him censor this for mom. It's free right? But the examples. Trautmann Burnette. Military bearing.
Catching you up on today. Here was some emails I sent out to my dad then to the VA. Your brother.
for next ones i thought. moving forward with the book some ideas i thought of before bed were.
1 philip k dick drug user ideas. an example of one i quickly forgot was about the library containing souls and how their was like animal rage then i zoned out and forgot that. the french writers. autobio i checked out from the library appeared to cover for me with all ends. the compilations in one thing lots of entertaining concepts. but no divorces.
2 dickens society lessons. see things like debt gambling court. not neccessarily dark like that russian author from the brothers karamazov.
3 shakespeare so maybe the play where you can see the stage and also the other elements like war or high society.
the read was entertaining for chunking through it. like a record where your brain learns how to do something. also it was easy to tell other stories in my head while speed reading it. things from my life.
one idea was following up more often using my parents and interacting. so busy. the drawings and references to my blogs. maybe a picture here and there vonnegut did that in breakfast of champions that was easy enough?
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Practicing Catholic. Events. Birchmere. The if not it doesn't work. High strung LGBTQs. Pet dog. Pet bird? Parrot expensive partner. JD Salinger guaranteed good life parents. Sales out there. Going but not getting anything improving at that. Using parents more. Stop surveys.
So some of my ideas were like dad doing basically the professional version of ideas I had. Like when I was a kid and something was out of reach. So some of the Shakespeare one could be the trends like the politics or some of the locations. How to tailor that to strangers? The focal point. The convention reasons encoded into a text formula of our samples.
On the Tahmassibi's and Horners note I had no and still have no problem. Some of it was what I expected. However here is where I'd be dad's services offered and deals. So some of this was like the tuning it up and soundcheck. EG some of my bird like exposure to things I saw. GA Harrisonburg DC who else? Regular Fort Belvoir. So dad being Gibbs on that as a manager. My friend Muhammad from Augusta in my Tradoc unit.
The story was like Schobel's dad. Him in Germany and wanting his dad to have things to stay busy. Gardening. So an example of the old stuff was not the drugs for deviation or evil. Rather the fellowship. So one of those was now I just glued together a turtle. Memories of the past but current obligations better character sheeted.
So one version of the text was poetic lyrical easy to read stuff. Some of my blogging previously was maybe noting things for one observation. A celeb subject matter expert and something that sums it up. Also it was hearing of a giving things jail term but feeling like I was robbed and having nothing. What am I supposed to do? Self satisfaction.
More would be the picture of me and y'alls retirement. The collecting addiction. The new material and publishing.
So EG with Andy B an idea I mentioned was what is the smartest idea? With Stefan an idea was what's next after the championship? See UVA. So those twos fingerprints I thought I saw on the book. So another big Andy one was a guy in my unit in Germany who reminded me of him when younger. Barracks rat computer gamer and helpful. So some of this stuff might be like others iterations and inclusions.
Time to respond to each personality. Steve Robinson's contribution. The story of down spectrum communities and military business. Warranted. Heroism. Inspirational and affective.
So some of mom was thinking her id could be sort of a Jewish mother. The Leopoldstadt play in DC at STC. That being official things and high performance or my lesson was like certificates. Some of Stuart's kids was will they go to college or will they immediately work for us? Are they disqualified from the military? Back stories like are the Reed's positive? Infantry cop and blonde mom. More detailing things. Thinking don't give them stuff because it'll immediately get stolen and be pointless or is this futile.
A friend from public school. Highschool grad showing intellect and explanations. Think she stayed with her divorced mom in the Bucknell Suburbs. Brother tatted returned from the Navy. Worker trashy conclusions. Skaters.
So the book. What if there was like a blank or color page prompt in it? Pseudo sketchbook. Like it's set up and the user can finish something.
Some of Stefan's was his daughter mil choices. Then it was payment for advice and if the person follows the instructions. Dad being a expert on this.
The book was exactly what I was looking for. Married parents. The thick like full value thing. EG video game stuff from my era. Open world RPG interactive immersive some of those jargons. I lately have been stumped midway maybe 9 day pause.
So at night immediately going to bed and distractions. My tumblr blog. The term I thought was from a Conor Oberst song Sold Out he was initially in Bright Eyes. Everyone is included. Energy and road life.
EG Rick his son being his Igor. Getting everything prepped. His longevity staying alive. He doesn't appear to have health ailments. The pseudo grand parents usages. My energy level and muscle failure.
The if my house is used by others soundchecking. Things like guitar leaders on tour and things smooth. Ronnie Wood of the stones. Wanting so bad to settle in and the huge hallucination of Robbie Tenant.
VA survivors? Social work? But miserliness and being a hermit appearing to be the answer.
A big one for me is skating. Swearing that was helping when I used to film myself. So was Burd Boonyoo Daewon Song who was Rodney Mullen's friend? Not getting injured too bad but that dynamic. It seems so rewarding if you do do it. The quarter pipe ptsd. Wanting to do the ice baths. Each of our hobbies tuned up our party. Considering Front Royal's park again. My old Youtube channel.
Stuart and Kim. Stuart thinking he should spend the money and get the current Undertaker edition motorcycle toy that Target has been carrying. Thinking that'd open doors for him. An explanation was smoking money. Instead of that vice this investment. Art supplies. Showmanship. Some of him was his usability and contribution to our family. A side back story was some paranoid wedge he was now my half brother. Maybe it was drugs or poverty that started that or enemies out there. Results. Then it was his life is no longer in danger because of my teeth. So that was him not getting viewed like Bryan Duncan. Answers being stroom trooper VA affiliate.
Previous things. Walking. Sheriff and law enforcement interperations. Local kids and voices in earshot.
A story with when I didn't listen to dad. Higher priorities. Keeping my Adobe Photoshop. Thought I earned and wanted to keep using that. Penalties. RGIII.
A Robbie one was previous things got me here. Television the guitarist from Richard Lloyd. Short answers never fully having time to explain. Preferring to stay single. The subject matter experts don't appear to work on that. Looked up the inappropriate people (Mick Blue adult empire from Manuel Ferrara) on that but then it's back to my pseudo job as Steve Ditko Rodney Mullen Bill Wyman. Veterans with married parents. The testimonial on something I got. Mistakes and mindmapping and reinforcements and warnings too.
Using mom and dad's business and paying them back. Have money in my account. Wanted ot pay it off quick and in big chunks. The hotel the garage door the deck the flooring. The bum fights documentary story. Saving up. Being a little fearful of Walmart EG if you don't use that issues. Answers I found out myself. But the other side lawful and lazy as an American. Specific people being responsible for tics.
The shed idea. Would a light switch in there be good? Rugs? Luray home ownership. Helping y'all get a tractor. Thinking that helped Danny Chu stay at home 247. Wanting to be here. But the Alexandria ends? Retirement? Stuart?
Special orders. Will it get used? The book problems. Not finishing it other things. Unparalyzed. Wyatt.
Things gotten with both parents. Stretching things. History lessons. Graphic tees. Leather.
So the book. Shakespeare being some characters and then you can use English techniques. A character representing something or a triangle. The comedy of errors the setting places the audience the story unfolding. The military and life outside the gate. The plays. So things like what's called gambling could seem like it is a job. Wanting the women but never being able to calculate it and then back to reinforcements. Thinking if it was like others vices where they seem to help. Gamblers and substance abuses. Road barriers was the toilet staying single gambling business explanation what else? Divorce and garnishments.
Practicing Catholic. Events. Birchmere. The if not it doesn't work. High strung LGBTQs. Pet dog. Pet bird? Parrot expensive partner. JD Salinger guaranteed good life parents. Sales out there. Going but not getting anything improving at that. Using parents more. Stop surveys.
The Texas Roadhouse meal was this. Yes I wanted to go. Then things like my part. The table schematics appeared flawed. Who and how can you talk? My lessons of these things complaints negativity or I am the guest on late night. No problems or drama. Static. So like a barbershop? Talkers and derelictions. Common observations.
There's some updates. Walking over soon for lunch.
Then again it's the insurance of Scrooge. The County the Government Facebook lots of old faces. The Grassley's and Franklin's effect on me.
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Mom and dad so here's some more detailing. At the end I am going to separate out my inappropriate section for dad to read (so mom doesn't see something unwanted). I shared it to have someone to talk to and remedy my ailments. I thought voicing these was helpful and good. I bulleted my points but was really thinking of a lot of them today during and after lunch. Want to talk about this stuff but seem to get shut down at times.
Where dad with mom behind him is useful is coaching. Dad will see what I show and explain to him and have answers. Things a father and coach can do with the game of it all. Things I see or experience but was too distracted or occupied to tell.
I'd think about the terms about someday wanting a bird. This would be like concluding to stay sort of single forever. Me my bird my parents my brother and his family. Then there's things that dad can answer and know. Dad being a crutch or source of counsel. This one is there's cheap birds and expensive birds and different kinds. Parrot cockatiel conure parakeet. Then it'd be someday having time to stay home and have that around. Or not doing it at all. Back to being a dog man.
So tuning up dad's look was this. This was my lesson the Jews will have different answer people who can make you loved comfortable and charming and attractive. One of these was a group I saw in a private movie showing called Sheer Terror. I confused them with Dag Nasty. This was Records Collecting Dust the DC edition at Black Cat. So this was a heavier guy who seems completely normal and likeable. Not disgusting or humiliated or hated or despised. Other stuff like that Metallica being focused on uneducated or the Penguin being a Robert Pattinson story. Robert Pattinson's parents own a vintage dealership it said and are married. Things like if dad and I at AIT training had the military make celebrities in our name. Shatner Dicaprio Pattinson. I wasn't sure if he got booked Sheer Terror but I wasn't sure if I could make it due to safety before. I did however see him in the movie that night. Others I could find or had used for mom. Guitar players men helping goals.
Were the bios fake or not? During Biden suddenly every hero I had was immediately mostly ruined. See the story of being into women.
So the priorities were and are my parents. I didn't realize how dangerous I could've been but also how that could've been exactly what was wanted. So I think before I go chasing some dream I better tend to my family. Stuart mom dad. I was not starting a coup or conspiring rather always busy and prepping for the future almost to where I got to distracted with the delusion of business again. Then the spirit breaking: Always Scrooge.
So Stuarts side. Thinking he's delivered for us before. Thinking how to get him useful. A reason he's in the picture is Scrooge with the Cratchit's. Time usage. Is walking to his house supporting trafficking and community? Mom's son. Drama from Entourage but that fantasy but it was stressful and trouble. Lawful. Nitpicking details in the story from my age peers from public school being mean or more people requiring time. Caitlyn near Burd from homecoming her knowing Pat Coi. Why can't people still hang out like before? Scrooge again. Shakespeare theater company plays. That reoccurring story blue collar workers telling me their solutions. Sam Franklin. The neighborhood during puberty.
Using parents more instead of surveys. Reasons not to were the warnings or hearsay. The VA could try to kill my family for protecting me and that loop of no one will pay and nothing works. So the lawful side story was because I allegedly killed Daniel Shahid's dad in Germany now the Sheriff is harassing me through my parents for my own good. Not wanting jail ever. Hospital not as bad.
I thought my profession was a hobbyist. See the married veterans I studied. What I requested for Christmas. Having hospital and jail tics. This gets me out. This gets me paid. Thinking this is indirectly how this stuff can work. People wanting me back again.
Being devout to the mil and benefits. Thinking of what I call mil lifers. Not as bad was being a practicing Catholic. Thought books could get rewritten. Seeing the word Sexton which was a church hand and that being a name in a Birchmere show. Not going there anymore.
Am I supposed to be a gambling addict? Is that business? Thinking of EG Robbie's card collecting. Thinking of my different collections like Jay Leno has cars. The help of bookies on projects? Road life.
Here were my blogs I did under a pen name. I still do them occasionally. I had done them before after being told to stop. I am lawful but had excuses and explanations. Inceptions in my head. Steve Ditko the comic artist. (not wanting to be like family members who I deduced have had their life very ruined). Youtube is still set to private. A huge one in my head every second of my life is Noble Wall and his indian care taker. Not wanting that but not really appearing to have any other choice thus Scrooge. Staying alive. Not wanting car troubles. Home ownership. The county and government.
So as far as marriage or any unsweet (or paranoid) feelings I was past that based on my conclusions. I did talk myself out and have my story covered. Other references Salinger. But still have and want my mental illness. Single. Compliance and meds. Permanent and total rating.
Mom can stop reading here. Dad can continue past the returns to see my issues.
Could women help us with me doing that like other vices? Wanting to be active but intimidations too or other issues. Past people. Haters. Examples. Stigma. The two people who I thought dad could solve too were plumbers and police. The guest issue. The term logistics on it. EG here was one you don't get like ten of those in a row you get like one or the math on that stuff. Free will and undomestication. Robots.
I am starting to get burnt out but here was more. Thinking of the women vice was the modern era male adult film stars I learned of. Manuel Ferrara but no dead dad. Johnny Sins not a skinhead but not tattooed. (but each ones style and charm). James Dean not circumcised and not homeless. Mick Blue but not married. All the countless black men. Sean Michaels but I thought he caused issues for his family another unwanted one. I calculated I need my parents more. Those were some of the issues I saw with them. Tiger Woods not wanting my parents to die or risking my own safety court rehab. Marlon the Sledgehammer Anderson not wanting dad endangered or that stuff divorced parents. Robot law Isaac Asimov. Unparalyzed.
So the thing with women. Tom Brady seeming like did him or others get successful with women? Some of that was a story was doing something for life. My USMC instructor was there when I was telling everyone I wanted to be like Dylan. This is the thing. When I was in public undiagonosed women and men some affiliated to the VA would tell me about my goal. I'd always go back to keeping my parents well and then get encouragement for other answers about my wants. Was Dylan a ladies man? So the story of my life's work. How many RS articles of people inferior or flawed. 2000s emo cds.
Here was a story with adultery. I thought some of it was that it's where you we can understand how everyone wants to be promiscious. Not saying cheating or divorce. And an immediate barrier could be the kids of parents or past loved ones people messing up the soundcheck. What my point was it seems like it is something that can seem natural. I think sex is great and feels wonderful. I think if people explain terms than it can solve problems. Not mixing things up. Business. And that side sex workers. When I wanted to go to the Gentlemen's clubs. Or how I threw away my adult dvd collection out of safety. Not wanting tatts. More issues predicted. I am not a amputee as proof (saw that play too in Old Town alx).
Why isn't sex as easy as beer? So seeing some others ones who tried and allegedly succeeded but more holes in the story. A guy Matt Motley who lives with his parents and that being a huge one past people from Belle View elementary maybe from Mike Franklin's past. (a Matt Clark tic where someone takes me to the side and corrects me cornered and checkmated). Chris Langley from Montclair his GF said he got married but him disappearing. Him saying I got ED from the Remember the Titans movie and repeating that. Things getting under peoples skin. Inceptions and responses.
A story with the women being difficult was this. I did oral on girls before. I thought there was deals being made at the time that then were promised to be easy. They turned out to be true. It was this. By doing that I later had to go to night clubs to study music and drink beer. It helped me greatly and was worth it. Currently I thought that was unfeasible or not knowing wild cards.
Interracial being the whole thing essentially. White women.
Love sex marriage. So this was online Army education Trautmann read that later I found on the top secret AKO site. It was about the different types of relationships. Two doctors exchanging notes about it. More of that was my Professor Leslie Stratton who on her site has accessible lectures online but I tried maybe lots of samples and not the full ones and don't know if I learned anything.
Seinfeld. Back to being only a veteran. So one side is thinking the VA is very happy when I succeed at things. Different issues and sound checks. Some of that was like being a franchise player with good statistics. So my point about Jerry was it said he got married (and online it said countless others did as the womenizer men) and my confusion was why? To understand they could've just gotten used and caught. Thus the staying single story. But in the Entourage show he avoids it but he got a tattoo and isn't said to be a veteran either.
This was the one that was an inception in my head so bad sex addiction. At the disability group in Mount Vernon we were educated on this topic. What I deduced was that it was as easy as alcoholism. Some of that was like being a hedonist or not being a martyr. Then other sides the continuing saintliness I talk of. Not wanting the gross thing I heard of with trains. Never having done one in my life. Not knowing anything about them.
Wyatt's good listening to points but time requirement. So many needing tuning. It was the Tom Brady and women point. But is this just delusions?
Was Germany pointless? Furthermore hearing and believing it to be true that this is all going away. Because Romney lost. Back to Alexandria in the end of the 90s football and desolation. Police. Lower quality of life outside Ft Belvoir which is what life revolves around. Spirit breaking.
Lots of past people calling me. Old friends. Things I used to have or do. Sonny. Virginia Tech is where he said he went. Did him or Stuart get me escorts before?
The dr sodomy story I surmised was if I didn't do that then I could get sent back in the Army. One side was maybe Wyatt was wrong. Another was maybe I dodged it by moving to Luray when I thought that saved me from Bill Gill. Paranoid.
Talking to women in public was one. One previous thing I thought I unlocked was being able to hang out with women all day. The VCU dorms with coeds. Meeting strangers. Not getting complaints. Being ready and able all the time. My parents house. My house in Luray. But business (which is ssdi xp and ret and) no strings attached. Back to single again.
The jealousy and opportunities. The thing I thought at one point was going to happen was sex. So resolving issues like couples. How are things fair? Marriages. Does the nurses spouses know about me and not like me? Do I have to think of their futures from what I saw before and thus take care of them each time. Older blonde Patty with the navy son and spouse from Lowe's we met. Sara is she Miami and Bill Murray type old fashion? Pin ups and media references. But back to keeping mom in the picture. Studied Hugh Hefner before and heard of Larry Flynt before both who appeared to be deal breakers. Did Hugh Hefner cause his parents to die early and do homicides? Why was Larry Flynt's parents divorced?
Two threats were thinking people were trying to turn be into Trautmann and Burnette. Two processed characters for them REM and Clinton. Then thinking if I wanted and did get with women the VA and professors would be happy for me supporting my leaders and doing that. My logistics and terms. Married parents alive.
Detailing people so many people wanting my tuning them. Soundcheck. Patty's husband and son. Love and affairs. The county story that they'd make it fair and accessible. Was that a lie? Contributing and helping.
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So the issue now for me is sex pretty bad. It's in my head. Previous stuff. You go to the house so you don't get beat up then you get laid at a price you can afford and go home with no issues. So here was it. Does Libido Max cause birth defects? I swore people covered for me before with the babies. I swore I didn't have any other choices really. I swore Obama was going to keep his promises too like student loan forgiveness or free healthcare. I thought I have to be a lifelong republican. So here was my point on this. I thought I would sort of be happy to get HIV eventually and have my life span improved and reduced. Some of that was thinking older people outdid me or had points. Being spoiled by people. So more of that was when things didn't work and I never had to time to explain. Enemies out there? Conspirators? So an example was I thought I have to use the leader and then the leader could be legally fine read like if they are a veteran. An example of this was I studied John Holmes but concluded that wasn't possible. Golden era of pornography and the 1970s. Liking loving age play and being inspiration. Nina Hartley fan. So it was they said he may have done a murder. I studied for this stuff but it never worked. Then obsessing about sex answers and back to saintliness. Do I have to be Steve Ditko and furthermore was he sexually not active his entire life? Same with Bill Wyman. And Rodney Mullen it doesn't say was a veteran and I don't want to hurt myself. Then VA affiliates I suspect using my stuff and in my house. Then the law out there. Former smoking stuff. So does Libido Max cause birth defects? not wanting kids but aware of women wanting them frmo me. How to get my parents approval if sex was the answer? Thinking HIV was like schizoaffective or schizophrenia. I like my health conditions. No one is steering me or misleading me now. And people wanting their stuff and me always having to do those with no time for myself ever. Surveys. Scrooge. So the pain feeling a little good and being joyous to be out of the military and having gotten my benefits. Kerouac but all the things I didn't want. Jail breaking the law. So liking being manic. Wanting to use y'all more often. Glad to share and be open. No secrets. Have done favors before but don't know them anymore. Commonwealth Club rva. Confessed to everything. Compliant. Well that was my point. Thinking vices were helpful from others. Willie Nelson smokers. Stones and heroine. Gamblers and DC Champs. But how can me and women work? Saint or addict? Mil devout. Doing the right thing forever and rewards. Secret kids? The John Redcorn character on tv. But dad not having erectile dysfunction. Me able to get a massage license if that's the case. Our sex lives good. Being not excluded or rejected. But then soundcheck issues gov ugliness but helpfulness? Institutionalized? Giving anyone a chance and listening. But too terms and conditions. Not gay but can obey a command or order. Was my cousin screwing with me? Purity. Highs. If I sound silly I was elsewhere. DC Germany Georgia Maryland. To name some. Will copy dad and let him censor this for mom. It's free right? But the examples. Trautmann Burnette. Military bearing.
What i realized by myself afterwards just now was this. If people try to mislead or upset me 1 they are not trustworthy they do not have my human interest in mind. The big answer was this they are not working on solving my issues or caring about my logistics. Glad as a single bad things never happened. They are trying to hurt me for their own motives. Unlike my parents and being lawful. Let my parents help so the law doesn't have to. Drug business from the past. You see what I mean? I can fall for it. But dad and mom protect me from the law keep my career and look for answers with my confusions. Many people trying to hurt me. I will have to figure out how to realize that. Paranoia. The explanations are true. Also I think I got good high grade syphilis which helped me too. Being cat minded. Girl crazy.
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Here was what was making me paranoid. I thought if someone went somewhere that meant they could be having train sex with people. I heard of trains before for the vice of sex addicts. It was where people have sex continuously like one woman and men rotated through. I thought people were provoking me or making me even paranoid about that thinking of my parents. When I checked in it seemed like that was far from what was happening. But I did hear the train sex thing is real. Also another one I kept getting paranoid about was thinking EG someone was driving my car when I wasn't looking. I go somewhere then sex trains start with my car. I get flustered and ejected bad and leave in a bad mood. Didn't know how it happened but believe it could be real. Like I go to Sunday mass people make distractions for me my car disappears and returns and I get frustrated and irritated. Also I have never been on a sex train but was invited one time. I have never seen one I don't think with my own two eyes. More of that was thinking EG the male leader is a sex addict and that is my business to support them. I wasn't offended until people started misleading me and confusing me. I thought yeah I'd like to do that too but never had time to explain or here is one. Is my duty to be a junior Steve Ditko (married parents artist veteran see my blogs) a Bill Wyman (married parents British veteran was overseas the making training manuals for everyone see RS mag and more explanations). If not am I dead ended? Some of that was I thought I have this new bad tic. We are going back to Alexandria in the 1990s when I moved. Thought this may be from when my cousin 'got me in my sleep' when I was at my old house in Bucknell. So more of that is thinking I am turning into Noble Wall (and that story is similar to the Umbrella Academy with I think his name is number 5 the time traveler). So with that anticipating everything going away internet products anything cultured really. Back to Walmart being the only beacon of hope and that also the generic brand back then was almost inhumane for many reasons. Also another one was thinking despite moving into the future nothing is possible. I studied John Holmes before and there were mix ups about his bio. But what I thought was I could do something like that a version of that. When I wanted to be sexually active (but other womens loyalties and going to Ft Belvoir tonight). Being a pornstar but my channel my parents made me take down from xvideos. It was the formula on this. I am not that good and more inferences from others previously teeth and having to poop. So the subject matter expert always has trivia flaws and non negotiable deal breakers but then I can't not do it I still have to and it is inferior. Studied John Wayne (hearing his name meant like government issued stuff and there was a rumor he was in the military that being like me being like a legend a folk hero). So John Holmes at one time I wanted to be like him he is a Army veteran. I thought I could comply with law enforcement and be a adult film star I have made lots of movies. My parents made me take down my youtube channels. Fortunately no problems ever really happened with any of those. So I am not a illegal drug addict anymore. I thought if I had the assignment of being a narc I could explain everything to all parties based on my experience. The drug users the dealers the police the lawyers. The business of it the boys being boys the money laundering the. So with the politics I seem to not care but have to vote Republican. At Father Perez's mass in Luray where I go daily now and see good looking older women I go to the left because I believe he requested that once and is blue democrat. I had no problems with the student loan forgiveness and thought I got some of those issues brought to Mike Franklin USMC NCO who got it to his married grand parents Chuck Grassley who got all this stuff resolved. No problems with Dr Oetgen. As far as the sodomy thing I heard that was just what it was. My sources were things like in public when I was fearful about my smoking past and people said the dentist was all it'd take for that to be solved. So some of this was there's the ultra secure guarantee of Noble Wall two dead cars indian care taker. So it was previously being around people and them telling me things. The County and EG Kim Schrieber whose parents lived near my old house. So not getting intimidated or the stories being broken. I'd be find with gay stuff I am not but I can treat that like a job. Some of that was like when it said he had to prostitute himself before. Some of that was like how does that begin? I don't play stupid but at the same time it's a little difficult to ease into that as a profession as a hypothesis. BlackkKlansmen Adam Driver I didn't see things didn't line up. Think I am skipping Scrooge this year as my parents suggested. Hung Cao the Navy Vet lost. So Patty was thinking of the like old pin up stuff. Definitely was studied up on ageplay too. It was like some of what my life lesson was the blonde or staying alive. Another John Holmes scare was did he lose his benefits? So knowing the old dealers and remembering the regulars well. Chuck Jono Andrew Marty Ian Skylar John Hal Dante. Sara was thinking of some of the release of things. EG I never knew prescriptions. Or to bring up Miami things like tic tic music things I learned online with slang or the intro and exit. Other personalities too in the lobby. Some of this stuff was like I am not black mailing the VA and am happy with the deal that is here. Some of that would be like I figured out I wasn't entirely Rodney Mullen or Bob Dylan. Did think I'd see Chalamet in his new movie on opening night for XP and that was an inception. (is gov stigmatized as ugly or unfair? les mis). 'That's my story and I'm sticking to it' -Gideon Rogers DINFOS. Lots of interpertations of that. So the sex mania in my head. Forgetful. (olanzapine clothes?). What was I saying? I guess maybe that's all for now. Oh and Sara was like the Bill Murray with EG old school favors or I have seen loops of people before where it's their future trajectory and it seemed insured and guaranteed albiet details on that. Not black mailing extorting or bread crumbing. Another was I didn't do Adult Empire the subscription. So it was some regular faces I'd seen before. Also thinking I'd seen visions of like projections and holograms before Sgt Wilson's childhood caught on tape at the skatepark or a John Holmes roughneck outside a hotel when we first moved. Things clear as day. So with the gay stuff like I said it'd just be a matter of like the command and approval. I don't have a problem now with that and thought the alternative was they'd try to reenlist me though I thought I had some disqualifiers now like my arm or dental or other stuff my diagnosis. So the gay stuff was like here's one if I have to do a BJ (blow job) then am I supposed to use my hand like I masturbate? And I thought there were many people all around that were very interested in volunteering for this for me. The rules not getting in trouble. Some more of it was places I'd been Germany Georgia both different DC. Another was not getting mislead about stuff like thinking someone was evil. I always like learning and here was one I remembered. It is what it is. So it sounds like the crux is between now John Holmes or Noble Wall. Some of that was keeping my parents married (see bios on Johnny Wadd that seem different than me his parents split in childhood and I thought it could be like a legend or folk tale). Some of the drug talk was previously distribution was the one breaking down serving sizes of what was illegal but there could be easiness and ways of alleviating any stress with that. And Navy and people having fun with it. As a informant I thought that'd cover me up from anything the security of being insured with the law. Guess that's what I had for now. Maybe I'll call Sara. Looking forward to the appointment. The story in my head bad was Schobel taking care of his dad. Giving him assignments to do in his backyard. So thus very satisfied with dad's productions EG the book and publishing the games (a little time consumed with reading it instead of wanting to do more self studies for myself but feedback). Without further ado I think dad should make a graphic novel(s) comics basically.
So some of this is when I try stuff I can have issues like logistics by myself or inadequacies from what was in my head. So with my three heroes in mind I thought I'd like to collab with mom and dad on them. Some of that was make a vinyl album with the family or comic ideas or the skater videos collabing on this (Rodney Mullen Steve Ditko and Bill Wyman being the big ones others Roy Rogers).
I think yesterday I got off course and distracted. Honestly it doesn't seem feasible entirely for me to be active with women for many reasons like obligations or logistics again or my pseudo VA career with my mil bearing. Thus it seems like no John Holmes again. A story I really enjoyed was when dad was watching a youtube vid on the real owner of the Superman character and his struggles that being dad (a parable was dad helping me with school projects).
So it is accessible and easy to make a music recording. The instruments are pretty easy and we could do this together record it then send it off for publishing and printing. Ideas like a Christmas album mom and dad and me and if Stuart wanted in we could record it. Drums guitar bass keyboard vocals do the verse chorus intro outro.
here was something I did a while back:
So the morning installment. Thought some of this stuff was suggested reading from my college and other sources. One was I think it's called Understanding Comics. I thought if I said to do something it was available but it appeared people didn't always do that I surmise because I would get upset I lost a resource or something.
A story was women who I thought rescued me not knowing the whole backstories or having to explain and being skiddish and paranoid to offensive stuff. So some of them were the way the stories go Crystal Fiedler in TRADOC her scrappy dad then the British girl in Spain (I was pretty sure she was real and not a Army girl posing as a UK native) then the blonde Captain in the in patient psych ward (her thinking I see her occasionally and womens help and solving my life).
Other things to study. The Rolling Stones discography (beggars banquet). An idea that is being missed is Sean and Caelin (see boy meets world). Documenting them like RS mag articles (that being a quest for mom and dad to consider a zine or collections). But safety (see Rory Sheridan of Loud Boyz) and producing (see Jewish lessons on thinking and time usage and results).
More would be my favorites with married parents veterans. Roy Rogers westerns those eras. Previously if someone was at the mil library it meant you could be uniform with them and do that too. So skateboarding really enjoyed the movie Blue Crush and thinking of Stuart Robinson whose dad lived by the school y'all may have met him as opposed to the other stories where I was 'farming' for our lives bettered.
Lots of people remembered. EG one was last night thinking I saw Cpt Hewitt from the 13th floor. So some of this is fantasies or obligations some of it being secrecy too (am I married? see showmanship a ring or accessories Bill Wyman's friend Ronnie Wood shoes). My story was I thought by doing things I was supposed to I got rewarded (professors private sessions) and also the sick joy was things others were envious of that being a reoccurring one in my life.
Another story I concocted in my head was this Marley from childhood broke into our house with Neal from Quander when I got back from the Army and I was put to sleep and they got her to have my kid. Also it was were people having issues with the processed people for each person Seth Green Shia Labeouf or other choices. Was Steve Robinson's son a gift of CS Lewis that hideous strength or a 3 legged dog yelping cartoon and loyal powerful tearjerker.
So the music project could be like the folk or lots of references Carter family Bill Wyman and the Rhythm Kings. Maybe dad could play drums (the now worry was Charlie Watts early death he as the stones longterm drummer) if we need drums mom could do harmonica (I thought the music instruments were as easy as public school with Aunt Mary but a lesson for me was it has to be jail broke like it can feel illegal to try it) Stuart could do a stringed instrument (how many guitarists had body art) and I could do guitar (4 string or 6 string) and we all could sing together as vocals. It doesn't have to make sense it can be avant garde like Sonic Youth and get XP for it and it being wanted those vinyls can sell for like $500 for one and that's not even like a super duper one.
So as a skater it is the lifestyle of that and the formats for documenting it. My old youtube channel. The issue for me on this was the quarter pipe the story of it being a little dangerous but very rewarding or not wanting injuries another quest opening up was winter skating and Front Royal's park going there again. So we're rock and roll beach bums and artschool friends.
Trying to get past continously getting shut down.
There's some of the update ideas. Before never had time to do it (but also always had to and no other choices) and no time to explain any of it that whole rabbit wheel of it. Writing the great American novel Globes Rodney autistic speech (improving at that) Ditko a mil vendor same with Wyman and Bill being able to make anyone uniform (see John Wayne was a gov issue slang thing and allegedly in the mil that legend).
1. comics
2. music
3. videos
Definitely get dad's JD Salinger town friend on board again. Resolving issues with others neglected time for every one soundchecked. Lawful.
Will stay in touch more often. Maybe should break the surveys habit and do these instead. Will keep the VA posted.
Talk to you later
Aubs
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